Chapter 135: Missing

Song Chengyi no longer has the closeness he used to have in the face of his mother and sister. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info is difficult to recover, it is difficult to reunite after Song Chengyi was severely injured, it is difficult to face his mother and sister as before. His mother and sister are only for their own interests, but they are still under the banner of being good for him. If they weren't for their own family, they would have become his enemies long ago. It's just that the blood relationship can't be severed, and Song Chengyi can't take revenge, but he doesn't want to see them again. So Song Chengyi rarely goes home, and now his home is no longer the place he longs for.

Song Chengyan felt very aggrieved, she just didn't want her brother to be deceived and didn't want her family to lose face so she drove Luo Qingyan away, but in the end, she didn't take credit, but was severely reprimanded by her grandfather and brother. Even my father was very disappointed in himself.

Now she doesn't dare to go back to her parents' house, and her grandfather ordered her not to go back to her parents' house if she is fine. Hmph, is that village girl more important than herself? For Luo Qingyan's grandfather and brother not to give her a good face, her brother is no longer as good to her as before. Her brother hadn't spoken to her since she had been reprimanded the last time, and even when she occasionally came home to see him, he didn't even look at her and ran away. The brother who used to be humble and let her never get it back. Song Chengyan faintly felt that she might have lost her brother's family, because her brother's eyes were indifferent when he occasionally looked at her, and he no longer had the warmth he used to have.

Song Chengyan didn't admit that it was her own mistake, she blamed Luo Qingyan for all the cold treatment she suffered, if she didn't have this fox spirit to deceive people, how could she be treated like this. Song Chengyan thought about not letting her see Luo Qingyan, otherwise she would definitely be good-looking. Now that he has become like this, Luo Qingyan should not think about it.

Although Song Chengyi basically doesn't go home, his bedroom is still the same as when Luo Qingyan left. In order to prevent others from entering his room to change the furnishings in the room and use the things in the room, Song Chengyi changed the door lock of the room, and then locked the door when he was not at home, and no one could enter.

Song Chengyi knew that this was just drinking to quench his thirst, but he could only find her shadow through the room where Luo Qingyan once lived. Reminisce about the brief time they spent together. Sometimes sleeping in this room, he can dream that Luo Qingyan is still there, and they are still living happily together.

Song Chengyi now spends all his energy on military training and missions, and only in the military camp can he regain his self-confidence. Sometimes he misses Luo Qingyan too much, so he vents this torment on the training ground, and invisibly Song Chengyi has another nickname of "Iron Man" in addition to "black-faced judge". The fighters often saw their regimental commanders train as if they were dying. This also made Song Chengyi a well-deserved king of soldiers in the army. Even Jin Huaxin, who had fought all over the army, wanted to hide when he saw Song Chengyi. There's no way, that momentum really can't be compared!

Song Chengyi thought that maybe he would live like this for the rest of his life, until he left the army or died on the battlefield. He would rather die on the battlefield than leave the army. He didn't know what joy he would have in life if he left the army. In fact, he now has no other spare time except for things related to the army, and most of his energy is spent on the army. Perhaps this is the only place where he will end up.

Song Chengyi is now the head of the regiment and has a promising future in the army. He himself is also very military-minded, has strong personal ability, is determined, has made many meritorious contributions, and has a background, and such people are all the key targets of the army's training. As long as it goes well, he will definitely become a general in the future.

Song Chengyi's mother didn't realize her mistake at all, and she was still looking for a girl with a good family background for Song Chengyi everywhere. Even if Song Chengyi has physical defects, Li Yuxian thinks that with the status of the Song family, a girl who has no good family background is willing to marry Song Chengyi. There are many people who are willing to marry for the sake of family interests, but the status of the family background has been downgraded.

Song Chengyi is not a person who will force himself. Even though his mother called him countless times to ask him to go home on a blind date, he did not agree. In the end, he simply did not answer his mother's phone call, and changed his phone to cut off his mother's contact with him.

In the end, Li Yuxian really had no choice but to bring the woman to the army to find Song Chengyi, Song Chengyi didn't show up at all after he found out, and only asked the political commissar to tell his mother that he was not in the army on a mission. Later, Song Chengyi directly ordered Li Yuxian to come again in the future and not let her enter the gate of the army.

Li Yuxian went to the army twice to make trouble, and this kind of action made Song Yunting furious, and he was embarrassed and thrown into the army. I hate this daughter-in-law more and more. This family has been disturbed by this hypocritical woman. If it weren't for the fear of affecting the careers of Song Anguo and Song Chengyi's father and son, he even thought about divorce Song Anguo and Li Yuxian. But divorce is a big deal in this era, and no one will easily touch this bottom line. Song Yunting could only order Song Anguo to take good care of his daughter-in-law.

After Song Anguo returned home, he reprimanded Li Yuxian and even made a move. Song Anguo didn't have much affection for Li Yuxian, Song Anguo had spent much more time in the army than at home over the years, and he and Li Yuxian were just coping with each other.

Song Anguo married Li Yuxian, which was also the result of Li Yuxian's calculations. Song Anguo had long known that Li Yuxian was a scheming woman, otherwise he would not have driven away his beloved woman by currying favor with his mother back then, and let her die tragically on the road. In fact, Song Anguo hated Li Yuxian and didn't want to marry Li Yuxian, but his mother forced him to die, so he could only comply.

The reason why he had a son, Song Chengyi, was that he promised his mother a grandson. And the daughter was only after Li Yuxian drugged herself.

When his mother was there, Song Anguo couldn't do what he wanted, and he never touched Li Yuxian again after his mother died. The two are just formally husband and wife. All these are the secrets of the Song family, and only Song Yunting, Song Anguo and Li Yuxian know. Song Chengyi and Song Chengyan didn't know the truth at all. Therefore, the Song family is actually already full of holes, but Song Chengyi doesn't know it.

The reason why Song Anguo reprimanded Li Yuxian was because he didn't want his son to follow his old path.

And one of the reasons why Li Yuxian wanted to get rid of Luo Qingyan was that she was jealous of Luo Qingyan. Li Yuxian herself was unhappy, and when she saw Luo Qingyan being treated sincerely by her husband, she felt that Luo Qingyan had robbed her of her only hope. Because her husband snubbed her, she only had a son, and she couldn't let her son be snatched away. In the end, Li Yuxian ruined her son's happiness for her own selfishness.

Song Chengyi doesn't know his mother's psychology, although happiness is gone, he is not a person who gives up on himself. Some time ago, depression was the inability to face the reality of losing a loved one. Now that the reality can't be changed, he still has his grandfather and father, and he still has their expectations, so he makes himself stronger and arms his heart with a cold and hard appearance.

Some people have said that the more lonely a man is, the better he is, and Song Chengyi walks on the road of his career with a lonely heart. He paid more than others, and endured the spiritual torment of missing Luo Qingyan and guilt, but he had no choice.

He didn't want to force himself to obey his mother's thoughts, he just wanted to keep his love for Luo Qingyan and take it as a pure land of his soul. He and Luo Qingyan also had a happy time, and he will keep that happy memory in his heart.

Besides, now that the frontier is tight, Song Chengyi is busy training every day, and he has no extra time to grieve the Spring and Autumn Period, and only when he rests in the dead of night does he have time to miss Luo Qingyan.