Chapter 181: Extravagant Hope
Even in the most difficult and painful situations, good things happen. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoAfter crossing the threshold of life and death again, I got a good dream. In my dream, Yan Wei stood under the ancient locust tree full of white flowers and smiled at me, so kind and cheerful, not at all as gloomy as it is now.
When I opened my eyes, the person around me was not him, and I couldn't help but be disappointed.
"Wake up?" Xin Cheng's smiling face came into view.
"How could it be you?" I slowly sat up from the couch and grabbed my coat and draped it over my body.
"Who else in this world cares about you so much but me. His smile is neither yin nor yang, and there is something in his words.
Use you when you're not there. It's over, and you're popping out like a big-headed fly, and it's a real headache! I lifted the blanket and got ready to get out of bed.
"Hey~hey~hey, what are you going to do?" Xin Cheng blocked me and put the quilt back on top of me.
"I'm going to ask Manager Wu about something, I don't have time to talk to you here. "Once again, I lifted the thin quilt off my body.
"Idle nonsense? I call this concern! I don't know what kind of shit luck you took to pick up this life, I think you might as well lie down! As for Wu Yuan! Even if you don't go to him, it is estimated that he will come over immediately. Xin Cheng once again covered me with a thin quilt.
I looked at him suspiciously and asked, "How do you know he's coming soon?"
Xin Cheng suddenly pressed his face very close, and the thief smiled and whispered, "I just know!"
"What do you want to do?" the warm breath sprayed on my cheeks, and then there was a rush of heat, and I involuntarily ducked back.
As soon as I hid, Xin Cheng's face went in, "Don't do it!"
"Less of these boring tricks in front of me. Annoyed, I opened my fingers and slammed his face to the side.
"You woman, you're not cute at all. Xin Cheng stepped back, stood on the edge of the collapse with a cold face, and said, "I'm leaving." Take care of it, and don't forget about the middle of the month. When the time comes, the situation may be even more dangerous than this time. ā
How do I feel more and more numb to the word, is it because of the favor of God, or because I have become invincible?
"You don't have to worry, though. I will protect you and will never put you in danger. Xin Cheng's words are still words.
As he turned to leave, I saw his uncertain side face in the light, deep and calm, completely devoid of the usual bohemianism.
I leaned on the couch and breathed a sigh of relief.
In my opinion, Xin Cheng's intentions are not very clear. Guess, the most likely thing is that he will use me as a bargaining chip. But if he sees me as so simple, he is very wrong, I am definitely not someone who can be used and driven by others.
When the time comes, I will have my own judgment and decide whether to help others or be true to myself, of course, all of this will be in the interests of Chu Ziyu and Jin Dao.
A rush of footsteps approached, and I immediately leaned over to look out, and it turned out to be Wu Yuan coming.
Wu Yuan politely saluted and shouted, "White girl!"
I didn't say anything polite to him, and asked eagerly, "Where's the sour date?"
"The jujube is safe and sound, but because he has been locked up for a long time, he has suffered some flesh injuries, and his spirit is somewhat weak, so he has asked a doctor to see it, and he fell asleep after drinking the medicine. Wu Yuan stood aside respectfully, and his words were meticulous, this is the quality of a general manager.
Bai Jixian definitely didn't expect that the carriage transporting the silver moved his hands and feet, and added a secret grid inside, hiding two masters with one top and one in it. In this way, he can be found wherever he hides.
The big stone hanging in my heart finally fell, and I turned to ask him, "What about Bai Xin?"
He was a good boy, but it was a pity that he gave birth to the wrong person.
Wu Yuan said, "Locked up behind, the son said that the girl wanted the girl to decide what to do with him." ā
The back is a secret word, which is actually a dungeon.
I said, "Tomorrow after breakfast, I will go to see him, and I will trouble Mr. Wu to arrange it." ā
Wu Yuan responded, I thought about it and felt that there was nothing more to ask, so I said, "In the past few days, there has been General Manager Lao Wu." ā
"What I'm doing is just my own business. "Wu Yuan only focuses on Yan Wei's orders, and does not mix any personal feelings with other people and other things at all.
"In the eyes of Mr. Wu, it is a matter of duty, but in my opinion, it is a great favor to me. It's a pity that I can't repay it. I smiled faintly.
Wu Yuan said, "I just do what the son tells me, and the white girl really doesn't need to mind." ā
Does he mean that I should really thank Yan Wei?
There was a hint of messiness in my head, and I couldn't help but ask, "He... Did you sleep?"
"Childe has always slept late, and he is still in the study at this time. His words were simple and clear, but they made me feel that there was something else.
I have nothing to do here, so I will let Wu Yuan go back.
Before leaving, Wu Yuan asked me, "Don't you want to know how the others are doing?"
"I don't care about those people, I don't care if they live or die. "Since I'm alive, then the fate of other people must not be better, I know this.
After Wu Yuan left, two maidservants came in from outside, saying that he had arranged to come and serve me.
I accepted it and asked them to help me get dressed up and get out of bed. I'm going to see the jujube and make sure she's okay with my own eyes.
The clouds have long since dispersed, and a crescent moon in the sky is lonely and sprinkled with silver light, and the night is bright. The ground was dry, and it didn't seem to be raining heavily after the lightning and thunder.
I held the lamp, pushed open the door of the sour jujube, and saw her calm sleeping face, and I finally felt at ease. Just seeing her red and swollen cheeks, bruised corners of her mouth and forehead, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty and sad.
Looking at this situation, in the past three days in Bai Jixian's hands, she must have been beaten and tortured.
When I came out of Python Ridge, she followed me. At that time, it was still a snowy winter, but now it is a hot summer. With a flick of a finger, the years are passing quietly.
For the first time in a long time, I wondered if it was a mistake to let her follow me, and that she would not have had these unwarranted disasters if it hadn't been for me.
I can't give her a stable and prosperous life, and all kinds of troubles will come to her face at any time. I was lucky to survive this time, but what about next time?
Most of the people close to me are dead, like a medicine girl, like a jade girl. The best is Cui Ping, because she is uncertain about life and death. Although I don't want to think about these things, they are indelible facts.
Perhaps, the greatest protection I can protect my loved ones is to keep my distance! Maybe I should still look around as I had planned before, and I should not hope for stability as I do now.
Maybe I should leave Mengzhou, leave these people I love so much, and let them live a stable life.
Out of the sour jujube room, my mind was messing around. The ghost sent the god to go outside Yan Wei's study.
I heard his cough, saw his thin shoulders heaving violently, and saw Wu Yuan bring him tea and water. I wanted to tell him something about caring about myself, but I couldn't take a step.
In a few days' time, our positions may be very different. As Xin Cheng said, there may be a fierce conflict between us. The worst consequences, I dare not think.
Then, I saw Wu Yuan walk out, and he shouted, Bai Girl, why didn't I go in?
I smiled and said, "It's late at night, and Childe should rest, so it's inconvenient to bother me anymore, so I'm planning to go back." Please thank Mr. Wu for me!"
Wu Yuan was probably a little surprised, and said, "That's it!"
There are too many feelings involved, after all, it will not be so pure, and the end is often sad. I turned to leave, feeling desolate in my heart.