Chapter 4: Wenwen, the night pet
When I went to work on Monday, Xinya was the first to greet me in my office and said, "You went to play ball again on Sunday?
I just remembered that after I called Wenwen on Sunday, I had been wondering what Wenwen was talking about, and then I forgot about Xinya's missed call.
"I didn't play, I'm sorry, I forgot to call you back. By the way, did Wenwen say anything important last week?"
Xinya looked at me puzzled: "No, what's wrong?"
"Oh, it's okay, let's get back to it. ”
After being busy for a while, I went to the bathroom, came out of the bathroom, and happened to meet Wenwen in the corridor at the door of the bathroom.
"You really don't remember Saturday night?"
Wenwen didn't look at me when she spoke, as if she was talking to someone else, her voice was small, but her face was flushed and shy.
Or Saturday night?
I was even more flustered: Could it be that Wenwen really knew about my wife's affairs when I went down to find me? No wonder I was asked if I was tired.
Oh my God, when did she start to find out?
I went down to find my wife's dead soul, except for the two great immortals around my hometown and the master of the Dharma Realm, I didn't tell anyone, and I didn't dare to talk about it, even Xinya I hid it, on the one hand, I was afraid that people would say that I was superstitious and ignorant, and I was even more worried that others would laugh at me for being stupid.
Because I couldn't let go of my wife, I felt ashamed of my wife, and I was worried that my wife would be lonely and miserable after her death. But I don't know how my wife is doing there. The more I don't know, the more I am worried, and the more I can't rest assured.
I first went back to my hometown to find the Great Immortal based on my childhood experience, and then went to worship the master of the Dharma realm after several twists and turns, and under the guidance of the master, I cultivated the ability to cross the yin and yang worlds, hoping to meet my dead wife, accompany her, talk to her, talk to her about her parents, and see if she is living well or not.
"Wenwen, tell me quickly, what do you know?" I was nervous and pulled Wenwen aside, for fear that what Wenwen said would be heard by the people passing by.
"You stayed with me for most of the night on Saturday night, with me... That one... Love loved... You really can't remember?"
Although Wenwen wasn't going to talk about me going down to the underworld, it shocked me more than broadcasting about my crossing through yin and yang.
"You said I was ------? with you on Saturday for the night at your place."
"Be quiet!" Wenwen shyly lowered her head, observing my reaction with the rest of her eyes.
"How is this possible, absolutely impossible! You must be mistaken!"
When I said this, I subconsciously wanted to reach out and touch Wenwen's forehead to see if she was having a fever. Realizing that it was in the hallway, I withdrew my hand and didn't dare to do it.
Wenwen glanced at me with disgust, lowered her head again, and muttered: "You are really, you have done everything, and you have loved and loved me several times, what dare you not admit." ”
"Besides, I don't blame you. Before I could react from my shock, Wenwen added weakly.
Where is this? How is that possible?
"I... I went on Saturday night... I wasn't there on Saturday night at all..... This can't be, Wenwen, you must have seen the wrong person!"
Wenwen raised her head at this time, still looking at her gentle and encouraging: "There's nothing to be embarrassed about." ”
"But I really didn't ......" This thing is really too big and too sudden, I don't know what to say.
"You drank a lot of wine at the time, I know that drinking too much wine will break pieces, you can't remember what you did, I don't blame you, you can think of going to me after drinking, it means that there is still my ...... subconscious" Wenwen's eyes were filled with tears.
What are these tears?
Grievance, humiliation, excitement, happiness?
I wanted to clarify, "That's not the case, Wenwen, it must have been a misunderstanding", but just as I was about to open my mouth, Xinya walked over.
I guess it was because I saw that Wenwen's expressions were not normal, and the two of them were standing so close, Xinya didn't say hello when she walked past us, but her expression was displeased, and she stared at us suspiciously, until she was about to go into the bathroom, and looked back at us.
Back in the office, I sat there with my head clouded.
Could it be that I am "out of my body" in another world, and I remain in the mortal body and still have consciousness and movement?
It's impossible! Daxian has never done this, and Master didn't teach him like this!
Wenwen framed me?
Not quite like that.
Wenwen didn't mean to be unforgiving, nor did she ask for anything, but generously gave me a step with a fragment of drinking, not only did she not mean to blame, but she also looked like a happy little woman.
But I really didn't do it!
I know where she rented a house a few years ago, and I don't know where Wenwen lives now, where do I go to sleep with her in the middle of the night?
Wrong!
When I went down to look for my wife, I didn't take my body with me, it was lying on a single bed in the study.
Is someone pretending to be me?
"What's wrong with you two?" Xinya followed me to my office after going to the bathroom.
"Nothing. "My mind was full of doubts, and I responded weakly to Xinya's question.
"It's okay, do you think it's okay between you? You can't see anything when I'm blind?" Xinya's voice was not high, but her displeasure was obvious.
Although Xinya and I are just ordinary friends or brother and sister, she will always react emotionally to my seemingly close interactions with other members of the opposite sex, and people who don't know her may sometimes not be aware of it, and sometimes she is too obvious and she can quickly adjust her attitude after I remind her.
"It's really nothing. The voice was muffled in my throat.
"Tell me, what's going on? I don't think you're going to ask Wenwen as soon as you get to the office today. ”
Probably remembering that I asked her about Wenwen when I first went to work, and later saw the two of us in the aisle, Xinya looked at me with very determined eyes.
"Nothing really happened. ”
I stared at Xinya blankly, and I could only grit my teeth in denial, and Xinya stared at me so much that I wanted to avoid her eyes.
After being speechless for a long time, Xinya was a little lost: "Okay, I didn't expect you to trust me so much now." ”
Xinya was obviously unhappy to leave, and I didn't have a good solution, besides, I already trusted her in many ways.
But after all, she is her and I am, and I can't tell her anything yet. Besides, Wenwen said that I slept with her after drinking on Saturday night, and I couldn't explain it to her! I couldn't tell her that I was not in the yang world at all, but in the underworld looking for my wife, who had been dead for nearly 10 years, that night.
But if you don't make this matter clear, isn't it equivalent to admitting it?
According to Wenwen's understanding, I can still think of making love to her after drinking, which means that I still pretend to be thinking about her in my heart, but I am afraid that I will not be able to meet my wife who died early, so I shrink my hands and feet and suppress myself, and only after drinking does I show my true face.
According to this line of thought, will the unrequited love she originally thought would become another nature in her heart?