Chapter 69: The Marionette
Xiao Qing was still immersed in his own thoughts. The face is getting more and more ugly. It seems that Cang'er really passed on the word that she wants to find snake fruit? Cang'er wants to eat it? What kind of person does it want to become?
Isn't it an accident that I came through by myself, but the inevitability of manipulation? What is the mission of my own passage? Are these experiences and encounters arranged by others? Because I need to eat these fruits, so with Doctor Xue, I still have such an experience of ignoring men and women, and there are few people who can understand these messy fruits!
Xiao Qing looked at Xue Li, his eyes were less friendly than usual, and more probing and questioning.
"Don't look at me like that, I didn't do anything, I told you everything I knew!"
Xue Li suddenly felt that Xiao Qing was a little scary.
Xiao Qing couldn't help but think again: What is the matter with this child? What is Lao Dao's role in this? The Xue Divine Doctor and the child he arranged? Wait, there is also Ye Yujiang! The poison in Ye Yujiang is also very strange, and the solution is even more strange. An old man told him to wait there.
"Ye Yujiang, the old man who gave you the pill is an old man?"
Xiao Qing's tone was displeased, and he was forced to suppress himself.
"No, it's just that it's also a fairy wind bone! "
"Hmph! ”
Xiao Qing was very angry, had he always been a puppet manipulated by others?
Xiao Qing glanced down at the child, who had a ruddy face and was sleeping very deeply. Xiao Qing was also very dissatisfied with her, but after thinking about it, she was also a pitiful person, right? Why did she suddenly faint, but she was just someone else's pawn! Xiao Qing sighed when she thought about it!
"You guys go out first! Mo Wu, send everyone back!"
For the first time, Mo Ke took his identity and gave an eviction order.
"Soldiers!"
Moke called out to her.
"What, what's wrong?"
Xiao Qing was emotionally unstable, and his tone was a little impatient.
"Everything is still inconclusive, no matter what you think of, what doubts you have, you need to confirm it, before confirming it, you don't think nonsense! Xue Li and Ye Yujiang brothers, you must know in your heart, they are not only loyal to you, but also attentive. Including me, we all wish you joy, peace, and happiness. I don't see them harming you for the time being. And I'll always be on your side. I hope I can help you! You're not alone. ”
These words were like a slap in the face, and Xiao Qing had a feeling of instant clarity.
"It's me who is too anxious, you're right, I'm wrong!"
Xiao Qing sat down a little depressed. Mo Ke was no longer silent, he hoped that Xiao Qing could tell him everything, tell him, her doubts, her troubles. But he knew it wasn't a good time to ask.
It took a long while for Xiao Qing to raise his head and sigh. Xiao Qing changed his position, leaning his back against the wall at the head of the bed, still holding the female doll in his arms. No matter what, this is a fresh life, even if Xiao Qing is restless, he never thought of giving up on her. Mo Ke walked up in time and put the quilt behind Xiao Qing.
"I used to think that no matter what situation came my way, I could control my own destiny. Even if I can't dominate, I can change the status quo by my own efforts. But now I feel a little bit that I am a puppet in the hands of others, and my so-called struggle is just a deliberate arrangement by others, and it is also part of his plan. ”
Xiao Qing spoke in a low voice, but Mo Ke remained silent and frowned. But the expression was very serious, and he told Xiao Qing clearly, "I'm listening, I'm listening carefully." ”
"You know, I'm different from others! I originally thought that Cang'er's place didn't exist, it was my fantasy, or a kind of conscious existence. But as you saw last time, I really went to that place, and I physically left here and went to another place in an instant. This is not in line with common sense, and does not conform to the law of invariance of matter. But it's happening! And so many incredible things. ”
Xiao Qing paused and looked at Mo Ke.
"If I tell you that I am not Xiao Qing at all, do you believe me?"
Xiao Qing didn't plan to say it, but he couldn't control it. I feel very depressed.
Mo Ke's expression was serious, and he didn't answer right away. Instead, he looked at Xiao Qing fixedly, and said after a while.
"I believe it! I have checked everything about you, more than once, you should not be what you are now, especially the words you said today, I think you are not the Xiao Qing I found. ”
"You're wrong, I'm Xiao Qing, the same Xiao Qing you found. This body, every inch of her skin, and even every strand of hair are Xiao Qing's, and you found that Xiao Qing's. But I'm not Xiao Qing either. My name is also Xiao Qing, I may be dead, and then suddenly my divine consciousness came here, to this Xiao Qing's body. Isn't it weirder than disappearing suddenly? You don't have to gasp, are you afraid?
Xiao Qing was a little hurt, but he felt that this was a natural reaction, even the slightest reaction.
"Don't be afraid!"
Mo Ke came to the edge of the bed and sat down, taking Xiao Qing's hand.
"I just think it's weird. But I don't care who you are, what I know is you. Even if you borrow the corpse to resurrect the soul, I'm not afraid. I'm just afraid you're going to disappear all of a sudden!"
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid that when I come to this world, I will be manipulated by someone or an organization, and my task is to eat the three fruits and then satisfy their purpose. I'm afraid that I'm their puppet, I'm afraid of these people around me, these things are arranged by them. I'm afraid I'm going to lose myself in the end! I'm completely out of my control, I'm afraid I'm going to do something even more terrible!"
"Bing'er, I know what you mean, and I know how you feel. It is very sad for a person to be manipulated by others in everything. But let me tell you, everything has a turnaround. Everything you do now may be a turning point in the future! Even if you are calculated, try to do everything well according to your own wishes. In this way, when the turnaround comes, you can take advantage of it. Trust me! I'll always be there, and I'll help you. I'm not going to let you get to that point!"
In the society that Moke is in now, he can only understand the step of borrowing a corpse to return his soul. It's rare that he didn't treat him like a monster. Xiao Qing was very moved, the big secret in his heart was finally said, and he was accepted. It's like throwing away a big stone that is getting heavier and heavier on your body, and it's incredibly easy in an instant.
"Well, you're right! I'm going to break the thread in his hand even if I'm a puppet. I can only be me, not their puppet. ”
Mo Ke hugged Xiao Qing affectionately. Xiao Qing struggled as much as he could, but he was afraid of hurting the child in his arms.
"Don't you understand? My original name was Xiao Qing, but I was a man, Xiao Qing! Not a woman. So no matter how good you are, I can't like you. If you put your mind on me, aren't you a meat bun beating a dog, and there is no return?"
Mo Ke looked at Xiao Qing with a complicated expression.
"I understand, don't worry! You haven't eaten yet, I'll pick it up!"
Mo Ke turned around lonely, and his back made Xiao Qing a little reluctant. Xiao Qing sighed again. He has noticed that he has been sighing more and more lately.
Pull your mind back from Moko. Xiao Qing began to think about the forces behind this again. Maybe all of them were arranged by a behind-the-scenes force, maybe only some of them were. So who is it? Now it is most likely Cang'er's gang? What about the old way. Is Lao Dao a gang of them, or is it his own gang? What about Xue Li?
Mo Ke came out of the house, lost his soul, and didn't pay much attention to Xue Li and Ye Yujiang not far away. The two of them stood together in the shade of a tree not far away. And the two of them tacitly asked him at the same time.
"What's wrong with the master?"
"What's wrong with Xiao Qing?"
The two men spoke almost at the same time.
Mo Ke looked at the two absentmindedly and said.
"She's fine!"
Then he left on his own, as if he had lost his soul.
Ye Yujiang and Xue Li looked at each other! they both thought at the same time.
"Looks like he's been hit harder than we are!"
This sudden change made the two of them forget the previous unpleasantness.
Due to Xiao Qing's intervention, the ten-foot rule was broken, Mo Wu felt very relaxed, and now seeing that the master's state was not right, Mo Wu left Ye Yujiang and followed behind Mo Ke. The master has never been like this, ah! No, after Xiao Qing went crazy and talked nonsense that time, the master came back like this. And that time when Xiao Qing was almost poisoned and died, the master was the same. It seems that today is also because of Xiao Qing.
It's true that Mo Ke is very confused now, and now he finally knows that she is really a man, and that is not the reason for him to reject him. That's why he kept rejecting him? He should have pulled out quickly, just as if she were a friend.
But when he thought of this, his heart was like a knife. Thinking of the past year or so, he gradually became attracted to her, as long as she was not in front of his eyes, he felt like he had lost his soul. Thinking of the two months when I was separated from her, I was close at hand, but I couldn't see each other. Remembering his empty heart when she nearly died several times. remembered her determination to save him several times desperately. Mo Ke suddenly understood something.
"What Xiao Qing thinks is his business, and what I think is my business. Even if he's really a man, I want him. ”
Suddenly, Mo Ke's steps were much lighter.