Old Time (82)

"What do you want me to do?" Zhang Xuejiao wiped the tears from her face, and then quickly regained her senses. Her expression was the same as always, If you don't know, you just think that the two of them are the same as before, idle and homely.

Lin Yutong looked at her: "You are a smart person, you should know very well what I want you to do." As she spoke, she asked again, "Break the cocoon...... Where are you going?"

Zhang Xuejiao was really surprised at this moment: "You even know how to break the cocoon?"

Lin Yutong raised his eyebrows: "Otherwise, how could I be in such a hurry to have a showdown with you." ”

Zhang Xuejiao understood what they were doing in the cocoon breaking plan, and they also guessed that eight or nine were not far from ten. Because I guessed it, I found myself first.

She took a deep breath: "I ...... Yes. But...... There is only one requirement. As he spoke, he looked at Lin Yutong: "I can die, and I can be executed by you." But...... I have a few words to explain clearly, and I ask you to write them down and put them on my file as one of my crimes. ”

Lin Yutong nodded: "You say." ”

Zhang Xuejiao pursed her lips and was silent for a long time before she said: "After my first husband died, in fact, my son also died. I had a fever at night, and I was unconscious, and when I was sent to the hospital, the doctor said no. You can check this, the hospital where you see the doctor is the Lin City People's Hospital, I remember that the doctor had a mole on his face...... I gave the doctor a gold bar, and he took the gold bar, prescribed me some fever-reducing medicine, and sent it away...... Halfway through, the child was gone. I buried my child next to my first husband, and you can go and open the coffin. This child in the family today, as you know, this child is not close to me, because ...... He was stolen by me, and his parents were also workers in the forestry farm, and the child was just over two years old at the time, so he must have been brought out by the eldest child in the family. But the older children played and forgot about the small ones. At that time, I had just buried my child, and I didn't expect to meet a ...... on the road I didn't know what to think, so I took the baby back...... The next day, I left my husband's house. Therefore, no one knows about this except me......"

She raised her eyes to look at Lin Yutong with a bit of pleading in her eyes.

These words are false.

But it's not a lie. It must have been true that the child was sick, but the child did not die and survived. It's an errand with a head, how can you not leave a way back for your child. At that time, a gold bar, a witness, was the back hand that remained. to prove that her lies are true. In order to make the fake come true, the man's grave must contain the bones of a child who died young. And in that forest farm, there must have been a couple who lost a child about the same age as her son.

And so things all at once. The real mother and son become a fake mother and child, which is a thread that a mother has buried for her child for more than ten years.

What she wants now is that Lin Yutong is willing to believe this falsehood, and help her to completely turn this falsehood into the truth and into an irrefutable iron fact.

Lin Yutong sighed, and then smiled bitterly: "Pity the hearts of parents all over the world!" She said: "If the child is not involved......

"No!" Zhang Xuejiao hurriedly said: "You can't tell your parents about such a thing, and you can't tell your wife and children...... ...... of husband and children Not only did the children not participate, but Lao Luo ...... Nothing is known. ”

Lin Yutong said: "What have you passed on over the years?"

Zhang Xuejiao smiled bitterly: "I don't think that the things I collected are of any use." Their mouths are tight, and if they ask too much, they will warn me......"

"But they all died because of you. Lin Yutong said.

Zhang Xuejiao nodded: "Yes! They all died because of me." In fact...... They are all very nice people. ”

Lin Yutong asked not deeply for the time being: "I can agree to what you said." Childish and innocent!"

Zhang Xuejiao's heart was put down all of a sudden, and she said what Lin Yutong wanted to hear: "My peak is a shadow, in fact, I really don't know who the shadow is." For the shadow, at first I hated him, hated him for disrupting the rhythm of my life, and the arrangements of hatred did not take into account my feelings at all. But when you really step out, there is no turning back...... The elusive shadow is my most solid backing and most reliable partner. I don't know who he is...... And I never thought about Li Zhaoshan. As she spoke, the corners of her mouth showed a somewhat mocking smile: "The relationship between me and him that you guessed is neither in nor far." She was my teacher and my lover, and just when I thought we were going to get married, I found out that he had a wife. I was pregnant, but his parents didn't approve of me. Yes, I wanted to go along, but his parents would rather take a distant relative with me than take me...... And he did not disobey his parents. The explanation to me is that his wife is gone, and if he stays, he will be able to stay with me for a long time. But...... JUN'S IDENTITY, HOW COULD I STAY SAFELY. I guessed that there might be a mission, so I ran away. fled to his hometown...... I did a lot of preparation back then, and I faked my death to get out. I thought that the people of JUN would not come again, but I didn't expect that after giving birth to a child, I received bullets and gold bars. At that time, I only suspected that Li Zhaoshan had poked out my business. Only he knows that I stayed, and only he knows that I am alive, and only he knows where I am staying. I always thought that he was coerced into betraying me. But I never knew that he was a shadow. As he spoke, he raised his eyes and looked at Lin Yutong: "I can know...... How do you guess my past?"

"Not a guess. Lin Yutong looked at her: "He told Jiahui." But that's not the way it is!"

A cluster of flames rose in Zhang Xuejiao's eyes: "What did he tell Jiahui?"

"He told Jiahui how you love each other, and how you have to separate...... Lin Yutong smiled: "I know your identity, I know that you are lovers, and I know how much you love children, when all the warmth in his words is torn apart, the rest is the truth." As she spoke, she paused: "As for whether he is a shadow or not, you can test him." I think so, and I trust my judgment. ”

Although these reasons are not the only ones, she is not wrong to infer from this perspective.

Lin Yutong didn't speak, only looked at Zhang Xuejiao: "So...... Can you start?"

Zhang Xuejiao nodded: "I know, I will cooperate with you." ”

"I guarantee Jiahui's safety and future. Lin Yutong got up: "I won't let the child know about you...... Real identity ......"

Zhang Xuejiao's tears came down with a brush: "Okay!"

Lin Yutong left, Zhang Xuejiao sat steadily, finished eating all the dumplings, and then got up and went to the child's room.

There are almost no traces of the child's life in the room, but she still chooses to sit on the child's bed, smooth every crease on the bedding, and then reach out to open the wardrobe, the clothes of spring, summer, autumn and winter are washed and stacked neatly. The patches were all sewn up, and she took out the clothes one by one, re-ironed them, and held them up and stuck them to her face, tears raining down.

Wrong! Wrong! Mom is wrong!

Back then, he should have been killed.

He is the only one who knows about the existence of our mother and son. If I had killed him ruthlessly when I felt that I had faked my death and escaped, I would not have fallen to the point where I am now.

Mom missed it once, and she won't miss it a second time. Mom has already said that you are not Mom's biological child, then you must not be Mom's biological child. The man who doesn't care about you but knows too much shouldn't be alive. Mom won't allow him to live in this world and hurt you anymore.

That night, everything was very calm, except that Director Lin sent a bowl of dumplings to Director Zhang.

Zhang Xuejiao went to the hospital with a smile and the boiled porridge. Luo Hengsheng didn't cough much, he wanted to be discharged from the hospital, but Zhang Xuejiao categorically refused: "Stay honest." If we want to cure us, we will eradicate the root of the ......"

Luo Hengsheng looked at her strangely: "A few days ago, you still think that people called me hospitalized because they wanted to divide power." ”

Zhang Xuejiao didn't raise her head to serve him dinner: "That's my careful eyes, with the heart of a villain." ”

Luo Hengsheng was even more strange: "It's rare for you to have such an attitude. He looked into her eyes: "Is there something hiding from me?"

Zhang Xuejiao pouted: "I can't hide anything from your eyes." What could be the matter, it's Yanni and Jiahui who are arguing again......"

Luo Hengsheng snorted: "It must be Yanni, this kid's temper ......"

"Don't say that. Zhang Xuejiao stuffed the bowl over: "Let the child know, and I have to say that I picked it up." Hurry up and eat, I'll go to Dr. Li and ask how long you have to stay, but don't have to be in the hospital for the Chinese New Year. The New Year's Eve is crooked, and it is unlucky!"

Luo Hengsheng placed the spoon heavily in the bowl, and the handle of the spoon touched the edge of the bowl and made a crisp sound: "What is auspicious or unlucky, it is all feudal superstition." ”

"Okay, okay!" Zhang Xuejiao walked out as she answered, and when she went out, the warmth on her face slowly put away.

She turned around and went to the second floor, but saw Li Zhaoshan going downstairs with a lunch box in his hand, she didn't expect her to look at him so calmly, and then asked, "Haven't eaten yet?"

Li Zhaoshan smiled: "No." What does Director Zhang want to ask...... If you don't mind, let's talk as we go......"

Zhang Xuejiao didn't speak, but kept up with him.

There were a lot of people along the way, and when they got out of the building and stood on the square, Li Zhaoshan said, "What is the task?"

"Dynamite. Zhang Xuejiao looked at him: "I hope you will run for me and get the explosives back." ”

Li Zhaoshan frowned: "Where did you get the explosives?"

"Don't ask more questions if you shouldn't. Zhang Xuejiao's face was cold, and she didn't explain a second time, but only turned around: "Just wait for my news." ”

Li Zhaoshan looked at Zhang Xuejiao's back and frowned deeply: She was going to act without permission.

Of course, as Li Zhaoshan's own, he cannot raise such an objection. According to the rules, it is impossible for him to know what Zhang Xuejiao's specific tasks are.

But as a shadow, he knew very well that he did not assign a task to Zhang Xuejiao.

What's going on?

Zhang Xuejiao has never been a rash person.

Then he wondered if he was looking for Jiahui's child to be a time witness, and she knew.

Could it be that she was suspicious?

If she had doubted, she wouldn't have let herself go so easily.

But no matter what the reason, his heart still rose.

Another two days passed, and when he returned to the dormitory that night, as soon as he pushed the door open, he felt that something was wrong. Just about to turn on the light, I heard Zhang Xuejiao's voice in the dark: "Don't turn on the light, it's me." ”

Li Zhaoshan frowned, then put his hand on his waist and turned around slowly: "Qingli, are you here?"

There was surprise in his tone, like a young man who had stolen his favorite girl.

This sound is easy to remind people of the past, which used to be called the days of love and affection.

Zhang Xuejiao looked at him in the dark, "Do you want to hide it from me?"

"What are you hiding from you?" Li Zhaoshan said: "I have already explained what happened back then, I and the Yao family are the orders of my parents, and I have no relationship with her." ”

"Don't mention it again, I don't want to mention it in my life, and I won't mention it again. She stood up, "Is it fun to play with me?

Li Zhaoshan was a little surprised: "Shadow? You say I'm a shadow, why do you think I'm a shadow?"

Zhang Xuejiao laughed shamefully: "You know me, and I know you." You've been busy these two days, aren't you?"

Li Zhaoshan looked at her: "I have been in the hospital and have never been out of the gate of the hospital, what am I busy with?"

What are you busy with?

Zhang Xuejiao took out a stack of letters from her pocket: "These letters were sent by you on behalf of your students." She got up and turned on the light directly, Li Zhaoshan was squinted by the light, but saw her holding a letter under the lamp. As soon as the light shines like this, it is easy to see that there are some inconspicuous needle holes on each letter. But the needle eyes are in an orderly order. More than a dozen letters are lined up together, translating the simple symbols composed of the eyes of the needles on them, which means: start two sets of plans.

"You don't trust me. Zhang Xuejiao sneered: "The second set of plans has been activated, so what about me? According to the rules, I have become a roadblock that must be cleared." ”

"No!" Li Zhaoshan shook his head: "It's not what you think." You are the mother of the child, you gave birth to a son, you have raised the son well, I am too late for you to hurry. I couldn't protect you before, but now, I hope you don't ...... muddy waters."

That is, if you admit it, you are the shadow. Zhang Xuejiao smiled miserably: "Sure enough?"

Li Zhaoshan slowly closed his mouth: "Qingli, things are not as ...... as you think"

"What do I think?" she walked over, stood across from the man, and then raised her hand sharply and slapped him. With the sound of 'pop', a man's sigh sounded: "Are you relieved? Can you listen to my explanation?"

"Explanation?" Zhang Xuejiao smiled: "Explain what? Explain that you are forcing me to marry one man after another in the name of shadows." How does it feel to send me to someone else's bed?"

Li Zhaoshan grabbed Zhang Xuejiao's hand: "Don't talk to me like this." Just because I'm a shadow now doesn't mean I've been a shadow before. The shadow is a symbol! Because of what the previous shadow did to you, it took me so many years to find out, and then I killed him. But there was still someone on the shadow, and he found me, didn't kill me, only let me replace the shadow...... I'm here for you mother and son, understand?"

Zhang Xuejiao looked at this man's eyes and smiled suddenly: "I don't understand." I don't believe anything you say. ”

Li Zhaoshan took a deep breath: "I know! Since I hid the marriage between you and me back then, you don't believe anything I say or do. You've never thought of me as a good person. Everything I say, in your opinion, has a purpose.