119: Accept or Not
Zhang Yang can't beat Wei Zizhou.
However, Wei Zizhou was really ruthless, and directly bleed from the corners of Zhang Yang's eyes!
I can understand Wei Zizhou's hatred, I am a poor person like him.
He was an orphan, and I was living a hard life.
For those of us who are poor, there is a stronger sense of "self-esteem" than the average person.
Wei Zizhou is very self-respecting, facing the rich Xue Xiaotong, his originally sensitive heart was stimulated again and again tonight, making his self-esteem completely burst in the end.
He very much hoped that Zhang Yang could stand on his side, even if he pulled him over strongly, but instead of standing on his side, Zhang Yang confronted him again and again.
Of course, whoever it is, it may be like Zhang Yang. In the face of a person who is willing to spend money on himself and accompanies him wholeheartedly, he will always feel indebted after a long time.
However, love should be the most important thing between them after all, right?
Love, the most worrying thing is the fear of pollution.
But the love between Wei Zizhou and Zhang Yang was soiled by Xue Xiaotong......
But, at the end of the day, why not because of me?
At the beginning, Xue Xiaotong threatened Zhang Yang with the secret of me being a princess in a nightclub, but Zhang Yang didn't agree at first, and finally Wei Zizhou asked him to accompany Xue Xiaotong to act, and he went.
No one thought that Xue Xiaotong would be so good to Zhang Yang, so that Zhang Yang, who has a personality, would fight with Wei Zizhou because of her.
It's just that Wei Zizhou's attack is really heavy......
Thinking of the blood on Zhang Yang's face, I was worried.
Zhang Yang is a model! If that punch hits the corner of his eye, wouldn't it be equivalent to causing a heavy blow to Zhang Yang's modeling career!
If it is really a stitch, what will happen to the full mold preliminary competition after that year?
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Alas.
Looking at the night sky outside the hotel, I was depressed.
Wei Zizhou next to him was already lying there asleep. Of course, it's definitely fake sleep.
The fight between the two of them alarmed the hotel security guards, and a group of security guards came up and pulled them away.
Zhang Yang pointed at Wei Zizhou's nose with a bloody face, and scolded: "You wait for me!"
Wei Zizhou pushed the door open, "I'll wait here!
It's been two hours, and Zhang Yang hasn't come back yet.
However, even if they come back, it is impossible for the two to meet, right?
"Whew... Shh......h
Wei Zizhou, who was behind him, exhaled a depressed breath.
When I heard the commotion, I turned around and saw him sitting up from the bed with his legs in a figure, looking dead and silent.
"Shit, bastard!" he scolded, jumped out of bed, put on his coat and was about to leave!
"Where are you going!" I asked.
However, without saying a word, he strode out.
I hurriedly followed, and when I got in the car, I found out that he was going to rent out the house.
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When I arrived at the rental house, I knew why he had suddenly cursed like that.
- Because, at the moment, all the things that are publicized in the rental house have been taken.
"He's gone......" I went to the bedroom and took a look, and came out to say.
"......" Wei Zizhou sat on the wooden chair, folded his elbows on his knees, lowered his head and didn't say a word.
"Zizhou?" I walked over and half-crouched down to look at his reddened eyes.
"Am I too selfish...... "After a while, he spat out a sentence faintly.
"Don't do that. ”
"Why am I so heavy? How can I be so idiot!!" he said, picking up his palm and slapping himself!
"Zizhou! don't do this! don't do this!" I hugged him hard.
As soon as he whimpered, he broke down and cried!
"It's okay, it's okay! It's only temporary!" I comforted.
He shook his head vigorously, and then lowered his head.
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The twenty-eighth day of the lunar month.
Provincial capital railway station.
The crowd was surging, and in the hot crowd, when I saw Wei Zizhou, I felt that the surroundings were so cold.
There were no tickets on the train, and we stood at the docking of the carriages.
He leaned on the side of the door and window, looking at the hazy sky outside the window, and his handsome and cold appearance made everyone who passed by couldn't help but look sideways. However, he stood silently all the way like an ice sculpture.
The railway station in Hongren County is much colder.
As soon as he got out of the train station, he saw Xue Xiaotong's company's advertising tower, and after Wei Zizhou saw it, his eyes were a little lonely.
Materially, he lost......
In love, he lost to his own impulses.
I followed him home, and when he opened the door, he looked at the room and looked at me. There is gratitude in the eyes.
"Go back," he whispered...... After putting his luggage aside, he turned around and went to the bathroom.
I walked to the side of the tea cabinet, took a cup and poured two glasses of water.
While holding a cup and drinking water, it suddenly occurred to me that the bedroom of the two of them had not been cleaned yet.
Just as he was about to walk over, Zhang Yang walked out of the bathroom.
As I watched him walk to the bedroom, I quickly followed.
As soon as I opened the door, there were boxes of major brands piled up in the shape of a hill.
"Huh...... He lied to me that nothing had happened. Wei Zizhou looked at the packaging boxes and said with a cold expression.
"Zhang Yang can't refuse, you also know Xue Xiaotong's temper. I said as I stood beside him.
"......" Wei Zizhou didn't respond to my walk-in, looking at the packages that had been opened, and some unopened brand-name clothes next to them. There was no expression on his face.
I looked at the unopened packaging, and at this moment I thought that it was left by Zhang Yang to Wei Zizhou. And Xue Xiaotong also said in school that he wanted to give Wei Zizhou something.
Since Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou are such good friends, she must also want to please Wei Zizhou.
"This fool, does he think I'm him?" Wei Zizhou said, staring at the clothes.
"He cares about you. "I said it dryly, I felt that I really didn't know what to say other than that.
"Huh...... He's just an idiot, who doesn't care about these things. As he spoke, he closed the door and walked into my bedroom, and before closing the door, he looked at me and said, "It's the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, go home quickly! Your father is still waiting for you at home." ”
After speaking, after closing the door, I heard him lying on the bed.
"Zizhou, it's the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, and the people who sell things outside are closed. However, there are eggs and noodles in the kitchen, and you cook some to eat when you are hungry. I reminded.
"Got it, I have instant noodles and ham sausage in my luggage. He responded.
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It's the twenty-eighth of the lunar month.
When I passed by Yunfei, I remembered that today was the death day of Ah Zhu.
When I think of her age when she died, my heart was clouded with an indescribable color.
Sixteen years old.
In terms of society, I was just a freshman in high school.
However, from the perspective of life, the sixteen-year-old Ah Zhu was already a mother who had lost her child.
How complicated can a person's life be?
Where will my life go?
used to sit in Feng Yan's shop, fantasizing that one day he could grow a full body and make a man look happy, so that he didn't have to stand there for half a day like Feng Yan and no one came......
Later, he was rescued by Fu Xiangqin.
In that kind of ordinary and ordinary days, the life of eating, going to school, and sleeping made me slowly become an ordinary person.
The life of ordinary people is to go to school, graduate, work, get married, have children, raise children, and have a clear life like reincarnation.
I thought I would live such an ordinary life.
However, I felt more and more that my life began to change unconsciously, and there were many choices.
Lu Li's different life is infecting me;
Wei Zizhou and Zhang Yang's modeling path also led me to another life choice.
Through the words of Mr. Xu's top people, I knew that if I didn't follow the path of modeling, it would be a waste of God's gift.
However, who can say for sure that there is such a thing as life?
Every choice in life is a choice of different living circumstances.
If I had chosen to continue my education, my life would have been simple, but if I had chosen modeling, my life would have changed completely.
Thinking about it, I have already walked to the door.
Looking at the dilapidated courtyard and smelling the pungent smell, all the fantasies were smashed down by the reality in front of them.
Dragging his luggage, he pushed open the dilapidated iron door. The cold wind blew, and it was as if someone was wearing a "poor" hat on top of his head in an instant.
"Dad, I'm back. "I shouted when I saw smoke coming from the south room.
My father came out on crutches and looked at me with a smile: "I'm back, I'm back! I'm frying New Year's goods, and I've got pig's trotters for you to boil and eat." ”
"I'll help you get it. I leaned over and said.
"No, it's too choking inside, I've been busy for a few days and I'm almost done. You go inside, your mother and your brother came here a few days ago, and they brought you a lot of things!
When I turned around and was about to leave, he stopped me again and said, "By the way, Zhang Liang bought you shoes!" ”
"Well, got it. I laughed.
My father didn't have the money to buy me New Year's clothes, so after Fu Xiangqin bought it for me, he was even happier than me.
When I entered the bedroom, I saw clothes and shoes piled up on the bed.
Two pieces of clothing, one for winter and one for spring.
Two pairs of shoes and a pair of snow boots knew at a glance that they were bought by Fu Parsley. And the shoes next to me that were specially wrapped in gift paper must have been bought by Zhang Liang.
When I opened the package, I saw that it was a pair of Nike.
The design is very beautiful white Nike.
took out the note inside, and it was Zhang Liang's handwriting.
"Murphy, this is the pocket money I saved for a year to buy for you, I know I don't have much money now, but I will definitely earn a lot of money in the future, and I will spend it for you when the time comes. We all wear school uniforms in school, and the competition between classmates is shoes, and when you wear these shoes, they won't look down on you!"
Looking at the slightly sloppy font and slightly childish words, I was quite satisfied.
It's just that when I think of the scene when he fought with Officer Zhang, I couldn't help but sigh again.
When I take it out and put it on, it feels like it fits perfectly.
Sitting on the bed, looking at the shoes on your feet, you think to yourself, this is also a luxury, right?
I couldn't help but think of those luxuries in Wei Zizhou's bedroom.
So, I slowly took off my shoes and put them back in the box.
I can't wear it,
If I wear it, am I worthy of Lu Li?
These are shoes full of love, but that love is from Zhang Liang, not from Lu Li.
If I wear these shoes, then it means that I have accepted Zhang Liang's love.
At that moment, Wei Zizhou's lonely eyes suddenly appeared in his mind......
Then I felt more and more that he was right.
Each of us loves famous brands, and each of us looks forward to a life of material affluence.
But when someone gives us something out of love, rejection is often more valuable than acceptance.
Zhang Yang has the embarrassment of Zhang Yang, but Wei Zizhou has Wei Zizhou's pain.
Poverty was originally the thorn in his heart, but Zhang Yang pushed that thorn into his sensitive heart.
From that moment on, I stood on Wei Zizhou's side......
Wei Zizhou's fist is the kind of "acceptance".
Zhang Yang accepted the other party's touch, accepted the other party's invitation, accepted the other party's gifts, and even accepted the other party's request to stay overnight.
It's a thing to be liked,
However, accepting the likes of others is a different matter.
"Buzz ......"
Suddenly, the phone rang.
It's an unfamiliar number!?
"Hello?"
"Murphy?" a familiar voice, but I couldn't remember who it was.
"You are?"
"I'm Daoji, hehe...... Our boss asked me to send you some New Year's goods!" said Daoji with a smile.
"Uh......" A burst of surprise made my brain go blank!