Chapter 446: Lu Sheng's Grievances

He walked to the side of the balcony and turned on the radio first, which was directly the most familiar and familiar voice to himself, it was Nie Tian who said it, she said first: "Hey, today is another weekend, so I'll come here to see if there's nothing to do." I still like this little balcony as much as before, but there is no you here, to be honest, I miss you so much today. ”

Lu Sheng listened to the radio and opened all the envelopes, and the handwriting was also the most familiar to him. All of them were written by Nie Tian, and there was a letter that read, "There were some situations in the class today, you didn't go long, and your classmates were bullied, I have a good protection for our classmates, and the teacher hopes you can be by your side." ”

"Today, the school is temporarily closed in the afternoon, I don't have anything to do, and I came to your house to have a look. I felt that there was nothing angry at home, so I put a pot of flowers, and I hope that when you come back, this pot of flowers will be ready to bloom. I'm looking forward to you coming home and cooking a meal for me, my house has been messy lately, and I haven't eaten properly for a long time. ”

Lu Sheng was already in tears unconsciously, he walked to the edge of the balcony, picked up the flower pot and gently poured some water into it, looking at his bedroom was still very clean, you can see how much this girl cares about her home. And what a bad means he used to deceive her for such a long time.

He couldn't listen to it at all, because the more he listened, the more painful he felt in his heart, the more guilty he became, should he have explained this matter to Nie Tian a long time ago, Nie Tian would not have misunderstood himself so deeply, as long as he gave himself a chance to explain, he believed that he would be able to solve everything clearly, why did things happen to such a point? It is unpredictable.

Lu Sheng remembered at this time, why did Nie Tian ask himself why he didn't go back to his house to live, why did he live in a hotel? It turned out that all this was prepared by Nie Tian, it was Nie Tian's heart, and it was Nie Tian's little surprise to him, but he didn't expect it at that time, and now he sees it but he doesn't have time to regret it.

He sat there, crying bitterly, he was really very sad, he looked at Nie Ming's photo, and said: "I thought you were gone, I was going to guard her for the rest of my life, I originally wanted to make this matter clear to her when everything was settled, but it was too late, she may never forgive me, what should I do?"

Lu Sheng is aggrieved like a child, if the things of the year happen again, Lu Sheng would rather die and the person who dies is himself, but people can't be resurrected after death, and the things of the past can't reappear, everything has become a certainty, and every hurdle encountered in life is due. There is nothing to regret later, and there is nothing to do again.

"I know everything is my fault, but I need her to give me a chance to explain, to give me a chance to take care of her all the time, since I met her, I have always felt guilty in my heart, I want to do my best to be good to her, try my best to make all the plans for the future, I just want her to live this life in peace and happiness. ”

Lu Sheng actually knew that he must be in danger when he met Nie Tian, but he was willing to do everything for Nie Tian, the reason why Nie Tian is so miserable now is that Lu Sheng was so good to her, it turned out that it was just out of guilt back then, not to herself, so she was so sad.

And Nie Tian would feel that if she continued to be born with Lu like this, she would feel that she was very sorry for her brother. Because she was the enemy who killed her brother, how could she have other feelings for her brother's enemy? Something like this will never happen to you. Therefore, for this kind of feeling, Nie Tian will try his best to restrain it.

If it weren't for the previous things, Nie Tian would definitely write in his wish envelope, "I hope that I and the person in my heart can live our lives well in Xiamen, enjoy the beauty of life in a city that no one knows, and be full of illusions about the future." But it happened, and she didn't really know what to write.

Lu Sheng stayed alone in this room for a long time, he knew that life still had to go on, even if Nie Tian couldn't pay attention to himself now, but there were still a lot of things waiting for him to deal with. The old teacher has been waiting by his side for so long, Nie Tian's results are about to come out, according to today's situation, it is really difficult for Nie Tian to go to Xiamen again.

If Nie Tian really can't go to Xiamen, he feels that he is really sorry for Nie Tian, because he made Nie Tian give up the goal he has been fighting for for so long, and because he has delayed the old teacher for so long, so she feels that she is a sinner now, and it is difficult to walk, and she doesn't know how to go down.

And Lu Sheng is also worried that if he rejects the old teacher now, and Nie Tian is actually sensible, she will not give up her dream for more than a year because of some of her own reasons, but by that time she has already gone back, wouldn't the old teacher block the road to Nie Tian's future development, so Lu Sheng is really entangled in his heart.

When he plans to go back, he will confess to the old teacher and tell the old teacher everything, what if the old teacher has any way to help him solve this matter? Wouldn't that be the best of both worlds? In this way, it will not delay Nie Tian's possible trip to Xiamen in the future, and it will not delay the rest of the old teacher's next trip, so he can only do this, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.

So he locked the door of his house, and the key was still placed under the mat, because he was thinking that if Nie Tian came back one day, or came here to take a look on a whim, and he took the key away, it would be too inconvenient for her. Leave the key to her, anyway, everything she has is hers, and it's not bad for this key.

In fact, the old teacher is also a very, very wise person, he has been waiting for Lu Sheng to ask him, he will also think about helping Lu Sheng solve this matter, he is not afraid of young people's things, he hopes that young people can experience more and accumulate more experience.