Chapter 217: Lost Soul
After listening to Ji Ye Hao's words, Liu Piaoxue glanced at him deeply, suddenly pursed her lips, and drank the coffee in her hand very happily.
Life is like a falling leaf, the moment you leave the branch, you know that it will wither, lose, and know how to cherish!
The night sky is full of stars.
When the headlights turn off the lights, the surrounding area is as dark as ink, and the trees on both sides rustle in the breeze, which seems unruly, but there is a hint of gloom.
was interrupted by Bai Zhifeng, and Su Yuan's time to go home was more than an hour late.
Because of this "touch porcelain", she and Bai Zhifeng knew each other, and the two chatted about life on the side of the road, despising him for not playing cards according to common sense, but also a little understanding of him.
This guy is actually Ling Chendong's good friend, and he is also the owner of the Jiangnan Teahouse! In terms of identity, he seems to have a very background.
But no matter how gorgeous his appearance is, it seems that it is difficult to hide the "scum atmosphere" that emanates from him, because of his carelessness, Su Yuan's senses for him stayed at the moment of the young man who was revealed when he touched porcelain.
The autumn wind is blowing, and the temperature at night suddenly drops below 10 degrees.
When Su Yuan opened the door, Gao Jun and Xia Linfang, who were already waiting inside, greeted her: "Yo, our violent girl is back!"
His expression froze, and Su Yuan was stunned for a moment and said, "Violent girl?" immediately understood that they were referring to the lesson they had taught Tang Yuelin in the store, raised their heads, and said smugly: "That's the self-seeking person surnamed Tang, besides, she made the first move, I'm just passive self-defense." ”
As soon as the words fell, her face suddenly changed. The brow couldn't help but twist.
The bits and pieces of life will make people ignore many things, and some can't think of it. Some don't want to think about it. Suddenly, she noticed a serious problem.
Why is it that when Gao Jun and Xia Linfeng say that she is a violent woman, she is a little complacent when she recalls the events of the day? The core of the extension is - why is she so indifferent when others call her so-and-so?
When she thought about it, it seemed that there were more problems than that, and she was suddenly horrified to find that before she knew it, she had expressed her peace of mind in the praise of others.
Beautiful, elegant, and cute, these words that originally described girls were put on her, and she accepted them happily, and even when she heard others praise her, she was secretly a little complacent.
When has she fallen to this point? It's been more than two months since she transformed. Could it be that your mind has been influenced by your body and moved closer to your physical aspect?
The basis of thinking is matter, and it is meaningless for human self-consciousness to be carefully assigned to each neuron, it is the synthesis of groups. Pragmatically speaking, the reason why a person has a thought is not because his own mind controls the generation of this thought, but because many material actions combine to produce this thought.
Summing up this thought as a thought, and a person's thinking character. It's a synthesis of countless thoughts.
If the human body is a huge kingdom or factory, and every cell in it is an independent individual, then hundreds of millions of individuals are working hard in this kingdom, and foreign germs come. They are lined up to block them, and when they are bitten by mosquitoes, they are fed back through the signal soldiers. The central decision-makers ordered to shoot with their hands, and literally everything. It's all the result of the teamwork of the cells.
Instead of the individual feeling itchy, they reach out and shoot it. The reason why he feels itchy. If you want to shoot, it is a feedback of the result.
In other words, a person's thinking pattern depends on the action of substances in the body.
When a man becomes a woman, she thinks that she still retains her masculine mind if the memory is carried out, i.e., the neuronal cell structures that make up the memory part are completely preserved. However, it is important to know that the female body is different from the male body, and in the process of generating thinking, due to the effect of factors unique to men or unique to women, although "similar" judgments are made, thinking conclusions that feel similar are formed.
However, there are still differences in the actual process, when the female body does not have the necessary factors to construct a complete male mind, although she thinks that it is a male mind, but in fact her male mind is not 100%, but it is only a male mind based on women.
To put it bluntly, this is an illusion.
Although when there is a contradiction, physiology and psychology are a pair of objects of mutual struggle, but subtly physiology has a strong advantage over psychology, because physiology is relatively simple and can be maintained in reality, while psychology is quite complex, it is easily stimulated by the outside world, and will produce uncontrollable changes due to the changes of time.
Su Yuan suddenly found that her psychology had reached a fork in the road, and even before she knew it, she seemed to have a passive choice.
This frightened her, how could she be complacent, or even complacent, because others praised her for her beauty!
If this can be explained by the effect of vanity in line with the public, then sometimes the little temper shown is very surprising to her, and when she wants to have these temper tantrums, she is simply neurotic, and sometimes even a little pretentious and mentally retarded, but she unconsciously interprets these neurotics perfectly.
Su Yuan's face became very bad, she mourned her lost youth in her heart, and she always felt that she was getting more and more depraved.
And the terrible thing is that this depravity comes from indulgence, but while indulging herself, she does not feel uncomfortable, but a little comfortable.
If you want to live life, is it only about adapting?
"Su Yuan, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing that her face was getting worse and worse, Gao Jun and Xia Linfang couldn't help but start worrying.
Ji Ye Hao also walked in from outside, and saw Gao Jun and Xia Linfeng talking about something around Su Yuan, as if they were persuading her to do something, and his heart couldn't help but sink.
A conversation with Liu Piaoxue came to mind. He realized a truth: a person, no matter who he is, has a strong sense of possessiveness in terms of emotions, and if he waves his sleeve and shows that it doesn't matter, he is either really indifferent or he is talking angry.
In this regard, women's sensibility and insincerity are vividly interpreted.
He was suddenly a little panicked, Su Yuan's words in the afternoon, wouldn't it be really angry?
Seeing her gloomy and unhappy appearance, Ji Ye Hao wanted to beat herself, how could he be so stupid, he actually believed that she would be generous!
Even if the two don't have too deep a relationship, throwing one person away to appease the other will make the person who was thrown away feel unhappy.
Because what is lost is what the person thinks is "value", just like a cheap commodity that no one looks at. (To be continued......)