Chapter 142: How cruel, how ironic
The small room was very quiet, and only Wen Tao spoke alone.
My anger slowly turned into confusion in his calm and distant voice.
He continued.
Maybe it's because of the genetic relationship, I was born handsome and likable since I was a child, coupled with my talent and intelligence, and I am naturally loved by my grandparents. This made my stepfather very satisfied, so that he looked up to me among the children.
Naturally, I am not, my talents, my excellent character and learning, and even my sunny and gentle personality are all cultivated to cater to my grandparents and stepfathers.
From the moment my parents divorced, it was as if I had grown up overnight. I clearly realized that only when I became good enough could I be used and not be ruthlessly abandoned by my mother.
Under my deliberate and careful performance, my life seems to have really embarked on a road full of sunshine. I have an enviable family background, and I have a good appearance that makes people feel excited.
Later, on the university campus, I met you, the one who was spoiled by your parents and sent to school, full of hope for the future, that bright smiling face, deeply imprinted in my mind.
In the eyes of everyone, I seem to have everything that is envied. And in my opinion, you have a warmth that I never had.
Just as people who have been in the dark all year round yearn for light, I have a strong desire to be with you. Perhaps, only you can warm my already cold heart.
Under my careful arrangement and design, we met at the recruitment meeting, and we successfully held hands on the basketball court.
Finally, I got a new life, and I had a new identity that made me extremely happy - Qin Xiaoyan's boyfriend.
This identity is so real, with a warmth that I have been unable to reach for many years.
The moment I took your hand, I silently swore in my heart that you are the one who will accompany me through a long life, and I will live up to you in this life!
Later, I graduated, and in order to be with you, I even did not hesitate to upset my mother, and insisted on staying in W City to work, doing a job that my mother did not feel very honorable.
At that time, my idea was simple, I just wanted to be with you. If my mother is not happy, let her go, for the sake of her vanity, I have been struggling for twenty years, and in the future, I should have my own happiness.
However, the world is unpredictable!
The manager of the stepfather's company suddenly defected and took refuge in the rival company, causing the stepfather's company to face the crisis of cutting off the flow of funds. At that time, the only one who could finance the stepfather's company and let the stepfather's company survive the difficulties safely was our world friend, the Wei family.
The old man of the Wei family and his grandfather have been friends for many years, and they often move around on weekdays. The pearl of the Wei family, and I have known each other since childhood, and in the eyes of outsiders, they are a pair of childhood sweethearts.
When the company was in crisis, it was difficult to talk about borrowing money directly, and the stepfather, who has always been tough, was naturally not used to bending over with low eyebrows.
So, the whole family set their eyes on me.
They think that if I am with the granddaughter of the Wei family, the two families will become in-laws, and supporting each other will become a natural and logical thing.
At this time, it is no longer as simple as upsetting my mother, it is a major event involving the fate of the entire family business!
I was powerless to resist, and no one would allow me to resist.
That's why I'm leaving you......
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Everyone in the world loves to pursue the truth, but as we all know, the truth is often unbearable!
Listening to Wen Tao's word by word, my heart was torn and hurt again, as if I had returned to the moment when I was abandoned.
"So, you abandoned me for the sake of the family business?" I asked softly, a question that had been in my mind for years, and today I finally had an answer.
"Yes!" Wen Tao looked at me cautiously, his voice full of pleading, "I really can't watch the entire family ruin, and I don't want to be poor and penniless when I marry you in the future." ”
"Marry me in the future?" I couldn't believe it, I had already decided to break up, why should I marry me?
"Yes, I said, you are the wife I believe can accompany me for the rest of my life, who will I marry if I don't marry you?" Wen Tao was a little excited, and explained: "For the sake of the family, leaving you is just an expedient measure, and when the company gets through the difficulties, I will come back to you!"
"It's so beautiful!" I scoffed, and instead of being angry, I laughed: "Where do you get your confidence, if you turn around, I will agree?"
"Xiao Yan, I know that you love me, you only have me in your heart! Even if I leave temporarily, you will definitely wait for me!" Wen Tao stretched out his hand and held my hand, and swore an oath: "And I am the same, from beginning to end in my heart, you are the only one!"
"Looks like I've disappointed you, I'm with Da Bing. I withdrew my hand and quietly looked at Wen Tao in front of me, his familiar face made me feel extremely unfamiliar, I continued: "And you, now you also have stars. ”
"No, don't lie to me, aren't you with Mr. Ye just to stimulate me?" Wen Tao was even more excited, and said: "I just got with Ah Xing on the front foot, and you are with Mr. Ye on the back foot, what is this not stimulating me?"
"Ah Xing?" My heart seemed to be stabbed again, and I asked rhetorically: "Yes, you are already with the stars, what else are you talking about......" A strange thought suddenly surged into my head, and I was shocked: "Could it be that you are with the stars, yes, yes......"
"Xiao Yan, did you guess it?" Wen Tao confessed: "A while ago, Houdad's company encountered a little trouble, so I repeated my old trick and pursued Ah Xing, and now the trouble has been solved!"
Therefore, once a person breaks through the bottom line of morality, he has done a bad thing. Will you get used to it in the future and get worse?
The heart that was originally hot because of excitement completely escaped into the cold at this moment.
"You're going to break up with the stars?" I asked, holding on to the last glimmer of hope.
"Yes, I was going to break up with her a long time ago, but I just wanted to borrow her to get closer to you, so I didn't make a decision. Wen Tao was already intoxicated with the affection of his imagination, and said with some petting: "I hinted at the separation between the two of you before, but she didn't hear it." ”
"No, a little earlier, actually. Wen Tao's eyes sparkled, and he said, "Do you remember the post on the company forum describing our relationship? With such a vivid and detailed description, who else can write it except for me, the client?"
Me: "......"
Suddenly, my time was overwhelmed.
The victim who once thought was actually the real culprit behind the whole incident?
And all this he did was to want me and the iceberg to fall apart, so that he could take advantage of the situation and rebuild the old friendship with me?
At that time, it happened that Xiao Xiang jumped out to sow discord, so that everyone misunderstood, thinking that the emotional but extremely vicious post was from her.
Unbeknownst to him, she was also a victim and became a shield for the real culprit to confuse the public.
What a deep scheming!
What a vicious scheme!
And all this is actually from Wen Tao, the senior Wen Tao who I used to be so obsessed with and trusted so much!
How cruel, how ironic!
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"Xiao Yan, I did all this for you, I only love you!" Wen Tao looked at me affectionately, and asked with some expectation: "Give me another chance, shall we start again?"
If you go back in time to when we first broke up three years ago, how I longed to hear that.
But at this moment, this sentence can't stir up half a ripple in my heart.
For Wen Tao, I should have to let go completely!
"Wen Tao, we can't go back!" I got up, now that the words have been explained, there is no need for us to be in the same room and chat.
"Why?" Wen Tao suddenly hugged me from behind, and said in a somewhat painful voice: "Xiaoyan, we clearly have each other in our hearts, why don't you give me and give yourself a chance?"
"Maybe it's because the senior Wen Tao I like is just the illusion you deliberately created......" I let go of Wen Tao's hand, freed myself from his arms, and said calmly: "An illusion is an illusion after all, and you are not the person I like!"
"No, how could it be!" Wen Tao's voice suddenly raised, as if with a crying tone.
He, is he crying?
"It's okay to be real, it's okay to be false, they are all me, and what you love is me!" Tears slipped down the corners of Wen Tao's eyes, this seemed to be the first time I saw him shed tears.
The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.
The past is like smoke, the joy of the past is vivid, but the hurt of the past is also real.
That's it, everything will come to an end with this tear!
The sunny and warm Wen Tao senior, I like it, but today I completely left me, as if it was a silent dream.
And Wen Tao, who is quiet and scheming in front of me, will abandon me for the interests of the family, and will put on layers of disguise for the favor of his parents. He was strange and cold, as if we had never known each other.
I lifted my purse and pushed the door open.
At that moment, I didn't want to look back, and I couldn't.
Farewell, my Wentao senior. Farewell, my first love that I can never go back to.
Wen Tao didn't catch up, and only a helpless sigh could be heard behind him.
Escaping from Wentao, I walked alone on a huge pleasure boat, and from time to time there were bursts of singing and laughter from the direction of the ballroom, but this noise did not seem to belong to me.
The mood was made extremely bad by Wen Tao's sudden confession, at this moment, I just want to find a quiet world, or be in a daze.
Walking in the opposite direction of the noise, before you know it, you have come to the deck.
The cold wind in early winter has long been biting, but I only feel that this gust of river wind seems to be able to blow away the haze in my heart, but it is quite comfortable.
However, in this lonely night, there is no moonlight, and there are no stars to be seen.
On the spacious deck, I was alone, and I was a little lonely.
I habitually took out my Minion Tyrant Gold and opened QQ, and now I should share my lonely mood with my friends.
However, my best friend Maomao is on the boat, and I think I should be singing happily with everyone.
With that long list of friends, whose dialog box should I click on to relieve my depressed knot at the moment?
Suddenly a familiar face came to mind, round black-rimmed glasses, and a signature smile......
Old cotton!
Looks like I haven't been in touch with him for a long time!
Perhaps he is indeed the most suitable listener!
I tentatively asked: Are you there?
Lao Mian in seconds: Yes, I've always been there! You have no conscience, and you finally appeared?
I was confused: why do I have no conscience?
Angry old cotton: I have disappeared for so many days, and I don't know how to comfort me who is injured!
I was even more confused: were you injured? When did it happen, it hasn't been reported in the news recently? Is it serious?
Lao Mian who rolled his eyes: Emotional injury, I am suffering from emotional injury, is it okay! You don't know, I broke up, this is my first love......
I have a kinship: it seems that we are sick and sympathetic, and I also broke up with my first love!