Chapter 177 177
If she insisted on it from the beginning and persisted until now, even if she was tired, she would grit her teeth and support it, but at this moment, she found that this was not the case, she had long been accustomed to the days when someone relied on her, and gradually liked this quiet and far-reaching life, but when she mentioned the name Chu Chenghui, her heart still hurt uncontrollably, this must be very unfair to Duan Feng, he came to her body because of Chu Chenghui at the beginning, this time he would not be afraid of leaving her, and suddenly another fear filled her heart, and she couldn't even say a word。
How can the heart not hurt, how can it not hurt, Huanbi squatted down helplessly on the ground, there were big tears falling from the eye sockets, and smashed directly into the medicine bowl in front of him, splashing a pitch-black splash, Huanbi turned to cry, what to do, is she too selfish, but who has stipulated that a person can't love two people in his life.
Duan Feng squatted in front of Huanbi's door, and clearly heard Huanbi's cry coming from the room, and there was a deep pain in the corners of Duan Feng's eyes and eyebrows. Turned his head to look at Huanbi's door, but he didn't have the courage to push open the door after all, because he was afraid that Huanbi would tell him that he was sorry for her or there was no way to give up Chu Chenghui, he didn't know how much effort he would have but faced that scene, he thought it was difficult, it must be difficult, how could he face that scene properly and calmly.
Huanbi knew that he was standing at the door, but the howling cry didn't seem to move him, if Chu Chenghui was still alive, he would never stay by her side to accompany her anymore, was she going to be abandoned, no, she didn't want to live alone anymore, she didn't want to be a queen anymore, and she didn't go to Chu Chenghui, who was impossible to follow him, just like Duan Feng once told her, Chu Chenghui didn't love her from beginning to end, and she didn't know, she was just willing to be that fool, deceived everyone, and deceived herself。 I've been lying to myself like this for so many years, and now I ask myself if I want to live that kind of life when I was kept in the dark? No, no more, she is also a person who wants warmth, if she has never given herself warmth from beginning to end, it will be fine, and now she has given herself warmth, and she has to withdraw it, what a cruel thing it will be.
Duan Feng looked at the door with a lonely forehead, lowered his eyebrows, and that's it, probably crying with joy, probably leaving, Duan Feng just wanted to turn around and leave, but unexpectedly, the door behind him was opened by Peng's sound, Huanbi rushed out of the room directly, stretched out her hand to hug Duan Feng's back, just like that day when she was soaking wet and hugged Duan Feng, so tight and tight, as if she was afraid, at this time Huanbi was also trembling, her fingers were cold and dead in front of his belly, Huanbi's face was tightly attached to Duan Feng's back, and through his back he listened to the powerful heartbeat that came from his chest, only like this, she will feel that he has never left her, but is so close to herself.
Duan Feng didn't expect that Huanbi would suddenly rush out of the room and hug herself. "Don't go, I admit that I still want to know Chu Chenghui's life and death, I admit that I still can't let go of Chu Chenghui, I always subconsciously want to listen to these three words when I hear Chu Chenghui, but after all, I have loved myself wishfully for so many years, it's like a habit that is difficult to quit, he is my habit, but I will never be stupid again, to do the stupid things like before, do you believe me well, all I want is your company, you accompany me to the melon field and plums, you accompany the world, we have a child, and live a life without quarrel。 Huanbi's words were said with a crying tone, just like the crying tone that she thought Duan Feng was going to abandon herself, and the whole person was sobbing and accommodating, but the moment Duan Feng heard Huanbi's words, the whole thing was frozen in place like an iron nail.
It's not that he hasn't thought about having a child with Huanbi and going to live the life of the simplest and most ordinary couple, but Duan Feng knows very well that the woman he loves most deeply is not in love with himself, Huanbi doesn't love himself, how can he be with his own melon field and Li Xia, but Chu Chenghui is gone, no one is with her, he is willing to stay by her side like this, to waste Manman's time, if he can spend all his time with her, he might as well have a promising life。
In the past, he thought that a man should pursue fame, and he used to think that a man should think about his family and country, but at this moment, he knew that it was a man, and when he had a woman in his heart, he was already willing to give up a qiē for that woman, and he was in the world. This is love, and it will always be such an inevitable love.
However, he didn't expect Huanbi to take the initiative to say these words to him, and the joy of destruction slapped at him like a wave, and at that moment even made him a little dizzy, and he couldn't even find the direction, Huanbi hugged Duan Feng's waist and said what he thought was the most sincere, and also expressed his thoughts, but for a long time, Huanbi didn't wait for Duan Feng's answer, this uneasy feeling swelled up little by little in her heart like a kind of fermented flour, Huanbi's fingers trembled continuously, but she stared at Duan Feng's face for a while, but didn't get the moment of joy that he wanted to see, Huanbi slowly let go of his hands.
That's it, his own ruined body, what kind of love is still thinking about it, it's just that, he is an inattentive woman, how can Duan Feng believe in himself, Duan Feng can see the face of Chu Chenghui's advice to accompany himself, taking good care of himself is already the greatest luck in his life, what are you still asking for, and you still want to take Duan Feng for yourself, what kind of sweet dream are you having, once you wake up from a dream, it is like being beaten into a hell, never recovered, never turn over, Huanbi's eyes gradually fell lonely, slowly turned around, and opened to leave Duan Feng's side。
Don't mention it again, what if he really leaves him because of his lack of greed, but at the moment when Huanbi turned around, Duan Feng suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Huanbi's wrist, he originally thought that what Huanbi wanted was Chu Chenghui, he would never feed her, and he didn't want to grow old with her in this life, he thought that what she wanted to persist in the end must be Chu Chenghui, so he thought that he wanted to give her the best fulfillment, so he wanted to push her back to Chu Chenghui's side, but now he found that the fulfillment he wanted to give was not the happiness that Huanbi wanted。
He must be the stupidest and dumbest person in the world, the stupidest and dumbest person who can't even keep the person he loves.
"Huanbi, you have made a good decision, if you follow me this time, I will not let you leave in this life, I will spend a hundred years with you, and grow old with you, you have to think about it, do you still want to return to Chu Chenghui's side. Duan Feng urgently needed a nod from Huanbi, and the two people who were uneasy in their hearts were looking for a reason to reassure themselves in each other's bodies at this moment, Huanbi smiled shallowly, the eyebrows and eyes were gentle, the smile was earnest, and the eyebrows and eyes were bent with a white belt and graceful appearance, which really made Duan Feng's whole person stupid.
"I still love Chu Chenghui, but I will do my best to erase Chu Chenghui from my life, from now on I, I will only be your wife, live the most ordinary life with you, no longer think about those love that I have, I know that I have deceived myself for so many years, and now I want to be down-to-earth and don't want to lie to myself again. There was a broken light in Huanbi's eyes, and between the sparkling waves, Duan Feng seemed to really see firmness in her eyes, and that firmness made him see the light and hope of progress, and he was full of joy when he saw it.
"Yes, you are my wife. This is the most solemn promise they have made to this day.
Mu Xiaoluo put on a strong suit, took the reins handed over by his subordinates, turned over and got on the horse, the early morning wind was almost at the same time, fastened the belt around his waist, and also turned over on the horse with Mu Xiaoluo, there were only four people behind the two people, just such a simple team, to recover an army of 100,000, it seems that in everyone's voice, Mu Xiaoluo and the others' actions are crazy, all of them are deadly, but in the eyes of these people who set off, they all swore to believe, the firmness and belief of the eyes are like the power of faith, so permanent, so persistent。
"This time we are going to get not only the 100,000 army, but also the golden thread in the hands of the fat man, if there is no golden thread in the hands of the fat man, even if we have incorporated this army, it will have no effect at all, because this army needs a lot of money to support, without money, we have no way to afford such a huge army. Ling Chenfeng said lightly, he already had his own plan in his eyes, he had planned this plan for a long time, and this time, naturally, he would not give up until he achieved his goal.
Mu Xiaoluo nodded slowly, if the army in the hands of the fat man is absorbed, and the golden thread in the hands of the fat man can be obtained, the whole country will be relatively stable, and the reconstruction of the palace at this time also needs money, at this time it is the moment of chaos in the city bureau, there are no merchants to pay taxes to the court, and large sums of money are all the previous villas and industries and the industries under Chu Chenghui's hands, but gradually, not being able to make ends meet has become a development trend in the eyes of more and more.
"I see, let's go. Mu Xiaoluo nodded to Ling Chenfeng, signaling that she was ready and could leave, Ling Chenfeng also nodded, and the two of them clamped the belly of the horse under them together, but before the horse could run, a teenager had already stopped in front of Mu Xiaoluo's horse, and looked at Mu Xiaoluo with resentment in his eyebrows.
"Is it a lie for you to take me to fight the country? Are you recruiting me as an ordinary soldier? Why don't you let me participate in all the operations? The resentment in the young man's eyes was so profound, almost looking at Mu Xiaoluo with hatred, under Mu Xiaoluo's repeated discussions, the young man was reluctantly received by the early morning wind under his hands, but the young man was really young and vigorous, and he always wanted to do a good job in quick success, and the early morning wind told Mu Xiaoluo that the young man's character was not good, and he had to sharpen and sharpen it well, Mu Xiaoluo also agreed, only the remaining thing was the continuous grinding of the young man, the young man seemed to be more and more angry, but Mu Xiaoluo laughed shallowly, and it seemed that he had no intention of settling with the young man in front of him, but looked at the young man in front of him with a smile in his eyes. "I brought you here naturally to take you to great things, but big things are not achieved overnight, you must improve yourself well, in order to be able to do a bigger thing than one, believe me, I fancy you, not just to let you come to fill the army, so many people present, why do I take a fancy to you? Mu Xiaoluo smiled and agreed to the young man in front of her, the young man's waves turned a few times, but in the end, he lowered his posture under Mu Xiaoluo's coaxing, turned around and left, and finally walked two steps and stopped, turning his head to look at Mu Xiaoluo. "If you lie to me, I won't let you have a good time. ”
The little boy, fledgling, but he has learned to threaten a person, Mu Xiaoluo smiled even more happily, but Ling Chenfeng tightened his brows, and turned his head to look at Mu Xiaoluo. "I really don't understand what you came back with a little radish head, such a little radish head can't even go to the battlefield. "Ling Chenfeng found that this little child was too temperamental, and from the moment Ling Chenfeng couldn't control the young man in front of him more and more, the whole person looked a little irritable, just an old face ****** iceberg, but there was no change in the slightest.
Mu Xiaoluo just smiled shallowly. "I don't know when you have any children's ability to care, don't you think you should be so stubborn when you are young? I always feel that every qiē in the world is unfair, but I also know that I can't get fairness at all, but I still stubbornly want to get rid of the unfairness. Mu Xiaoluo said shallowly, as soon as she clamped the horse's belly, the horse shot out like an arrow off the string, Mu Xiaoluo slowly closed her eyes, and there was the sound of the wind whistling in her ears. Chu Chenghui, I am fighting for you, do you know? So what about the life you expected for me in the idle clouds and wild cranes, the melon fields and plums, where did the life you expected me go? Mu Xiaoluo laughed a little sarcastically, and the whole person looked a little lonely and desolate, but those helplessness were instantaneous, just a moment, and that moment flashed like this. There was no trace, as if the person who had just been lonely was not her