December 22 is sunny on the winter solstice

Today I am once again playing the role of God, judging the ugliness of human nature that I abhor and that violates my moral code. I'm killing again. It's been more than once, but I'm still frustrated. I didn't get the slightest joy in my heart, and everything around me didn't change in the slightest. People are still immersed in the river of their own desires, tirelessly, and unknowingly.

Everything is marginal. There are those who are isolated from themselves, and there are those who are isolated from the outside world. In short, everything seems to be walking on the edge of the world, a sense of detachment. I don't want to play the role of a judge, but there is no reverence in people's hearts now. The gods are not worthy of reverence, but there must be enough reverence for faith.

The topic of the soul suddenly came to mind. It seems that some (boring) scholars in the West who are engaged in the so-called "mystical science of the human body" have come to the conclusion after rigorous experiments: "The mass of the human soul is 21 grams". In other words, I think my soul will definitely be heavier. Perhaps it's because of the gaps that it's easier to fill.

If I could predict the day of my return, I would choose to end it all before I turned fifty. The decay of qi and blood, and the withering of my face are the torments that I can't bear.

If I could predict my return, I would choose to settle at the bottom of Hell. The heart is like a mound of grass, and the thoughts are endless. The taste of it must also make me linger.

You can look up but you can't see it, and the place where the soul returns is home.

The world I see is not only black and white,

Sunlight can be broken down into colors, and the divergence of desire can also be infinite;

It is not only yesterday that can be remembered, but also tomorrow;

Even now,

Turning around,

Or maybe it's just,

In spite of oneself.

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