Su Beichen is no better than Bai Xue, knowing that Bai Xue killed the child for him and lost his qualification to be a mother forever, guilt and remorse are about to devour him.

He never knew that Bai Xue had paid so much for him, Bai Xue had been with him for seven years, and he had never given her anything, promises, a sense of security, these are the most basic things that a man should give, and he has never given them.

Bai Xue's connivance and kindness made him think she didn't need it.

Bai Xue's sensibility and tolerance made him think that she didn't love him much.

If you really love someone, you will be jealous.

Bai Xue once saw him and other women shopping for clothes in the mall, he thought that when he got home, she would cry and make a fuss, and would ask him hysterically who that woman was, he was fully prepared to be impeached, but he didn't expect Bai Xue to ask nothing, or even pretend not to have seen it.

Still smiling to welcome him home, took the suit jacket he took off, squatted down and gently changed his slippers, there was a warm meal on the table, and her face was a sweet smile.

So Bai Xue's ignorance made him more and more presumptuous, he began to stay up all night, began to work overtime every day, Bai Xue occasionally made trouble, but he could extinguish the small fire she just burst out with a hug.

He once faced up to his abnormal relationship with Bai Xue, and wanted to be light with Bai Xue, but every time Bai Xue refused for various reasons, he knew that Bai Xue was afraid that he would break up with her, so as soon as he mentioned the relationship between them, Bai Xue avoided talking about it.

He thought that Bai Xue was an orphan, maybe Bai Xue regarded him as a relative, so he would indulge him without a bottom line.

This seven-year love has already changed into a soup, and under the guise of love, a pot of family soup has been boiled.

Su Beichen laughed at himself, he just stayed in this room alone for a day, and he was so stuffy that he was about to suffocate.

And he left Bai Xue here alone for seven years.

He had never known that the house was so quiet, so quiet that he could clearly hear his own breathing and heartbeat, and the silence was strange and terrifying.

Bai Xue has a cowardly personality, he doesn't want her to be looked down upon and bullied at work, so he doesn't let her go to work and asks her to wait at home for him to come back.

He can support her.

But it was also his self-perceived kind protection that forced Bai Xue to become another person.

Su Beichen remembered Bai Xue's skillful smoking, and his heart was about to die.

A man who choked on and coughed even when he smelled cigarettes at first smoked now smokes without frowning.

Su Beichen could imagine Bai Xue's face flushed when she took the first puff of cigarette and coughed up tears.

"I'm sorry, Cher. ”

This is the Nth time Su Beichen has apologized to the air, he is a sinner, he not only took Bai Xue's youth, but also ruined her life.

Since Bai Xue left, Su Beichen has been sitting on the sofa in the living room, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Bai Xue in the past seven years have flashed in front of him.

recalled the whole process of Bai Xue's transformation from a lively little girl who loves to laugh, make trouble, and chirp to a sensible and silent woman.

"I'm sorry, Cher. ”

Su Beichen covered his head in pain, the corners of his eyes were moist, and his heart was like a knife.

The walking dead returned to the bedroom and caught a glimpse of the note left by the snow on the bed.

The entire A4 paper is full of snow's advice and uneasiness.

"Beichen, I have finally made up my mind to leave you, and I have no regrets in the past seven years, because you used to be the sun in my life.

There are a lot of spare bath towels in the cabinet on the left side of the bathroom, I folded them all and put them neatly, and there are a lot of spare toothbrushes and toothpaste in the cabinet on the right.

Clothes should be washed in different colors, not black and white, and socks and underwear must not be washed together, too dirty, will be contaminated with bacteria.

Ties, watches, these accessories are placed in a large drawer under the wardrobe, the bottom layer, don't pull the wrong one.

Bed sheets and quilt covers should be changed once a week, and utility bills and property fees should be paid every month, otherwise the power outage will be very troublesome.

Remember to eat the food in the refrigerator according to the date, especially fresh milk and bread, the shelf life is only two or three days, don't eat it and spoil your stomach.

After all this writing, you must think I'm verbose again, but this is the last time.

Beichen, thank you for amazing my youth, and thank you for being my relative for seven years, goodbye. ”

There are drops of water on the A4 paper, one drop, two drops...... Gradually smudged the snowy handwriting.

Before Bai Xue left, he had always thought that Bai Xue couldn't live without him, but now he realized that the person who couldn't live was him.

After Bai Xue left, he couldn't even find his usual clothes, didn't know what color suit to wear and what color tie, didn't know which watch to wear, and didn't know which pair of leather shoes to wear.

He is really like Gu Xiangwei teased him before, as soon as Bai Xue leaves, he will become a child without a mother.

I can't even take care of the most basic life, and my life is a mess.

……

The snow room is the best way to enjoy the rose garden, and the room has a large floor-to-ceiling window, and when you open the curtains, you can see the delicate red roses in the garden.

The view is beautiful and the room smells of roses.

Bai Xue has no intention of appreciating the beautiful scenery outside, in her eyes the whole world is bleak, her heart is dead, and no matter how beautiful things are, she can't lift her spirits.

She always subconsciously looks at her phone, hoping to see the three words she is most familiar with.

But Su Beichen never bothered her again.

Bai Xue sneered, this was the only time Su Beichen listened to her like this.

She told him not to pester her, and he didn't really have a single message.

In addition to being sad, Bai Xue thought about it again, if Su Beichen came to keep her and was willing to marry her, would he change his mind?

She won't!

How ruthless she was to herself in order to force herself to leave Su Beichen.

She knew very well that if she relented, everything would go back to the past.

She guards an empty house alone and lives her life.

"Hiss......" Bai Xue let out a painful cry, and the cigarette butt between her fingers burned her fingers, making her thoughts come back to her senses.

Pick up a new cigarette and put it in your mouth, and use the end of the cigarette that is about to go out, and rekindle the new cigarette.

He spat out the white smoke, and it was as if he was spitting out bitterness and sorrow.

"Bang bang—"

There was a knock on the door, but Bai Xue didn't extinguish the cigarette in his hand, and went to open the door while smoking.

Yin Yimo stood outside the door with a plate of cut fruit and a sweet smile.

"Bai Xue, I've brought you fruit, eat fruit ......" When Yin Yimo saw the cigarette on Bai Xue's hand, he paused, and the smile on his face stiffened for a moment. "Well, eating fruit can make you feel better. ”

Bai Xue took the fruit. "Thank you, Momo. ”

Yin Yimo was a little embarrassed, touched her nose and said, "We are all friends, you don't have to be so polite." ”

Snow turned sideways. "Would you like to come in and sit down?"

Yin Yimo subconsciously shook his head. "Oh no, you can smell roses in this room, I'm going to itch. ”

Bai Xue smiled. "Then I'll go back and rest. ”

"Good. Yin Yimo smiled awkwardly, seeing that Bai Xue was about to close the door, she couldn't help but call her again.

"Bai Xue, it's not good to smoke, you smoke less. Yin Yimo pointed to the cigarette in Bai Xue's hand and asked with concern.

Bai Xue nodded and smiled, waved goodbye, and gently closed the door.

Yin Yimo turned around and walked to his room, holding his chin, frowning thoughtfully.

Do cigarettes taste sweet?

Can smoking really forget your worries?

Bai Xue smokes, Cheonggyek smokes, and most of the women who work in the "palace" also smoke.

Tsk, is that thing really that cool to smoke?

Yin Yimo has a strong interest in smoking, and even thinks smoking is cool!

Although she didn't like the smell of smoke, she was curious to take a puff and taste what it was like.

I don't know where Gu Xiangwei usually puts his cigarettes?

Why don't you steal one and taste it?

Well, taste!

It's such a happy decision!

Yin Yimo was nervous and a little excited, and jumped back to the room.

When I entered the house, I found that Gu Xiangwei was not there!

I'll go, God will help her smoke!

Yin Yimo wittily locked the door and quickly rummaged through the place where Gu Xiangwei let out the cigarette.

Nightstand?

No!

Desk drawers?

No!

Individual wardrobe drawers?

Also TM no!

After rummaging through the traces of immobility, Yin Yimo found nothing.

Frustrated, he sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, pounding his head and trying to recall the last time Gu Xiangwei smoked.

Gu Xiangwei rarely smokes in front of her, and the only thing he can think of recently is the time when he and Qingxi were acting in the office and spitting smoke in her face.

During this time, she hadn't seen him smoke, and she hadn't smelled tobacco when kissing, could she ......

Gu Xiangwei quit smoking?

No, there's no reason, how can a person who loves smoking so much say quit?

It must be that the smoke is too good, so it is hidden deeply!

Scheming man!

Yin Yimo originally wanted to steal one after finding a cigarette and go out to find a place where no one was to smoke, but now it seems that her dream of smoking is shattered.

She couldn't even find a cigarette case!

Yin Yimo suddenly thought of something again, and ran out excitedly.

She couldn't find Gu Xiangwei's cigarettes, she could go out and buy them!

Buy a box and smoke it out without knowing it, and no one knows.

Hahaha...... Refreshing!

Yin Yimo carried a small bag on her back and ran downstairs happily, feeling excited to run outside to see the big world.

Ye Meilan and Mrs. Gu were busy with Zhang Luo's wedding, Xiaomei went to the kindergarten, the living room was empty, and no one could stop her from going out.

"Young grandmother, where are you going? The driver blocked Yin Yimo's way.

I'm a little bit of a trivial, you don't have to send it, I want to run and exercise my legs. ”

After Yin Yimo finished speaking, he bypassed the driver and ran.

The driver hurriedly reversed and caught up, and after catching up, he slowly followed Yin Yimo side by side, rolled down the window, and respectfully asked Yin Yimo to get into the car.

"Young grandma, get in the car quickly, escorting you to travel safely is the job that the young master specially instructed me. ”

Yin Yimo stubbornly didn't get into the car, and the driver followed her very patiently, consumed with her, and stayed with her, and after more than ten minutes, Yin Yimo stopped.

"I really don't need you to send it, please go back and rest!"

"Young grandma, I really have to send you, I'll lose my job when I go back. ”

Yin Yimo "......"

She knew that Gu Xiangwei was afraid that she would encounter danger again, so she had to be picked up by the driver wherever she went, which was Gu Xiangwei's will, and she didn't want to lose her temper with the driver.

Yin Yimo looked at the driver's bulging pocket, and seemed to see the outline of the cigarette case and lighter, and the small abacus in his heart crackled.

"Then I'm not going out, but you have to give me something. ”

"Young grandmother, just say that as long as I have it, I will give it to you. ”

Yin Yimo showed a sly smile, slowly approached the car window, looked around, found no suspicious characters, and asked in a low voice, "Uncle, do you have a cigarette?"