Chapter 412: His Reflections
Mo Xingqin has been recuperating since she was discharged from the hospital and returned to Mo's house because of her child's problems. The 35xs child is less than a month old, and he almost suffered a miscarriage, and he is very weak and needs to be taken care of.
The Mo family naturally treats Mo Xingqin repeatedly, and they have been making up for it in terms of diet according to the prescription for the fetus, but even so, Mo Xingqin has lost a lot of weight.
Gu Sichun will often come to visit Mo Xingqin these days, and seeing her getting thinner and thinner like this, Gu Sichun doesn't feel good in his heart. She knew that Mo Xingqin had a knot in her heart that had not been unraveled. Now that she has a child, she is bent on divorcing Jin Feng.
Gu Sichun didn't know Mo Xingqin's thoughts, so he could only comfort Mo Xingqin every day, Mo Xingqin would occasionally say a word or two with Gu Sichun, but more often he was still immersed in his own thoughts, often when Gu Sichun said, Mo Xingqin was unintentionally distracted.
Gu Sichun didn't know what Mo Xingqin was thinking, because Mo Xingqin, who was lying on the recliner at the moment and was looking out the window, ignored Gu Sichun again.
Gu Sichun walked to Mo Xingqin's side helplessly, slowly squatted down next to the recliner, and said, "Xingqin, what are you thinking about now? Can you tell me about it? Looking at you like this, I'm really sad." ”
Mo Xingqin listened to Gu Sichun's words and didn't look back at her, her eyes were still staring at the window.
After a long time, Mo Xingqin closed his eyes, and the moment he closed his eyes, Gu Sichun saw a slight tear in the corner of Mo Xingqin's eyes.
Gu Sichun sighed helplessly, and then said, "Xingqin, you can't do this. 35xs This child was saved with great difficulty. If you, as a mother, are depressed all day long, and your child grows up with you, he will definitely be unhealthy. Even if it's for the sake of the children, Hosquin, you have to be happy. “
Mo Xingqin opened his eyes, looked at Gu Sichun, and said with a little choked up.
"Sichun, how can I be happy? I can only say that this kid has come at a bad time. I was with Jin Feng, it was my wishful thinking. He doesn't like me, and he won't like me. ”
Speaking of this, Mo Xingqin paused, reached out and touched his still flat belly, and said, "I thought about it a lot some time ago. When Jin Feng married me, it was my insistence. I've always been ready to let go, and I'm already tempted to give up. ”
Mo Xingqin raised her hand to cover her eyes, and tried her best to suppress her trembling voice: "But at this time, I was pregnant again." “
Mo Xingqin suddenly got up and grabbed Gu Sichun's hand, and said, "Sichun, when I first learned the news of my pregnancy, the first thing I thought of was Jin Feng's reaction. Will he be disgusted with this child?"
Gu Sichun was very distressed when she heard this, and wanted to interrupt Mo Xingqin, but Mo Xingqin didn't give her a chance to speak, and continued: "Because you don't like me, you hate my children even with me." Sichun, I must not let my child end up without his father's pain, and his heart has never been me, I ...... I have to divorce Jin Feng. Flash"
Speaking of this, Mo Xingqin seemed to be unable to suppress it any longer, hiding her face and crying bitterly.
Gu Sichun could only look at Mo Xingqin helplessly, with a light hand
patted her on the back, and she couldn't do anything else, she knew that no matter what she said, it would be of no use to Mo Xingqin now.
After a long time, Mo Xingqin's mood gradually calmed down. Gu Sichun saw that the time was not early, and it was useless for her to stay here longer, Mo Yi sexually assaulted a knot in her heart that she couldn't untie herself, and this knot was knotted because of Jin Feng, and it could only be solved by Jin Feng.
Gu Sichun said softly to Mo Xingqin, "Xingqin, I'll go first." ”
Mo Xingqin wanted to get up and send Gu Sichun off, but Gu Sichun waved his hand at her and said, "You, let's sort out your own affairs first." ”
Mo Xingqin smiled helplessly and said, "Then I won't send you, you have to worry on the way back." Gu Sichun said yes, then pushed the door open and walked out of the room.
Mo Xingqin watched Gu Sichun's figure disappear from sight, and gradually removed the smile on his face. She sat on the bed, staring blankly at a certain place, not knowing what she was thinking.
And Jin Feng here is also soulless when he walks on the road, after knowing that Mo Xingqin is pregnant for the first time, Jin Feng's mood is a little complicated. Before, because all his attention was focused on Gu Sichun alone, he always habitually chose to ignore Mo Xingqin, even if he was married, he was always cold to her, and he could even be said to be indifferent.
Unexpectedly, now she is pregnant with her own child, such a result is something that Jin Feng never imagined. Thinking of Mo Xingqin's injured expression when he woke up that morning and said to Mo Xingqin that nothing had happened, Jin Feng frowned tightly. Suddenly I felt like I was a bit of a jerk that day.
Jin Feng was too fascinated by what he thought, and collided with the oncoming child, because he suddenly lost his center of gravity, Jin Feng fell to the ground with the boy, and the boy Xu Wei had not yet recovered his senses, lying on Jin Feng's chest in a daze, his big eyes were exposed, his long eyelashes flickered, and Jin Feng suddenly thought of the wings of a butterfly.
The boy said in a childish milky voice, "Uncle, I'm sorry. I didn't have the heart to see the road and hit you. ”
Jin Feng suddenly laughed, stretched out his hand to support the boy's body, and the two stood up together. The boy's hand was fleshy and soft.
Jin Feng suddenly thought of that child. That's right, it's the child who is himself and Mo Xingqin. If he was born and grew up, would it be like this?
A strange emotion suddenly appeared in Jin Feng's heart, if he had a child, he would be very happy, right? The boy didn't know when he was gone, Jin Feng came back to his senses and looked at the boy's back, and slowly turned around and returned home.
When Jin Feng entered the house to change his shoes, he picked up his slippers from the shoe rack and looked at the shoe cabinet that he would see every day. suddenly thought of Mo Xingqin's selection of furniture when he first got married and arranged his new house. At that time, she was very happy, but she was very impatient, so she just casually excused herself from the company's business and left, leaving her to choose furniture alone.
This shoe cabinet is one of the many furniture photos she sent, and she didn't feel about getting married, so how could she care about these things, only
said perfunctorily and let her make her own decision, and never asked again.
Jin Feng stood at the door, carefully looked at this home that he didn't like or even a little disgusted, the potted plants at the staircase were placed and taken care of by Mo Xingqin himself, and the flowers that had withered in the vase on the dinner table were often bright when Mo Xingqin was there, Jin Feng entered the room, and all the memories about Mo Xingqin swept over.
He found out that Mo Xingqin had already integrated into his life, and she took care of the family with all her heart, but not only did she never care, but she also hurt her again and again.
Thinking of this, Jin Feng suddenly felt that he was a bastard, and he was not worthy of Mo Xingqin's silent efforts over the years. Now that Mo Xingqin is pregnant with her own child, she should make up for her.
Jin Feng got up from the bed, that's right! He had to go to Mo's house to get Mo Xingqin's forgiveness and let her give herself a chance to start over.
(End of chapter)
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