035, I don't want to live like this
"Toot, toot, toot—"
"Ahem, hello?"
Qiao Ziqian's voice came from the other end of the phone, lazy and unhappy to be disturbed.
"Ancestor, are you finally willing to answer my call?"
Sang Apple said while holding the phone.
The tone was full of helplessness.
Qiao Ziqian's voice was faint, and he couldn't hear the emotion, he said, "Something?"
Sang Apple's eyebrows twitched, and he crossed his waist and shouted into the phone: "Can't you call if you're okay?" You made ten calls a day some time ago, and now you haven't had a phone call for ten days!"
Qiao Ziqian's voice came from Suosuo's side, and then he said lightly: "Oh, I want to talk to you about something." ”
Sang Apple heard him whispering, so she frowned and put the phone back to her ear.
"I'm not deaf!"
Suddenly, there was an earth-shattering voice on the phone, almost causing Sang Apple's ears to explode on the spot.
"Damn, you're holding such a grudge!"
Sang Apple angrily took the phone away, looked at the three words "Qiao Zuzong" displayed on it, and was so angry.
Sang Apple was aggrieved: "Obviously you didn't answer my phone first, and you still yelled at me!"
Qiao Ziqian on the other end said idly: "I just don't want to take it." ”
Sang Apple was aggrieved and didn't speak.
After a while, Qiao Ziqian's voice came from the phone.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?"
Sang Apple listened to this tone with a slight anxiety, but still didn't want to speak, thought about it, and hung up the phone decisively.
I'm so angry, she has to hang up the phone and hang up!
Sang Apple, who hung up the phone, completely forgot that her phone was on silent, so that she didn't hear Qiao Ziqian's phone call at all, and complained that Qiao Ziqian was stingy, so she didn't make another call, and simply threw her out-of-sight and mindless mobile phone aside.
Qiao Ziqian heard that Sang Apple hung up the phone, and he was so angry that he couldn't get through.
"I've got a lot of skills. ”
Qiao Ziqian listened to the busy tone on the phone, angrily threw the phone on the bed, and then lay down.
I was irritable when I thought about it, and after a few minutes, Qiao Ziqian sat up from the bed again, put on his shoes and walked out of the door.
I met Qin Yuan on the way.
"Ziqian, where are you going?"
Qin Yuan saw Qiao Ziqian in a hurry and hurriedly asked.
Qiao Ziqian came over and said, "Do you have a car?" ”
"Car?" Qin Yuan looked at Qiao Ziqian and asked suspiciously, "What do you want a car for?"
"I'm in a hurry. Qiao Ziqian crossed his waist irritably, and his brows were furrowed.
Qin Yuan had never seen him so irritable, so he nodded and said, "I don't, the company's car is in the garage, what kind do you need?"
Qiao Ziqian: "Run fast." ”
So Qiao Ziqian drove away the only sports car that the boss had put here.
The speed of the flight along the way is not at all like the old ancestor who can't drive without a driver's license......
It's just a car god, okay!
Seeing that Qin Yuan was stunned, he picked up the phone and called the boss, saying, "Hey, boss, I'm Qin Yuan, Qiao Ziqian drove your car away." ”
On the other end of the phone: "Gone?"
Qin Yuan: "Looking at this look, I should have gone back to find his niece." ”
A few days ago, when Sang Apple was in a coma, Qiao Ziqian had to go back.
But since the matter here is not over, I insisted that he stay.
Boss: "Oh. Go for it, it's okay. ”
"Okay. Boss. ”
Qin Yuan was about to hang up the phone, when the boss suddenly said, "Yuan'er, you said that Qiao Ziqian was in a hurry to find his niece?"
Qin Yuan's face was black, what did you not hear clearly just now? !
Qin Yuan: "Yes." ”
"Oh, okay, got it. The boss chuckled on the other end.
Qin Yuan trembled all over, feeling a chill behind his back, and the boss always smiled maliciously.
And Sang Apple was sitting bored in the company at this time, Xiao Mian was sitting at her table, in a daze all day, not as naughty as usual, and completely devoid of energy.
And Xiao Lightning seems to be in a period of mental breakdown since that day, and at this time he is still resting in Sang Apple's computer.
"Xiao Mian, what's wrong with you today?" Sang Apple looked at the listless Xiao Mian and asked in a low voice.
"I don't know. Xiao Mian fiddled with the clothes on her body and said, "I don't know, I feel very uncomfortable." ”
Sang Apple thought that Xiao Mian was not a complete ghost now, and she didn't need the support of yin qi, so she was uncomfortable now, was it because her body was hurt or something?
Thinking of this, Sang Apple leaned on the table and asked in a low voice, "Xiaomian, is there something strange about your body?"
When Xiao Mian heard this, she was stunned for several minutes, and then suddenly got up and floated outside.
Sang Apple hurriedly followed out with his bag.
When he walked to the door, he passed by Ella.
"Mulberry apple, where are you going?"
Ella shouted.
Sang Apple didn't reply and said, "Qiao Ziqian asked me to go shopping!"
After saying that, he ran away quickly.
Ella looked at Sang Apple's back, frowned, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about!" Qiao Ziqian will come back in more than ten days, what the hell are you buying, come back." You wait!"
Helplessly, the mulberry apple has run away.
Xiaomian's speed is still very fast, and Sang Apple can't catch up when she walks, but fortunately, she borrowed a bicycle and followed.
Xiao Mian walked forward flutteringly, through the crowd, and didn't even stop in the square where he liked to come his favorite, and when he saw the doll bear in the square, he only paused slightly, and continued to move forward.
Sang Apple shouted while riding: "Xiao Mian-"
Her roar was completely useless.
The people on the street looked at the mulberry apple who was riding a bicycle crazily, and sighed in their hearts, this child was as anxious as if he was going to the college entrance examination room.
After a while, Xiao Mian basically crossed half of the city and came to a hospital.
At this moment, Sang Apple is exhausted, and she also admires herself, she can have the perseverance to follow for so long, and she has never exercised so much!
"Little ......"
Sang Apple gasped and locked the bicycle and came to Xiao Mian's side.
Xiao Mian looked at the hospital in front of him blankly and muttered, "...... Over here. ”
Sang Apple clutched his stomach and gasped, and asked suspiciously, "What?"
"I ......"
Xiao Mian said this word silently and walked inside.
Sang Apple trembled his legs and hurriedly followed, watching Xiao Mian float directly into the air to the tenth floor, Sang Apple was dumbfounded.
In the end, she took the elevator up, trembling to the tenth floor, and finally found Xiao Mian after looking for a long time, Xiao Mian was standing outside a ward, and Sang Apple walked over against the wall.
"Xiao, Xiaomian, what are you doing standing outside?"
Mulberry asked in a whisper, but saw that the door was ajar.
There appears to be a sick person lying inside, in a position by the window.
Xiao Mian timidly pulled the doorknob and whispered, "I...... I didn't dare go in. ”
Sang Apple glanced inside and said, "The people inside...... It can't be you, right?"
Xiao Mian looked at the mulberry apple, her expression was completely different from usual, and she was even a little scared.
Sang Apple reached out and gently pushed the door open, and saw the girl lying inside.
The sound of electronic devices in the ward was particularly obvious, and Sang Apple saw the electrocardiogram next to the bed, which was very stable.
The person on the bed was wearing an oxygen mask and a hospital gown, his skin was extremely pale, and a slight breath could be seen in the oxygen mask.
"Xiaomian, you ......"
Looking at the familiar face lying on the hospital bed, Sang Apple didn't know what to say.
Xiao Mian looked at herself on the hospital bed, suddenly took two steps back, and jumped out of the window.
Sang Apple was shocked and shouted, "Xiaomian!"
Later, after seeing Xiao Mian standing upright outside the window, he remembered that Xiao Mian would not fall down at all.
"You scared the hell out of me. ”
Sang Apple leaned on the window, relieved.
Xiao Mian turned around slowly, looking at the mulberry apple, her face was full of tears, the tears were still falling, and the illusory tears were scattered by the wind.
"Apple...... I remembered, but I didn't want to, I remembered, I didn't want to—"
Xiao Mian's trembling voice came into Sang Apple's ears, pitiful and helpless.
Sang Apple was stunned, Xiao Mian was like this, it was the first time she had seen her.
"Xiaomian, you come over first, let's talk slowly. ”
Sang Apple stretched out his hand towards Xiao Mian and said patiently.
"I don't," Xiao Mian shook her head, then covered her face and cried, "I don't want to see myself in the ward." ”
Xiao Mian cried loudly outside the window, and Sang Apple's heart tightened, what kind of pain made her live so hard.
"Xiaomian, don't say that, you come over first, if there's anything, I'll help you solve it slowly. Sang Apple sighed and shouted quietly.
Xiao Mian suddenly rushed into the room, looked at "herself" lying on the bed, bit her lip, and wanted to reach out to pull out the oxygen tube, but her hand passed through it emptyly.
There is not the slightest effect.
"I hate myself like this," Xiao Mian looked at the calm face lying on the bed, and clenched her hands tightly, "I can't live, and I can't die." ”
"Little ......"
Sang Apple saw Xiao Mian like this, but she didn't know how to comfort her.
At this moment, a nurse suddenly came into the ward, and when she saw the apple, she asked, "Who are you? Are you a family member of the patient?"
"Ah, I," Sang Apple said, glancing at Xiaomian, "I'm her friend." ”
"That's ......"
When the nurse was about to say something, the electrocardiogram next to her suddenly turned into a straight line.
Sang Apple subconsciously looked towards Xiao Mian's soul body and saw a more illusory soul body.
Sang Apple chuckled in his heart, Xiao Mian ......
"Not good. ”
The nurse looked at Xiaomian's electrocardiogram in surprise and hurriedly called the doctor.
Xiaomian's body was pushed into the emergency room.
Sang Apple and Xiao Mian's souls were waiting outside.
Xiao Mian squatted by the wall, crossed his arms, and didn't say a word, no matter what Sang Apple said, Xiao Mian didn't speak.
After a while, a nurse sister came out.
Sang Apple hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "How is Xiaomian?"
"But now it's still in emergency treatment, so it should be fine. The nurse said, wiping her sweat, and then continued, "By the way, this young lady paid the hospitalization fee when she was sent by her neighbor, and now she is basically dragged, and she still needs to pay some money." ”
Sang Apple nodded, reached out to get the card in the bag, but saw Xiao Mian's transparent hand blocking his bag.
Sang Apple hesitated for a moment, but still took the card out.
After paying the hospitalization fee, there was little balance left on Sang Apple's card.
She sat in the corridor of the hospital, and Xiao Mian sat next to her.
"Why save me?"
Xiao Mian asked in a low voice.
Sang Apple looked at the people coming and going in the hospital and said, "I can't ...... Watch you die. I can't. ”
Even if she is a stranger, she may not be able to die without help, besides, Xiaomian, Xiaomian is often helping her, accompanying her home every day, she already regards this girl as a friend.
"Thank you......" Xiao Mian whispered, her face buried in the crook of her arm, I don't know if she was crying.
"But I don't want to live like this. ”
Xiao Mian said it desperately, which made people feel distressed.
Sang Apple reached out and patted her shoulder, and the soft feeling was even more unreal than before.
"But people always want to live. No matter who it is. ”
Sang Apple said softly, with a little vicissitudes in his eyes, and a trace of desolation that was different from usual.
Xiao Mian held her cheeks, looked ahead in a daze, and sighed.
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