Chapter 92 Madness
Forbidden Desert, Day 6.
Lei Shaoxuan saw a river, a dry river.
There is such a big river, you can't see the other side at a glance, but now it has dried up and turned into a vast Gobi.
The bare pebbles cover the bottom of the river, the messy aquatic plants are withered, clinging to the riverbed, the wreck is buried by the sediment, only a few boats and masts are exposed, and the stranded raft can no longer wait for the water to flow, rotting and cracking, lying quietly by the river, the bones of the anaconda are faintly visible......
The vicissitudes of the sea, the heaven and the earth change.
Lei Shaoxuan sighed in his heart, how small people are between heaven and earth, how can they predict their fate?
Lei Shaoxuan worked hard to move forward.
Forbidden Desert, Eighth Day.
Lei Shaoxuan no longer paid attention to the scenery around him.
The continuous loneliness made Lei Shaoxuan feel numb, and he couldn't feel the space environment around him, but only felt that the surroundings were extremely empty.
Loneliness seems to make everything around you irrelevant, only the inner feeling remains.
Lei Shaoxuan clearly felt the change in his heart.
Loneliness and boredom made Lei Shaoxuan can't help but recall his experience.
Death Row, Hu Youde, Luo Hao, Fat Gu, Yuan Wenbo, Zhang Qing.... Forward battalion, Lei Shaoxuan knows everything clearly.
However, Lei Shaoxuan suddenly couldn't remember, what is all this for?
Survival?
No, it's to go home, to see my mother, my brother, my sister.
Lei Shaoxuan tried to recall his wishes.
Mother, brother, sister? Lei Shaoxuan was horrified to find that his faces had blurred their faces.
Lei Shaoxuan woke up, what's wrong with me?
The sky was still gray, and only a halo could be seen, and he looked at the compass in his hand. Lei Shaoxuan said to himself firmly: "I want to go home! I want to see my mother, brother, and sister!"
Forbidden Desert, Day 9.
Looking at the confused ahead, Lei Shaoxuan became more and more hesitant.
Can I find that sword? That old man won't lie to me, right?" Lei Shaoxuan thought.
Lei Shaoxuan suddenly wondered if he had been fooled?
Lei Shaoxuan thought wildly, he felt that he was in a cage, hesitant, helpless, like a trapped beast, full of anger, struggling with all his might, but helpless.
Lei Shaoxuan saw a small fish jumping into the quagmire, twisting his body desperately, but he couldn't move a step, and he couldn't set off a single wave.
"No!" Lei Shaoxuan roared: "I want to jump out of the quagmire, and no one can stop me." God blocks and kills God, Buddha blocks and kills Buddha!"
Lei Shaoxuan began to run.
Forbidden Desert, Day 10.
Loneliness and exhaustion are like an axe, which makes the physical and mental pain unbearable.
The footsteps are getting heavier and heavier, and with each step, you must exert all your strength, and the skin and flesh of your body feel like you are going to fall off.
Loneliness made the feeling of pain a hundred times clearer, and consumed Lei Shaoxuan's will.
Do you want to die here?
Lei Shaoxuan was shocked, how could he feel this way?
Thinking about it carefully, Lei Shaoxuan found that unconsciously, he had been walking for more than ten days in a row. Rest when you're tired, and leave when you wake up.
However, Lei Shaoxuan was vaguely aware that maybe he hadn't really slept at all, otherwise he wouldn't have been so tired. There are too many things experienced along the way, which disrupts Lei Shaoxuan's train of thought, like a mental disorder, which is a demon.
The Buddha said: Demon barrier.
Lei Chen woke up a little. The top priority is to adjust the mentality.
Lei Shaoxuan spread out his cloak, lay on it, and began to recite the "Great Phaseless Vajra Demon Sutra", however, Lei Shaoxuan didn't notice that his mouth was moving, but he couldn't make a sound.
Lei Shaoxuan finally fell asleep.
Forbidden Desert, Day 11.
Lei Shaoxuan woke up, his body still felt unbearable pain, but he had strength.
Still lonely.
Loneliness occupies everything, making Lei Shaoxuan unable to think, no one to communicate, making Lei Shaoxuan numb, and there is only one thing left: walking.
Loneliness made Lei Shaoxuan feel suffocated, and in the face of the gray and monotonous sky, Lei Shaoxuan yelled like a madman.
Lei Shaoxuan knew that he had to find something to do, otherwise he would really go crazy. So, Lei Shaoxuan began to talk nonsense, singing, waving knives, and running from time to time......
Unconsciously, Lei Shaoxuan's behavior was a little abnormal, however, he vaguely remembered in his mind that he had nothing to do on purpose, and it was not abnormal.
Gradually, Lei Shaoxuan couldn't tell whether he was crazy or if he deliberately controlled himself to do so.
Lei Shaoxuan tried to move forward, the twelfth, thirteenth, and fourteenth days......
Lei Shaoxuan can't remember how many days he has gone, and he is no longer lonely, painful, and tired......
Lei Shaoxuan didn't feel anything, like a walking corpse, and moved his steps forward mechanically......
Stopped thinking, his mind was blurry and blank, Lei Shaoxuan had forgotten why he came to the Forbidden Spirit Desert and why he kept walking.
Lei Shaoxuan always asked himself, who am I?
It was as if there was a net covering Lei Shaoxuan's brain, and there was darkness in front of him.
Lei Shaoxuan sat in the dark, struggling hard, reciting the "Great Phaseless Vajra Sutra" over and over again, keeping himself clear. Just like in a dark room, make a small opening in the roof, let a ray of light shine in, shine on your body, and prevent yourself from being completely overwhelmed by the darkness.
Lei Shaoxuan moved mechanically, forgetting hunger, thirst, sleeping, and everything around him, including himself, marching on the vast Gobi.
One day, Lei Shaoxuan finally walked into the darkness, and in the darkness, Lei Shaoxuan heard a voice: "Who are you?"
......
Who am I?
Lei Shaoxuan slowly opened his eyes, the sky was blue, and the white clouds were fluttering.
Lei Shaoxuan was startled, and subconsciously said, "Where is this?" but he couldn't speak.
Lei Shaoxuan was lying on the grass by the lake, and there were two people standing beside him, an old man and a little girl.
The old man wore a white robe, his head was tied with a white scarf, his hair was white, and his crane hair was childish; the little girl had black hair, her eyes were like paint, and her face was like a disc.
"You, you...... Help, save me?" Lei Shaoxuan said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you!"
Lei Shaoxuan struggled to sit up, but he felt a splitting headache, weakness, and couldn't move.
Today's Lei Shaoxuan, his hair is scattered, his skin is dry and cracked, there is a trace of blood leaching, he is scarred, many wounds are rotting and suppurating, and there is an unpleasant smell all over his body.
"But, can you get some water?" Lei Shaoxuan spit out word by word.
In just a few words, it almost exhausted the strength of his whole body.
"Water? Okay, right now. The little girl's eyes twinkled eagerly, but the expression on her face did not change.
The little girl stretched out her delicate little hand and waved, and suddenly, the air in front of Lei Shaoxuan's eyes became visible, with slight ripples.
At first, the ripples were as transparent as a veil and a mirror, slowly shrinking and gathering, and suddenly turned into a crystal clear water droplet the size of a pigeon's egg, suspended in the air.
The water droplets slowly wriggle and rotate, but they do not disperse, which is cute.
The droplets floated in front of Lei Shaoxuan, condensed, as if waiting for him to open his mouth.
Lei Shaoxuan was taken aback, what kind of means is this? His face was silent, and he was secretly vigilant in his heart.
The expression on the little girl's face did not change at all, but her eyes were bright and clear, and she looked straight at him, as if full of anticipation.
"Can't drink it!" the old man hurriedly waved his hand and shouted, his face numb.
"Why can't you drink it? It's water, he wants water!" the little girl's eyes flashed, and she looked quite eager, but her face did not change.
"He traveled for a long time, his five internal organs withered, his six internal organs failed, his inner and outer flesh festered, his tendons fell off his flesh, and he was almost dying. Drinking water at this time, wherever the water goes, the flesh bulges and cracks, and blood immediately spurts to death. ”
In a word, Lei Shaoxuan has run out of oil. The inside and outside dried up, and wherever the water went, the skin and flesh of the internal organs swelled and swelled, and they died of hemorrhage.
Lei Shaoxuan was instantly desperate when he heard this. Although he is not a doctor, he also knows that anyone who is injured to this extent will definitely die, and the gods will not be able to save him.
The child's eyes were expressionless, his eyes twinkling, and he seemed to be very anxious.
Lei Shaoxuan was moved in his heart, but he still didn't move, thinking secretly in his heart.
The two people in front of them had strange expressions, their faces were dull and expressionless, and they didn't seem to be people.
Have you ever seen someone without expression? Lei Shaoxuan was secretly shocked in his heart.
However, the two of them have no doubt about their good intentions, one saves people with water, and the other stops, but they also save people.
If it's not a person, it's not a person, it's nothing more than a ghost, is Lao Tzu afraid of ghosts? I'm also dying.
Lei Shaoxuan lay down and thought dejectedly, with no fear on his face.
"Quickly call Mu Ling'er!" the old man commanded, expressionless.
The little girl's figure flashed, and suddenly disappeared out of thin air, and Lei Shaoxuan was stunned when he saw this.
In the midst of the panic, the little girl suddenly flashed, and there was a little girl standing beside her.
The girl was small and delicate, with two small pigtails, clear eyes, and two small dimples on her face, still expressionless.
Obviously, the little girl is the Mu Ling'er that the old man said.