Chapter 4 is gloomy but intense

"Sister. You have so good skin. What kind of emollient brand do you use?" "I'm allergic to cosmetics, so I don't usually use it, but I just make one occasionally." ”

"Wow, envy the dead coffee..."

"Hehe Zeng Nan, don't just praise me, I haven't seen you black?, you bought this autumn dress there, the color matching is really good, and this handiwork is really fine?

"Hey, I'll have to drag this and do it myself. ”

"Isn't it?"

"Of course, find your own favorite ingredients. As long as it is cut out, it is absolutely unique to wear on the body. Teach you another day. ”。

"Great, I'm trying to design a yoga outfit. "Sister, just your figure. It's just a clothes rack born today, and it must be beautiful to make, hey!?Yoga, will you?"

"Of course, I've been studying for ten years, and now I'm working as an instructor at the Yoga Studio on Jianxi Road. ”

"That's good to dare to teach me

"No problem, let's say it

The topic of the two women went from cosmetics to dressing, and in an instant to tailoring and then to yoga, one holding the other's hand, the other collar, like a reunion of old friends. Zeng Nan's enthusiasm and strength are cultivated in nightclubs, but Jiang Dijia's cordiality and kindness are innate, and they are sticky when they talk, one is cordial, one is enthusiastic, one is charming, one is charming, one is beautiful in white, and the other is glamorous. Well, as soon as I leave my contact information, you invite me to the music café, I invite you to the yoga studio, it's getting hotter and hotter.

cough, cough, cough, cough", someone is coughing.

Zeng Nan carried Jian Fan on his back and turned around. But it was De who smiled and pouted, and said to Jiang Dijia with a little grimace: "Sister, someone is unhappy, I'm sorry to disturb your dinner." ”

"It's okay, I'm done eating" Hey, Xiao Nan, you have something. Jian Fan, I'll take a taxi back by myself, let's talk another day?" Jiang Dijia said, standing up very interestingly, as if he was very happy to know Zeng Nan.

"What can she do? I'll send you, Sister Jiang. Jian Fan said, standing in the living room without moving, staring at Zeng Nan with both eyes, there was a lot of unkindness in his eyes, Zeng Nan was stunned and immediately saved: "Yes, yes, you go and send Sister Jiang." I'm not a big deal, a small thing, I'll wait for you at home, okay?"

"Jian Fan inhaled a cool air. Zeng Nan didn't treat herself as an outsider like a hostess, and wanted to say a few unpleasant words, but Jiang Dijia was there, and it was not easy to do, so she glared at her a few times, Zeng Nan didn't seem to be aware at all, holding Jiang Dijia's hand, and giving it away politely, the two of them seemed to have endless topics. After another long time, Jiang Qijia went out, but Zeng Nan stood in the door and didn't move, Jian Fan followed out of the door stupidly, turned around and glanced at Zeng Nan fiercely, pointed his finger at the threat, Zeng Nan looked at it with interest, pouted, and saw that Jiang Dijia had gone down the stairs, and he didn't care about the entanglement, and hurriedly ran downstairs.

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A small accident made Jian Fan feel like a fish bone stuck in his throat, and his words were a little unfavorable, but Jiang Qijia didn't think there was anything wrong, and he praised Zeng Nan all the way, and seven or eight out of ten sentences were related to Zeng Nan, as if he was quite concerned, Jian Fan replied without a match, asked too much, and simply remained silent.

No matter what kind of woman, there is always no shortage of gossip heart, the best way to deal with it is to say less, better yet, don't say it, talk to another woman in front of another woman, talk too much without losing eloquence, hell, Jian Fan still has a lot of experience in this.

The car stopped, just stopped. Jian Fan was looking at himself on one side of his head, Jiang Dijia was looking at him, and he didn't know how long he had been in this position. In the faint light, I felt that the eyes were extraordinarily bright, and I asked in a very playful tone: "It's rare to see you so silent, I'm not going to explain something."

"Explain!? I don't think I need to, right? The nightclub business is in a team of jurisdictions, and I can't help her through the back door. Jian Fan told a lie without blushing or blackening his face.

"But I can tell from her that she cares about you very much, and maybe she likes you. ”

"Yo, then you didn't see it in my eyes, I don't like her at all!?"

"No, I think you're trying to cover it up. ”

"It's a deliberate cover-up, if you're not there, I'll kick her out of the door. Because of you, I'm already very stretched. ”

"Hehe, is it? There is such a deep hatred, Zeng Nan is very good, isn't it?" Jiang Dijia covered her mouth and chuckled, as if she didn't mind at all, but after a while, she said: "Actually, you misunderstood, the explanation I want is not for other people, but for me."

"What?" Jian Fan said strangely.

"Did you hear anything about me?"

"Nope!"

"Really?"

"Not really. ”

"Lie, and then say,"

Jiang Dijia asked, and poked his finger up, but he threatened with a smile, but his slender hand was grasped by Jian Fanyi, so he simply gave a European-style kiss salute, and commented while kissing: "The skin is really good, this is not a lie at all." ”

When Jian Fan, who "hated" Jiang Qijiajue, was about to pull it, he withdrew his hand, but he didn't know whether it was really angry or feigned anger, and said angrily: "Why do you always tell lies." ”

This is also covering up, but unexpectedly it was exposed by Jiang Dijia at this time, and Jian Fan explained stupidly: "I just heard it, and I don't believe it." ”

"Actually, you don't have to hide it. Since I returned to China this time, I feel that you have changed a little, coaxing Shun to care about me more, and we have less time to argue, you are almost the same as the people around me, and there is a little pitiful element in your concern. Is that right?" Jiang Dijia said gloomily.

"No, Sister Jiang, why are you thinking nonsense, isn't this good?Then I'm going to let you quarrel, do you feel comfortable?" Jian Fan explained, for fear that Jiang Dijia would be too concerned and wanted to say more, but he didn't know how to say this kind of thing and these words, maybe when he knew about it from He Fangluo's mouth, he had that kind of liking based on pity.

"Actually, there is nothing to hide, many people around me know it, and the sisters in the yoga studio know it, I have never dared to tell you, just for fear of seeing the pity in your eyes," Jiang Dijia said quietly, her voice a little gloomy and low. Jian Fan couldn't wait to end this conversation as soon as possible, and turned his head sideways: "Women love, what is this nonsense, what is this? It's time to get out of the car, if you don't get out of the car, I can't help but insult you, this black rumbling, it's useless for you to shout and cut your throat."

Jian Fan really laughed and said this, which made Jiang Dijia laugh, but he didn't get out of the car as he said, but gently leaned on Jian Fan's shoulder and stretched out his hand: "What are you doing?"

"Give it to me

"This"

The hand was pulled away by Jiang Dijia's inseparable, only to feel that the soft and moist little hand guided him to her waist, gently pulled the blouse, and touched the soft and slippery skin, Jian Fan was shocked: "Wow, what are you doing?"

"Don't you want to be rude?" Jiang Dijia smiled lightly and leaned towards Jian Fan's side, as if he wanted to let Jian Fan fall. Jian Fan's heart was beating wildly, and he said with a smile: "Sister, this is too simple, there is no sense of accomplishment at all."

Jiang Dijia was like a docile lamb at this time, leaning up very softly and softly to hug Jian Fan's neck, and whispered in his ear: "Back, give you a chance to be light, only once." ”

As if hinting at something, not like ** and teasing, I knew a little clue from He Fangwei's mouth before, Jian Fan's heart sank, stretched out in his clothes, slowly, slowly stroked up along his waist, touched the smooth skin between his fingers, and felt the throbbing from Sister Jiang's body. She was a little throbbing, and she was a little chicken, suddenly, Jian Fan's heart trembled, her fingers trembled, Jiang Dijia tightened Jian Fan's neck like scared and shy, and buried her head deep in Jian Fan's shoulder.

The back, the back above the chest is no longer smooth, and the place where the fingers touch is the bulging skin, which is very "right". Scars, from the chest to the shoulders. A lot, Jian Fan suddenly understood at this time, when he kissed here, why Jiang Dijia didn't let his hand come in and caress it, why did he stop abruptly when he missed the * point, why did he always keep a distance from each other, and stroked several scars on his back back back back and forth, Jian Fan suddenly felt a little distressed, and asked softly: "Does it hurt?"

"It hurt. It doesn't hurt now," Jiang Dijia lay on Jian Fan's shoulder like a human, and whispered softly in Jian Fan's ear with a breath like an orchid, and the voice was almost unheard, like the sky

When I was in high school, I was in a car accident, and a big truck knocked my car away from behind, and the driver who picked me up died shortly after being taken to the hospital, I injured my spine and had four surgeries to save my life. The doctor said that I couldn't stand up in my life, and the years I spent in bed were the darkest times in my life, and every time I remembered that terrible time, the one thing I wanted to do the most was to commit suicide, but the poor thing was that I didn't even have the strength to commit suicide at that time."

Jiang Dijia said, as if he was telling a tragic story, but his tone was so relaxed, as if he didn't feel that he was the protagonist of the tragedy, but one. The bystanders listened to her say: "I lay down for more than a year before I could barely turn over, and then my father kept encouraging me to do physiotherapy and yoga, starting from the bed, starting with my fingers, and slowly being able to sit up." I was able to go to the ground, and it took another three years to barely be able to walk around under the crutches, and I was almost always on crutches when I went to college, and it took me almost eight years to stand up again, and at that time, for a woman's life, the most youthful and beautiful time has passed, and the people around me have been very concerned about me, and began to give me a touch, after a long time, I feel that everyone has deep pity in their eyes, which makes me embarrassed, I have always longed for being like an ordinary woman, who will cry and laugh, Noisy and noisy, loving and being loved like a friend in college, but for me, these became unattainable dreams until I met you,"

Jiang Dijia said softly, holding each other's hands and hanging on Jian Fan's neck, speaking of that evasion, Jian Fan only felt that the wet kiss was imprinted on his neck, very light and heavy, and the warm feeling echoed in his heart. After a slight pause, Jiang Dijia recalled the two of them as if she was reminiscing about happiness.

"That time, I just wanted to see where my father went to the countryside, and the first time I entered your house, I was taken off. After another two days, I was used by you as a bet to win Fei Shiqing and said that you are a. For the first time, I had that feeling of crying and laughing, you are bad, you talk hurtfully, and you love to lie and deceive people, the more you appear, the more you are like Fei Shiqing's description, the whole is a big bad guy, we are together, sometimes I am very lost, sometimes very angry, Sometimes it's very moving, but more often it's happy, when I'm happy, I forget everything, I've never been so happy, I cherish this feeling between us, for the first time, someone treated me as an ordinary person and not a person in need of care

Quietly, happily speaking, Jian Fan moved his body and hugged it a little tighter, only to feel that the hand he was stroking didn't know when it was already warm, as if each other's body temperatures were transmitted to each other and melted together, listening to the soft voice as warm jade ringing in his ears, he couldn't help but kiss the fragrant Xiu, and said a little embarrassedly: "Sister Jiang, I", I am actually a very unbearable person, Fei Shiqing and I grew up, I know me best, I have had many girlfriends, and I am not the one that I love the most

"That's because your favorite hasn't appeared yet" Actually, you are very kind, do you remember being in Wuzhou? When I was trapped in the building, it was as real as a nightmare, a dark place, nothing, I was alone, so scared, I couldn't shout, I couldn't cry, I couldn't cry." I think I must not be able to escape, but what I didn't expect is that because of you, there is no longer horror, because of you, the most terrible thing has become the warmest memory, sometimes I think strangely, if, if there are only two of us left in this world, you and I have no choice but to choose to stay together forever,"

Jiang Dijia said, a little emotional, tired of finding a solid support on Jian Fan's shoulders, rubbing like a coquette, and her delicate cheeks were moving. The two of them were secretly looking for each other, as if they had a tacit understanding, and in an instant they found each other's lips and kissed each other deeply, deeply.

All the kisses are very beautiful, but this time there is a kind of poignancy after the beauty, Jian Fan stroked Jiang Qijia's bare back, and the lips and tongue sucked in the throat, unlike any previous time with a bit of obscene wantonness, but felt very quiet. A very happy tranquility, even if I felt a few salty tears slipping down Sister Jiang's cheeks, it seemed to be a sweet tranquility.

The beautiful chest is at hand, and the beautiful legs and waist that have made me feel tempted countless times in the yoga studio are all at hand. But as if there was some kind of magic, Jian Fan stroked his hand but didn't dare to blaspheme anymore, just kissed. Kissing, hugging, lingering in the entanglement of tongue and lips, unwilling to let go of this happiness that seems to be passing away for a long time.

Long. separated, head to head, nose tip to nose tip, Jiang Qijia also held Jian Fan's face as if he was unwilling, kissed lightly, gently, took Jian Fan's hand, and gently slipped out of his clothes and back. However, after being speechless for a while, Jian Fan seemed to have made a decision, very calmly, and naturally hugged Jiang Dijia and said, "Sister, I want to marry you." ”

"What!?" Jiang Dijia froze, as if startled.

"I'm going to take you as a wife. Jian Fan repeated.

"Cranky. I'm telling you the truth, not begging you to have mercy. Jiang Dijia smiled, rubbing Jian Fan's face, and joked: "Maybe one day I will be paralyzed in bed and never get up, do you want to marry?"

"Wouldn't it? Jian Fan pretended to be relaxed, and his heart was a little drumming.

"Hehe, I'm not sure if I listen to your tone, I don't have to lie to you. In fact, my parents and my brother can't find a bosom boyfriend, but they are afraid that they will make me suffer again, after all, I am not as perfect as a normal person, before you. Shanbei University has assigned a graduate student to the Internet Elementary School. Two years older than me, he pursued me frantically, and my father was also very optimistic about him, saying that maybe there would be a perfect marriage, but when my mother told him that all the Jiang family's property was in my brother's name and would not be inherited to his daughter, knowing that I might be paralyzed in bed. This seemingly perfect and open-minded man has never entered my door again, Jiang Dijia said metaphorically.

"I don't care about property, but I feel like I care more and more about you. Jian Fan said.

"I believe this, but what about the rest?,, I'm actually not as good as you, and I don't have the ability to stand on my own. is still like a little girl, tired of being around her parents. If you want to buy anything, you can pester my brother, and the job is also my mother's relationship, but it's actually just a disguise, and it should be a name. The salary is not even enough to buy clothes, can you afford to raise a parasite like me? small, not to mention, not to mention that it may test your psychological endurance and make you lose your happiness for a lifetime, I don't want to bring my tragedy to anyone again" Not to mention the people I care about. Jiang Dijia said and left slowly, parting Jian Fan's hand. In the dark, Jian Fan's lips moved, but it was for this. The existence of reality is speechless.

Can I do it? Can I do it?

The answer is clear, it simply can't be done.

"It's time for me to go back. Jiang Dijia was speechless when he saw Jian Fan. Pulled the car door with a click, but his hand was gently grabbed by Jian Fan, as if he couldn't bear it, and as if he was attached, Jiang Dijia turned around. Gently patted Jian Fan's face, and refused with a smile: "Don't regret it, there are so many beauties, don't you have one in your family?" Just treat me as an ordinary friend, don't be too involved, it's really to the point where you can't clean it up, it will make it difficult for you and me."

"I,,I'm not sure, I still want to" Jian Fan said, his mouth was covered by Jiang Dijia, and the words behind him were not spoken, so he heard Jiang Dijia say: "If love is to escape, then it is a responsibility, I have thought about it for a long time between us, and so far it is the best, although I am also a little reluctant "Sometimes giving up is also a kind of happiness, at least you can leave the beauty to each other, stop thinking nonsense, I am almost checked back every day when I live, I know that you really like me, I am satisfied" Softly, he put down Jian Dan, who was a little stunned. got out of the car and waved his hand, even though he was a little nostalgic. The figure still disappeared into the building quickly and quickly.

There was a loud bang, but it was Jian Fan who slammed the steering wheel, a little regretful, a little regretful, or a little lacking confidence and courage?

It seems to be both, it seems to be neither.

On a certain window on the third floor, behind the curtain, the pretty Jiang Dijia looked at the police car parked downstairs. After a long time, I drove out of the community with the lights on, reminiscing about the warm sweetness of the car, and my heart was a little gloomy. That's because all the sweetness and fantasy, all the romance and warmth, are like the vanishing headlights, and in the vision, there is only a warm night" (to be continued)