At dinner, Kawashima was a little sullen, even though he had Khao seabird, bird egg soup, and banana porridge tonight. Thinking of Li Shixun's performance, her appetite was greatly reduced, why was God so unfair, giving that dead wood a smart head, and giving him such a talent.

Once, I only talked about the essentials of archery once, and I just did a demonstration. This guy wasted one arrow at the beginning, and the other times he hit the target, which is really shocking.

She remembered how she had behaved when she had learned archery in the past, and she suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment. She was born in a famous family, but she has been known as the pride of heaven since she was born, but in front of Li Shixun, the so-called pride of heaven has no place to be ashamed.

"Let's eat!" Li Shixun said lightly, bringing all the food to the table.

The table is not made of pure bamboo, except for the three bamboo legs, the table top is a round wooden board carved by Li Shixun with a lot of effort. The legs are fixed in the earth, so they are stable, even if people sit on them.

There are two pairs of bamboo chopsticks on the table, next to the chopsticks is a bamboo bowl, and in the bowl is fragrant banana porridge. They were lucky enough to find half an acre of wild rice in the valley, and Li Shixun cut the banana into pieces and mixed it with wild rice to make porridge.

Threshing into rice, it is not easy on a desert island, without the right tools, Li Shixun almost tried his best. Fortunately, the result is gratifying enough, just like the banana porridge on the table in front of you, the rich rice fragrance is mixed with the sweetness of the banana, plus the unique fragrance of the bamboo bowl itself, the three fragrances are mixed together, and the unique taste makes people have a great appetite.

There are two or three plates in the center. Freshly grilled bird meat on the plate. Birds soaring at sea are very different from birds on land in terms of meat quality. The meat is more delicate and more chewy after grilling. In particular, you don't feel a strange smell after entering the mouth, and it is very refreshing.

There are also crabs, which are picked up by two people one by one near the beach of the island. The green bamboo basket is full of baskets, which are not as big as hairy crabs, but they still taste excessive. Finally, there is a big bowl of bird egg soup, the bird eggs are touched by Li Shixun on the tree in the afternoon, I don't know how many times better than the domestic eggs, and the egg soup is full of umami. There is no need to put any special ingredients at all.

The dishes were ready, Li Shixun greeted and sat down first.

"I don't want to eat!" Kawashima didn't move.

With a pale face, Li Shixun didn't look at her, and said: "If you don't want to eat, don't eat it, it's just a tired afternoon, and I'm already hungry." I ate them all!"

After speaking, he unceremoniously brought the banana porridge in front of him, and at the same time moved the dish in front of him. That posture really seemed ready to go big.

"You...... Hmph!" Kawashima was made angry by him, and his chest continued to rise and fall, "Eat, eat, you know how to eat." I'm going to kill you!"

After saying that, she ran out without looking back.

Li Shixun just took two mouthfuls in his mouth, and stopped at once. shook his head with a wry smile and hurriedly chased him out. This eldest lady's temper, he can be regarded as a teacher. He has suffered a lot these days, he knows it in his heart. If I hadn't coaxed her today, I wouldn't have wanted to sleep this night.

It's already pitch black outside, but fortunately the bright moon hangs high tonight, and the white moonlight is sprinkled on the calm sea, mixed with the blue luster of the seawater, exuding a trace of misty brilliance, giving the whole world a kind of fantasy artistic conception.

When Li Shixun chased her out, she was sitting on the edge of the beach with her head down, holding her legs and holding her legs. It seems that she also feels a faint sadness, and the waves also quietly got up from the sea in this calm night, stretched out her hand to soothe her heart, and when she was about to touch, she returned to the sea with unwillingness. fell together, exuding a mournful roar.

He walked over slowly, and faintly heard a choked sound in his ears, which made him pause slightly, and then sat down beside her casually. No one spoke, Li Shixun quietly propped his hands back, looked up at the sky, and his eyes were far away.

There was the sound of waves crashing, the sound of the breeze passing through the woods, the singing of seagulls, and the chirping of insects, but these sounds seemed to be placed far away, and they could not disturb the two of them at all, as if they were deliberately avoiding them, deliberately leaving them a peaceful world.

At this kind of moment, it seems that only silence is the most appropriate, but Li Shixun made a deep voice and broke all this.

"Are you homesick?" the voice was so faint that the wind could blow it away.

But she heard it, and her slightly shrugged shoulders slowly stopped, and her mouth made an inaudible sound, as faint as his.

"Hmm!"

Sighing silently, Li Shixun did not speak. Homesickness, this seems to be a good reason not to want to eat, living on an isolated island, far away from the crowd and society, and the weakness of psychological tolerance has long been unbearable. In that case, who doesn't want to go home?

However, he doesn't seem to be happy with that.

Li Shixun didn't show this, but the keen Kawashima sensed it almost after he finished speaking. She felt a little aggrieved, this kind of homesickness would not have appeared on her, but who blamed Li Shixun for performing too well?

There is a strict but loving father, a virtuous mother who loves her, a naughty younger brother, and a expressionless and strict bow and arrow teacher. This made her strong, and she returned to the past in an instant, and the time that only existed in her memory was so cheerful and happy!

Pity......

There's no going back!

All of this is what he reminds himself of!

This man seems to have a kind of magic power to make himself weak. Isn't the black cherry blossom just withering and destroying? So, after all, the flower is a weak flower?

"Do you want to hear my story?" Li Shixun's voice interrupted her thoughts.

"Are you willing to say that?" Kawashima turned his head and looked at him with some coquettishness.

For so many days, of course, the two will not get along silently, but the topic is very rare. Every time Kawashima wants to find something to talk about, he always deliberately avoids it, as if he is afraid of revealing his past and some big secrets.

Li Shixun did not answer immediately, but was silent for a moment before he said: "I was born in a large province in the south of ****, where my ancestors lived, it was a rural area surrounded by mountains on three sides, and there was ......"

He used his unique voice, like telling a story, to tell the bits and pieces of his life in the past 19 years. Kawashima quickly immersed himself in his story, following his language and feeling the ups and downs, joys and sorrows of his life.

Li Shixun didn't add fuel to the fire, nor did he lie, since he was born, all the big and small things he has experienced have been said without reservation, except for what he can't say.

Although they are all rural trivialities and childhood anecdotes, Kawashima listened very carefully, and couldn't help but ask out loud what she didn't understand, and she didn't feel naïve at all, and as time passed, the pictures of life slowly carved into her mind.

Although it was just a very ordinary trivial, not only did she not get tired of or despise other feelings, but after listening to it, she felt a sense of envy.

After Li Shixun found out, he couldn't help but ask: "Why? Why do you envy my past life? It's just a very ordinary life that thousands of **** people have experienced!"

"Perhaps, it's because of this ordinary!" Kawashima sighed and said, "Do you know? I really envy you for being carefree and free when you were a child. This is something that I don't even have now. ”

"I live in a large family, which is very famous in the island country, and from the day I was born, it seems that I am destined to ...... for the family"

She also talked about her past, and inadvertently told Li Shixun about her identity in the island country and her real name. Of course, she won't call the name Katsuo Kawashima, as the eldest lady of the Kawashima family, if it is such a name, it will make people laugh.

Her real name is Miki Kawashima, a name that few people know. The name Shengnan was chosen by herself after she joined the army, as the name suggests, she just wants her family to see that although she is a daughter, she is not worse than a man.

At this time, she undoubtedly proved this.

Perhaps it was the family-style cultivation that made her lack of family affection and love when she was a teenager, and developed a rebellious character. After she heard that she was promised by her father to the Mitsui family, she immediately exploded, crying is not her style, and she resolutely joined the army secretly, wanting to prove it to her father, and wanting to make those old guys in the family look at her with admiration.

What is paid is a scarred body and irretrievable youth.

And with her narration, Li Shixun also understood the reason why she envied herself. Being born rich seems to be something that ordinary people desire, but for her, it means bondage. Time and life did not belong to you for a long time.

Since she was able to walk, she had a tight schedule, and she had to follow her tutor every day to learn everything she would need in the future. When I was a child, it was better, after all, I had to lay the foundation, and there was still a little time to play. But after the age of ten, her whole life became gray.

Piano, violin, dance, this is a must to learn every day. Politics, economics, foreign languages, this is something that can never be learned. Judo, karate, kendo, this is a daily practice. Others include calligraphy, flower arrangement, painting, archery, ......

She is like a marionette in the hands of adults, left to their arrangement, and finally buries herself in the boundless ocean of knowledge. That feeling, depressing, dull, dark, the so-called freedom, may only appear in dreams, in fantasy.

For a long time, neither of them spoke. Just quietly reminisce about each other's lives and experience each other's feelings in the story. Confiding is really the most correct way to communicate, just like the two of them, I feel that each other's hearts are much closer.

It's not just the heart, as time passes, the two quietly hold hands in the noise. Then the moonlight was shy, the clouds gathered, the light was misty, and there seemed to be a crying voice in the heavens and the earth, piercing the sound of the waves lapping.

The night is cool, but it's warm as fire at the moment!(To be continued.) )