Xiao Yuan, although he was not the most popular when he was young, nor was he the most beautiful, nor was he the most talented, but his hard work was not lost to anyone. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

This is exactly what Anna likes.

After looking at it for a while, Anna gently pushed the door open and said to Xiao Yuan, who was sweating with his head down: "Xiao Yuan, stop for a while, I have something to say to you." ”

"Anna, why are you here?" Xiao Yuan raised his head and opened his mouth slightly when he saw Anna standing at the door, looking a little surprised.

Anna said: "The president called me to come to the company, saying that there is something to discuss with me, I heard Xiaoxian say that you came to the company for training, so I thought about coming to see you." ”

"Okay, don't talk about this, look at your sweaty appearance, you must be tired, let's rest for a while!"

"Okay!"

"Here, here you go!" went to the water cooler to get a glass of water, and after Anna handed it to Hyoyeon, she sat down next to her.

"Hyo-yeon, today is our day off, right? The sisters have gone to play, why do you still come to the company to train?" Anna asked.

After taking a sip of water, Xiaoyuan said: "I don't have anything to go to, I am bored in the dormitory, and I can't study, so I finally thought about coming to the company to practice dance." ”

"Is that so?"

"Yes, I don't sing well, and I don't look good, so as for Oh, I'm working dancing!" said Hyo Yuan rather self-deprecatingly.

In fact, who can understand her suffering.

After a brutal selection of trainees and defeating countless opponents, she was finally able to enter her youth! To be honest, she couldn't believe it at first.

Like she said, the only thing she could do was dance. After joining the youth, she has been very hesitant, because of her lack of confidence in herself, she has been cautious, and she is also a taciturn person when she is young.

She was afraid, afraid that one day the company or people in the same group would dislike her, and dislike her for not being worthy of her youth. Especially as her popularity grew, she felt more and more intense.

Sometimes, she herself feels that she doesn't deserve to be in her youth.

She likes to sing and become a singer, and if one day the fans dislike her, her teammates dislike her, and the company gives up on her, she is not sure if she will collapse.

After six or seven years of practice, she didn't know anything else except being a singer, and she didn't know what to do when she left this stage.

Fortunately, the sisters really regarded her as a sister, and there was no trace of disgust, and the company never wanted to give up her idea, which made her feel a little comforted.

She doesn't know how long this will last, though.

Now on the Internet, there are already fans who say that she is not worthy of being a member of the youth, she is like a vampire.

There is no amazing talent like Anna, there is no amazing appearance like Yuna, there is no invincible smiling eyes like Pani, there is no ......

Whenever she saw these remarks, she felt a faint pain in her heart, knowing that her efforts were not inferior to anyone's, why, why couldn't she be recognized by everyone?

Am I really not fit to be a singer?

If...... If only I could have Anna's talent or beauty.

"Hyoyuan ......"

"Anna, do you know? Actually, I'm very jealous of you!" Xiao Yuan suddenly turned his head and looked at Anna with a wry smile: "I am jealous that you have invincible talent, I am jealous that you have a stunning beauty, I am jealous of your uninhibited character, I am jealous that you are not afraid of heaven and earth, and I am jealous that you don't have to pay much to get everything that we can't get in our lives, everything, I am jealous of you a lot." ”

"Sometimes I think, God is really unfair, why put all the good in you, why you can be so good, why you can easily get what other people can't get in their lifetime...... How nice it would be if I had only one of the virtues you have? But no, even my most confident dance is far inferior to yours. ”

"I guess the others think the same way I do? To be honest, I've resigned myself to my fate, as they say, you're a God-created bug, not at the same level as us, and I didn't plan to compare myself to you a long time ago. But I'm really not reconciled......"

"I've worked so hard, why can't I get recognition?"

"Obviously I did my best, why did I get so little in return?"

"Obviously left everything, gave up everything, and blocked life on this road, is it just such a failure?"

"Could it be...... Am I really not good?"

"Hey!" Listening to Xiaoyuan's seemingly venting, as if confiding, and as if he was unwilling, Anna didn't know why, and her heart was a little panicked.

She knew that she was derelict in her duties, in the final analysis, she cared too little about Xiaoyuan, after all, even if she was a fan when she was young, even if she was a group fan, there was always a difference in the people she followed.

Anna's favorite ones are Sika, Taeyeon, and the most upright Hyun, and Hyoyeon is not her favorite type, so she doesn't pay much attention to her, whether in her past life or in this life.

Hyo-yeon's situation, Anna can understand. It's just that she didn't even notice it before, no, maybe she did, but she didn't pay too much attention to it.

If it weren't for hearing Xiaoyuan's confession today, maybe it would have been a long time before he found out, right?

"Xiaoyuan, in fact, everyone has what they are good at, and you are no exception. What's more, do you really think that I can easily get what other people can't get in their lifetime because of talent? Then you're wrong!"

Is it true that there is no price to be born again?

No, if she had a choice, Anna would rather go back to her previous life and be that self again.

The pain of being another person, giving up one's identity, giving up everything that relieves memory, relatives, friends, loved ones, hated people, living in this world as another person.

Sometimes she wondered, who was he, who was he, who had a blurred memory, or Anna?

"If nothing else, if it wasn't for that car accident, would I be who I am now?" Anna said: "I have everything I have today, and I didn't get it for nothing, let alone what I was born with." ”

"You only see what I get, but do you know how much I put in behind the scenes? Talent doesn't determine everything, hard work is the most important thing. Hyoyeon, I value your efforts, this is your most precious thing. ”

"What's more, isn't your dancing very good? Except for me, who among the new female artists in the whole of Korea dares to say that they can overpower you? You are the queen of girls' generation, you are, you are, you will be, and you will be the same, knowing that the day when girlhood disappears, you have always been, and no one can change this. ”