At the age of 28, his parents began to worry about Lu Shu, and even took him to see a doctor, a physiologist, and a psychologist.

When Lu Shu faced the psychiatrist, he said what he had thought for many years, he was waiting for someone.

The psychiatrist comforted him for a long time, and then wrote in the medical record that he was paranoid.

At the age of 29, Lu Shu's best friend got married, and Lu Shu was the best man.

The bride's family married a car, Lu Shu asked the good brother do you love her, what does the good brother say love or not, just live a life, what kind of love is there in this era.

At the age of five, you can run to a field a kilometer away just to catch a butterfly.

At the age of ten, you can run through the streets and shops for just one ice cream.

At the age of nineteen, you can go to a strange city alone for the person you like.

At the age of twenty-nine, you can just find someone to live with for the rest of your life.

The good brother said that he was getting lazier and lazier, too lazy to love and too lazy to be loved.

Lu Shu looked at the red groomsman flowers on his chest, and then looked at the beautiful bridesmaids around him, and the good brother groom whispered to him: This girl is still single, very good, has a house at home, her parents have a stable job, and she is a teacher.

The wedding was lively and noisy, a group of unknown people sat in the banquet and pushed the cup to change the lamp, shouting five and six, making jokes about the bride and groom, and also saying that the best man and the bridesmaid were talented and beautiful.

Lu Shu felt a little confused in his heart, maybe the girl next to him was not bad? He noticed that this bridesmaid was a little interesting to him, because the bride had already told the bridesmaid that Lu Shu's work had been smooth in recent years, he was working hard when others were in love, and he was working hard when others were getting married and having children, and now he has a good annual salary.

The male emcee wearing makeup held the microphone and asked for the oath, the groom said I love you, the bride said I love you too, and Lu Shu couldn't even be sure if they said it to each other.

When it came to throwing the bouquet of flowers, whoever got it would have good luck in marriage, and Lu Shu's good brother deliberately told the bride to throw the bouquet to Lu Shu.

However, the bouquet was thrown in front of Lu Shu, but it fell to the ground, and the bridesmaids picked it up, leaving Lu Shu alone in a daze.

He suddenly felt a little sour in his heart, where are you?

The master of ceremonies suddenly laughed and asked, "Best man, why are you crying?"

Lu Shu suddenly said: Oh, I'm happy for my good brother.

The master of ceremonies applauded: What a good brother.

After the wedding, Lu Shu came to the groom's house, and he watched the beautiful bride sitting cross-legged on the sofa, like a little philistine woman.

At the age of 30, my good brother's wife became pregnant, and she quit her job and went home to give birth and take care of the child.

The good brother asked Lu Shu why he was not married yet, Lu Shu said that he was still waiting, and the good brother laughed: Lu Shu, you are so interesting.

When he was 31 years old, his good brother asked Lu Shu to borrow money, saying that it cost more than 100,000 yuan to give birth to a child and confinement club, and the family couldn't hold on.

Lu Shu lent him the money and said with a smile: Anyway, I don't need much money, you pay it back slowly, but if you don't pay it back, there will be no next time.

The good brother said, don't worry, I see the child now like I see my own new life!

Lu Shu was a little envious in his heart, but he still wanted to wait.

This is fifteen years.

When I was 46 years old, my high school classmates got together again, and I gained a lot of weight at the banquet, and Banhua looked at Lu Shu hesitantly and smiled bitterly: You are still the same.

Lu Shu looked at himself in the mirror of the hotel bathroom, as if time had done something to him, punishing him for spending his whole life waiting for someone until he was old.

During the banquet, someone asked Lu Shu how old his child was, and Lu Shu said that he was not married yet.

Everyone was surprised: are you still waiting for that person?

Lu Shu was silent for a long time and said, yes, I'm still waiting.

Good brother asks: Does she have to be?

Lu Shu hesitated in his heart for a long time, but finally said, yes, she has to be.

At the age of 47, the economic situation is not good, and Lu Shu is unemployed.

The juniors in the workplace are enthusiastic one by one, Lu Shu is no longer the age of hard work, and he can't compete with those young people.

When he was 50 years old, Lu Shu drank with his good brothers, and when the good brothers came to Lu Shu's house, they no longer needed to be staggered and glamorous, and most of their lives had passed, as if they could understand everything, and two bottles of liquor were enough.

The good brother said after drinking with a red face, his health is getting worse and worse, life is just plain firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, his wife and mother are always dissatisfied with themselves, and there are so many cram schools for children to attend.

It costs money here, it costs money there, and sometimes in the middle of the night he looks at the wife who "can do it with you" silently counting the family ledger with him, and he almost collapses.

Kindergarten is more than a thousand or even thousands a month, and the tutoring class is also, the child said that he wants to go abroad, and hundreds of thousands of dollars a year are smashed into it, but he looks at the child's expectant eyes and really doesn't want to admit that he can't afford it, and he also wants to have his own life.

The good brother said that his children are competitive and much better at learning than he was at the beginning, and he wants to create good conditions for his children.

It's just that when he applied for volunteering, he said that the child must apply for a good job, but the child didn't want to listen, and there was a huge gap between parents and children, which could not be crossed.

The child looked at his father and said, "I don't want to live like you."

My good brother said that my child began to understand me slowly after work, but I wanted to tell him not to compromise with life and the world.

As he spoke, his eyes turned red, and the good brother said that this wine was really spicy.

When he was drinking at the age of 56, the good brother was silent a lot, and he said to Lu Shu: Actually, I am a little envious of you know, you are alone and have never compromised.

Lu Shu was a little bitter, in fact, I also thought about compromise, but after so many years of waiting, it was not bad for the last bit of life.

The good brother asked him what if he hadn't waited in the end.

Lu Shu, who was originally hesitant, suddenly said, then wait for another life.

80 years old, my good brother is seriously ill, Lu Shu came to the hospital bed, and my good brother pulled down the oxygen and said, these days my life has been like a slide, showing it one by one.

Those who regret and those who do not regret are all vivid.

Lu Shu held each other's hands, and each other's skin was loose, like a skin covering their bodies, which could fall off at any time.

The good brother suddenly cried and said, I had a dream last night, I dreamed that I returned to our playground, everyone was playing basketball in the late spring season, do you remember the girl who confessed to me, she handed me a bottle of mineral water, and I looked back at the playground where the grass grew and the warbler flew.

The people around me are shouting excitedly, and the noisy and bustling world is shouting, together, together.

At the age of 90, Lu Shu also lay in the ward, and no one came to see him. Lu Shu, who was lying alone on the hospital bed, was like a lonely city. One person, one city, a lifetime of distress.

On this day, a mysterious young man suddenly came to his ward, looked at the dying old Lu Shu and said, "Do you understand your heart?"

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There are two more chapters, these two chapters are very emotionally draining, I'll take it slowly, and everyone will read the rest tomorrow morning