Chapter 40: Gu Xijun's Past
When she got home, Li Wanwan sat on the sofa and stared at the kitchen and dining table in a daze, the scenes of the morning echoed in her mind, even if it was just a passer-by who stayed for a short time in her life, she also missed God, let such a person appear in her life, stopped!
It's okay in the afternoon, Li Wanwan sent the recently rearranged article to Ke Qin's mailbox, and left him a message on WeChat: "Master, I want to try the prose and poetry collection you talked about last time, the article has been sent to your mailbox, I want you to check it first, and then publish it, I hope you can give valuable advice, thank you!"
Li Wanwan didn't expect to receive a reply immediately, "I'm only one year older than you, can you stop using honorifics, I'm afraid I'll be called old by you!"
Li Wanwan: "Hehe, yes, Master!"
Ke Qin: "You think of a pen name, for publishing articles!"
Li Wanwan thought for a while, and typed a reply: "Is it okay to read Yisheng?"
Ke Qin: "Reciting Yisheng! Reciting your life! Is there someone you can't forget?"
Li Wanwan: "Sort of, maybe it's hard to forget in this life!"
After about five minutes, Ke Qin replied: "The registration is passed, I will send you the URL, you fill in your personal information." ”
Li Wanwan: "Okay!"
Ke Qin: "I'll call you Xiao Nian in the future!"
Li Wanwan: "Okay, Xiao Nian, I like it very much!"
Although she didn't have much contact, Li Wanwan could feel that Ke Qin has a profound cultural heritage, and she is also a person with a story, in fact, a woman's sixth sense is often more accurate than the weather forecast, and later she was deeply moved by Ke Qin's story, and she almost paid the price of her life!
In the evening, Gu Xijun came directly to Li Wanwan's house after work, she brought beer and beer companion snacks that girls love to eat, and ordered takeout, girlfriends need to be released like this occasionally, she didn't see yesterday's news, but as soon as she got to work this morning, the company's colleagues came around to gossip, she knew that she and Li Wanwan were on the news headlines, but the news was only at the top of the list for an hour before it was withdrawn, she used all the search engines and website apps and failed to search, it seems that someone intervened to deal with it, there is no doubt that the only person who can have this ability and will do this is Song Yanzhi!
The two women sat on the sofa without any image, Gu Xijun drank a lot of wine, Li Wanwan could only drink hot water because of menstruation, Gu Xijun told Li Wanwan about the two headlines she heard from her colleagues, although it was a false report and was smeared for no reason, but Li Wanwan did not take it to heart, maybe it was because she was not afraid of shadows, if it was Song Yanzhi's woman who beat and scolded her in public yesterday, she must not be so calm!
Li Wanwan said: "Xijun, I met Mo Chengjie's younger brother in the hospital today, maybe it's a bystander, time has precipitated a lot of things, I can see more and more clearly, my former self was really stupid!"
Gu Xijun: "Whether it's Mo Chengjie, Chen Zhe, or Song Yanzhi, don't be hurt by them anymore, you know, Wanwan!"
Li Wanwan: "Hmm!"
Today's Gu Xijun is a little different, Xu is drunk, she has already drunk a dozen beers, Li Wanwan dissuaded: "Xijun, it's almost over, I'll pour you a glass of water, you want to drink it and we'll drink it next time!"
Gu Xijun took the warm boiled water and put it on the coffee table, and continued to drink the wine by himself, without Gu Xijun in those years, Li Wanwan's life was very busy, but her heart was very lonely, why not Gu Xijun!
"Wanwan, I never told you about the two years after Zhang Haoran betrayed me, right?"
Li Wanwan snatched the wine from her hand, "If it will be sad to mention it, don't mention it, if you don't say it and feel uncomfortable in your heart, just tell me, I am willing to be your trash can!"
Gu Xijun looked out of the dark window, her eyes were very empty, the sky of the city at night was not beautiful at all, she said: "I met Lin Tao that year, and I don't know what kind of emotion it is for him, but he happened to appear when I was most sad and helpless, and I was like grasping a life-saving straw, and I refused to let go." He is a typical rich second generation, here and I are like glue, sweet words, over there to deal with the family arranged for him to be the right wealthy daughter, he said that he loves me and will not accept the family's arrangement, but when his fiancée came to me with a sister group, took me naked and took pictures, and threatened me not to leave Lin Tao and post the photos on the Internet, he did not stay by my side. He told me not to see each other for the time being, and to come back to me when he was done, but a few days later I received a wedding invitation from his fiancée, and it was on that day that I found out I was pregnant. ”
Gu Xijun shed two lines of tears when she said this, Li Wanwan hugged her into her arms, her body trembled slightly, and she continued: "Lin Tao was very surprised when he knew that I was pregnant, he said that he would find a way to cancel the wedding, and he still said that it was me who loved me, and asked me to meet." I was in a car accident on the way to the appointment, in the operating room, although the body could not move after anesthetic, but I was very sober, I heard the doctor say that the father of the child had signed a request to kill the child, I remember very clearly, the middle-aged female doctor said very regretfully, after the car accident the child can still stay in the mother's belly healthily, he is very strong, but unfortunately his father does not love him, and ......" Gu Xijun suddenly burst into tears, her sobbing sound stabbed Li Wanwan's eardrums, and went straight to her heart, if she didn't have it, maybe she would only regret it, and if she once had it and then lost it, it would be a painful parting!
Gu Xijun calmed down, took out a tissue to wipe away her tears, she stubbornly opened a can of beer again, raised her head and drank most of the can, she was laughing, laughing extremely sadly, "The doctor said that if she insisted on killing the child, the pregnant woman would never be able to get pregnant again, but the father of the child still insisted on killing it! Hehe! Wanwan, do you know? I can't be a mother in my life!"
Li Wanwan hugged the woman with a tearful smile into her arms again, her tears couldn't hold back anymore, gushing out, "Don't be afraid, you still have me!"
This night, Gu Xijun stayed at Li Wanwan's house, Li Wanwan took Gu Xijun's mobile phone to call her husband to report safety, her husband's voice was very calm, he was a very practical person, and said to Li Wanwan vigorously, "Then please take care of her, eh, by the way, she is not honest in sleeping, she loves to kick the quilt, trouble you!"
This man loves Gu Xijun very much, but so many years of love have not been able to heal the wound in her heart, is the wound too deep, or is Gu Xijun's love too shallow?
Settle Gu Xijun to sleep, Li Wanwan's mobile phone has two messages, one is sent by the "stallion fighter", and the other is sent by Chen Zhe, Li Wanwan first opened the message of the "stallion", "Do you miss me?" He is a very sultry man, no woman can face his flirting heart like water, Li Wanwan is no exception, but she didn't reply, the reason she chose to ignore it was that she didn't know how to reply, saying "I thought about it", she couldn't say it, said "I don't want to", but she really wanted to think about it! Gu Xijun was lying beside her, and the reason why she would uncover her scars in front of her tonight was to tell herself with bloody facts that Song Yanzhi was not her Li Wanwan's destination!
Li Wanwan opened Chen Zhe's message, "Wanwan, I'm sorry, I didn't expect that something like that would happen yesterday and cause you trouble, I'm really sorry, I will definitely deal with it, don't worry, I promise you that yesterday's incident will never happen again!"
Li Wanwan replied: "There is no need to apologize between friends, just explain it to your wife!"