The warm spring water and the tranquil environment are just like when I went to the hot springs with Suzuka and the others.

It was supposed to be like this, but unfortunately now these are just illusions of my imagination, and with the description that Yetian told me, I made up the environment in my mind.

But at least I don't have to make up for the tranquility in my head, but luckily my hearing is still there.

"Murmuring ......"

"Is it still not working?"

When I heard the sound of the spring being pulled open and a little beating, I knew that Yetian should come in and soak with me. It's a pity that I don't have sight or touch anymore, otherwise it must be a sight that would make my nosebleeds.

"If I'm done now, I won't tell you, but I'm going to quietly enjoy this wonderful scenery. ”

"Yes. If you're okay now, it's okay for you to watch it for the rest of your life. ”

"Haha, that's pretty good. It wouldn't be cost-effective if you didn't go back to it......"

I tried to shake my hands to dispel the somewhat oppressive atmosphere, but I couldn't feel my hands now, but I guess I could still move them instinctively.

"Hey, don't mess around here. The water is hitting my face. ”

"That's what I'm aiming for. ”

"Less of a liar, you fool. ”

I guessed it was a slight flick on my forehead, and I suddenly felt that it was a good thing that I didn't feel pain.

However, even though the sensation in the body is lost, the feeling in the heart is stronger than before. Now there are more cranky thoughts, is it because a person is bored and only dreams can give him a sense of fulfillment?

After all, there is no way for me to feel that I am still alive, and the only thing left is to feel that I am still alive and happy except for imagination.

"Can you do a song like you used to?"

I spoke with a little uneasiness, and even I noticed this uneasiness, and I am afraid that it is impossible for the night sky not to notice it.

But my fear and anxiety still can't be eliminated.

If a person can live indifferently like a normal person after losing many feelings, I am afraid that he has stopped thinking or has given up living.

At least I still have hearing left, and I still want to live.

"It's okay, you're going to be fine. ”

At this time, I could hear Yetian's voice, just like next to me, so she must have been hugging her, putting her head on her shoulder, and talking to me in her ear.

I wanted to respond to her and hold her with both hands. But I didn't know if I had done it, and I moved my hands as I thought about how I had hugged the woman in front of me.

But I don't know if I'm hugging or not, or how the girl in front of me is hugging me.

I think I should be crying at this time, I can't even hug the woman I love in front of me, I can't do such a simple thing.

Being incompetent has always been what I hate the most, I can't save my parents, I can't save Fit, I can't save myself at night, I can't bring smiles to the people I love, these are the things I hate the most.

No way......

I'm going to go crazy if I think about it like this.

Maybe I'm starting to understand now why people want to stop thinking, because the more you think, the more you can't stop being afraid. Like a black hole, it gradually consumes your spirit and will, and soon it will become crazy.

"多分君は少し强がりで (Maybe you are a little bit of love),いつも笑颜を作ってばかり (has been smiling)"

At this time, the gentle singing came to my ears and pulled me out of this crazy vortex. This song is the voice of the night sky, the only salvation I have now.

In retrospect, I had been traveling for more than six months to heal Yetian, and I had visited many different monuments and shrines, tried all the elixirs, and tried all the tools to break the curse.

Unfortunately, the curse of the crow has never been lifted, and I have begun to give up, not wanting to continue to make the night sky hard. But this fool still continued unyieldingly, and I was afraid that one day she would become crazy because of me, and Lily would be happy with us.

In time, Lily should have made Yetian make a decision, and she definitely wouldn't let Yetian get lost like this because of me.

So I just have to live in the moment, feeling the moment when she is still with me, until one day I or one of her will disappear.

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I sang while holding the man in front of me, who was just a passer-by in my life, and I saved him only because of my conscience that I could not see death without help.

Unexpectedly, today he has become a more important existence than himself, even if he can't live, he wants him to live, and if he can, he wants to be happy.

"Did you sleep......

I caressed his face, but he didn't react and just leaned quietly on top of me, and he shouldn't be able to feel my hand even if he had lost his four senses and only heard.

"If I could, I would like to be happy with you. ”

But I know that this man has a group of girls waiting for him in the future, and his family and friends are in danger in the future, and he now has a way to save them. But he still chose to stay here with me, and I am glad that without this curse I would not have paid attention to the family and friends he abandoned in the future.

But now it's different, he and I may only be able to live one, and there should be only one left who can be happy.

It's been more than a year since he found many different ways to break the curse, and maybe he didn't notice it when it rained, but it took longer than he thought. We walked a lot of places and found different ways and tools to break the curse, but none of them broke the curse on the rain.

Many people have said that the curse on him is impossible to break, and it makes me accept reality or something. Even Lily is starting to want to give up, and there are few spell-breaking methods left in her library. For the rest of the day, I set my sights on the name "transfer", a method of transferring mana that I had already acquired before I came to this spring that purportedly restores the five senses.

"But if you let you know that I saved you like this, you will definitely regret and suffer. ”

So what follows is a play, a play that will allow you to let go of me to save your friends, and a play that will bring me to an end with you.

Even if you don't give up, you must do it. After all, I'm already so in love with you, I can't bear to continue to watch you suffer.

If you can have a better future without me, then you should have it.

I just have to think about what I'm going to leave for you.