Guimei's breath!

Where does the confidence come from?

I smiled distemperedly, too lazy to ask her what was going on.

Among the four people who have some to do with Xinya, Wenwen, Guimei and me, I am the most embarrassing one.

It is humiliating to be pitied and sympathetic to others every day, especially when I cannot yet identify myself as a sick person and do not need such pity and sympathy.

There are several women around me, but I can't be like a fish in water, especially when I haven't come out of my last relationship, from the longing and guilt of my wife.

Guimei is still a little woman's willfulness, jealous, living in a world where no one else is around, and doing what she likes to do.

Under the cover of her sister's identity, Xinya turned a deaf ear to the suspicions of others, and took care of me, a "patient", as a hostess.

Wenwen is the one who makes me seem to understand and makes me feel guilty and a little self-reproachful.

She seems to have been looking forward to my sleepwalking for a long time, since she learned that I have sleepwalking, she seems to be a different person, the eyes that used to see me and still a little sad have become bright, the tense face has also dissipated, and the belly is always deliberately high when walking, sometimes I think that this is the pride of a woman who is about to become a mother, and sometimes I suspect that she is provoking and declaring war on me.

What's even more embarrassing is that the last time she searched for those words from the Internet for me to see, there were obviously some misjudgments and misinterpretations of my behavior after the sleepwalking episode, and I can't deny and justify it, because sleepwalking people can't recall anything done during the sleepwalking episode, and can only let others interpret it.

If my sleepwalking syndrome is like most people, just get up and walk around in a deep sleep and quickly lie back in bed to sleep, such sleepwalking is not publicized, I'm afraid no one knows, but it's my turn it's so serious, not to mention the long time of sleepwalking, the worst thing is to run out in the middle of the night, go out into trouble, and do something that violates morality and law, which is too frightening.

I'd rather they were all like Gui Mei, who shrugged off my sleepwalking and let it go.

Obviously, neither Xinya nor Wenwen can do this.

The psychiatrist's main treatment for my sleepwalking syndrome is to reduce my mental and psychological stress, but before I decided that I had sleepwalking, I seemed to be relatively relaxed most of the time, and now things are going in the opposite direction: I want my dead wife more, and I hope that she can appear in front of me and listen to me, just like in the past, when she was alive, when I was hesitating, depressed, depressed, and depressed, she always listened to me quietly, and did not say too much, rubbed two handfuls on my head, held my face, stared at me, and said very simply: "Listen, it will pass soon, no matter what happens, it's not scary, I'm by your side, always with you. ”

But my wife broke her promise, and left me early, and when I left, I had no news at all, I didn't find someone to dream of, and I didn't respond to the call of the great immortal I invited, I sold my property to be a charity and worshiped the Dharma to learn psychic and then went down again and again to find her, she was still nowhere to go, where did I go to find her to tell!

I couldn't help but complain indiscriminately about my wife, she had shared a bed with me for so many years, it was impossible that she hadn't found out that I had sleepwalking, she must have been on the one hand preferring not to sleep and strictly guarded against letting me go out to get into trouble once, and at the same time, in order to take care of my face and self-esteem, and avoid adding more to my psychological burden, she kept it a secret from me, and didn't even take me to the hospital for a check-up.

The desire to see my wife again drove me not to think about my own sleepwalking and the consequences of sleepwalking, but I continued to prepare to go there.

I firmly believe that Uncle Niu has become a ghost, and his hint about Meng Po is definitely not groundless.

Xiaomeng couldn't point it, I suddenly remembered what Xiaomeng once said: Who doesn't have a little weakness, who doesn't have a little selfishness, you come and go with me for a long time and become friends.

I asked Xinya what old ladies usually liked, and Xinya asked curiously, "Why are you asking this? Which old lady are you going to see?"

"Just ask, a friend asked me, he was superstitious, and wanted to send something to his dead old lady to make her old man happy and happy over there, and have a better life. "I can already tell a lie like this.

Xinya criticized me very gently: "What kind of friends? No wonder, you are a raccoon dog." ”

Having said that, Xinya still gave me a list of things that older women might like, according to her understanding.

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It's really unlucky, when I drink cold water, I stuff my teeth.

When I went to the underworld shop to buy something, I ran into Guimei.

"Why are you here?"

Gui Mei is a young girl in a completely modern society, and she has no relatives and no reason in this city, what is she doing in the underworld?

Guimei seemed to be much calmer than me: "I'll buy something, isn't it almost the New Year, buy something for my aunt and burn it." ”

I was grinding there, looking at this and that, in order to wait for Guimei to leave.

"You pick so carefully, it's almost enough, buy it quickly. "Gui Mei urged me.

The roof leak happened to be rainy.

"Let's go after you're done, I'll have to wait a while." ”

"I'm not leaving, when you're done buying, I'll take your car with you. Gui Mei simply sat on an empty chair at the door, clearly saying: I just want to go with you.

Damn! I said in my heart.

When I walked to Gui Mei with two large bags of things, Gui Mei glanced at the bag in my hand and smiled: "It's not a little money, right?"

It wasn't until I got in the car that I thought that Gui Mei saw me buy so many sacrificial supplies for the first time, and then looked at Gui Mei's calm appearance all the way, without the slightest surprise and doubt about Xinya, but in my heart I felt that the thief was caught on the spot.

"Then you can pick me up in your car, and let's go burn it together." Gui Mei was so unfazed when she said this, she didn't even face me, and her expression was natural.

This sacrifice was all recommended by Xinya to my fictional friend, and if Xinya was allowed to burn it with me at that time, wouldn't it be exposed?

Anyway, I need someone to do me a favor, and since I've already bumped into it, why not look for Guimei, and one less acquaintance can see it.

Fortunately, my second reaction was more timely, and I hurriedly said, "Okay, I'll pick you up then." ”

On the night of the burning, I draw a circle on the ground, and when I burn the sacrifices in the circle, I usually have to say to whom the sacrifices are to be given, and some message, as if we were mailing a package with an address and a postscript, so that it can be sent to a specific soul there.

Gui Mei had few things, so I drew a circle on the side to burn her things, and I took the opportunity to quickly draw a few circles, poured out all the sacrificial hulala, and placed them in separately, lit a fire one by one and burned slowly, and plucked the sacrifice with a small branch in my mouth to burn it thoroughly.

"You're sending so many valuable things, aren't you afraid of getting into trouble?"

After the burning, the largest and last sacrifice in the circle was about to get up, when Guimei's voice sounded behind me, so blind that I almost cried out.

I've seen countless ghosts, but that's as a living ghost, and now it's an occasion like the Yang Realm, and if you really see a ghost, it will definitely feel different.

Mess with?

Wouldn't it? Just because of that, you think that I sprinkled the haze into the sky?

When I asked Gui Mei what she meant, she just smiled and didn't explain anything.