I was afraid that Tian Sen would see my gloomy face, so I tried hard to change my mood.

However, when he saw the wedding dress he was wearing, Lu Li's figure immediately appeared in his mind.

Think of that picture of the corpse, think of their car rolling into the cliffs of the rainforest!

My heart is ......

And He Lily, is He Lily also seriously injured, so he has been recuperating for such a long time and has no time to contact me?

If Lu Li is alive, there is no reason why he should not contact me!

Thinking of this, tears are about to flow.

Grabbing the wedding dress on his lower body, he was afraid of damaging the expensive clothes for others after using force, and he clutched the cold beach chair depressedly, trying to release the low mood in his heart, but when he exerted force, the pain on his shoulder came again.

In short, I can't handle my emotions well......

I don't have the heart to take pictures at all!

I don't even want to compete in the next games!

Lu Li is dead, Lu Li is dead, this time Huang Mao has explored the base of He's enterprise, and those old employees of He's Group say that Lu Li is dead, so what reason do I have to insist?

Once, I felt that He Lily was too good, so I surpassed my limits again and again, and forced myself to grow again and again!

I'm afraid that I'm not worthy of Lu Li, I'm afraid that I'll be suppressed by He Lily in the future, I'm afraid that I'm too weak and I can't control my love in the future!

So, I tried hard, I shot people, I led the team to fight, I stabbed people with a knife!

Who am I doing so many outrageous and crazy things beyond my age? I am for Lu Li and for our future......

But, no... It's gone... It's really gone......

"Ready!" shouted the photography teacher as he stood on the beach.

After all, it was winter, and no matter how warm the sun was, it couldn't withstand the bitter cold wind, so I hugged my coat tightly, closed the brim of my fluffy hat, and walked over step by step.

Tian Sen was dressed in a black suit and looked several years older.

was originally in good shape, but when he was decorated with a suit, and then combed his big back, he was even more handsome at the moment.

However, no matter how handsome I am, I don't think it's the same.

It's very different from Lu Li's feeling of hitting me straight to the bottom of my heart.

If I hadn't received a call from Huang Mao, if Lu Li's death hadn't been confirmed, and if I still had that thought in my heart, today's shooting would have gone smoothly.

After all, the previous Tian Sen really touched me.

After being moved, I felt that I could release that "love" from my heart.

The distance is getting closer and closer, and Tian Sen's expression has begun to change from happy to indifferent, from indifferent to doubtful.

"You, what's wrong with you?"

"I don't want to shoot anymore......" I said.

Tian Sen glanced at the photographer next to him, then turned back and said, "Don't be like this, I told the photographer just now, I will change my mind again, and the photographer will be angry...... Besides, we're all here, okay?"

Tian Sen's voice whispered warmth, but the coldness in my heart could not be dissolved by this simple warmth.

When the last straw of love is broken, that kind of pain is only known to those who have experienced it.

I doubted again and again, and hoped again and again, but no matter how much I doubted, I still had hope in my mind.

I know that Lu Li will not die, he will not die......

However, Huang Mao's phone call ended.

"I can't shoot ......," I said.

"What the hell is going on?" he visibly noticed a difference in me.

"You don't have to worry about it, I'm just ......," I said, and quickly turned around and walked back.

Tian Sen knew that things between me and my brother were not so simple, he was not a fool, he knew what was going on in my heart through my expression.

I don't want to lie to him, but I don't want to irritate him!

He still has three weeks left, and I can't stimulate him anymore at this time! What if he gets jealous and doesn't have surgery?

However, he has now thought that it is related to Lu Li!

"Is there any news of your brother?" he asked.

I hurriedly shook my head, thinking of N reasons in my head,

But no!

It's all too fake!

I wouldn't believe it myself, how could he believe it if he was so smart?

"Say, what's the matter with you? Is it because your shoulder hurts?" he asked.

"No, it doesn't hurt much!" I said, holding my shoulder.

"That'...... What's going on? You can't be like this all of a sudden, who made that call?"

"My mother......" I froze, tears already welling up in my eyes.

"Your mother?"

"My mom has breast cancer...... I said, turning my head to the beach chair to the side, buttoning up my down hat so he wouldn't see my face.

Perhaps, this is the only reason that will keep him from doubting.

Because the biggest shadow in his heart also comes from his mother, and that shadow has continued until now, so after I told me that Fu Xiangqin had breast cancer, he immediately ran to the photographer to explain.

After a little tossing just now, my heart felt a little more comfortable.

After all, no matter how good I think, no matter how true my hopes are, the cruelty of reality is already in my subconscious.

It's just that feeling of disillusionment, that sense of reality of death, when it comes, it really makes people collapse irrepressibly.

I didn't have the confidence to shoot well, and now I don't have a state, so it's better not to shoot than to be embarrassed.

"Is it serious?" asked Tian Sen.

"I don't know...... Let me be quiet, okay?" I said.

"It's too cold here, let's go back and change our clothes. Tian Sen said.

"Hmm. I got up.

&

On the way back to the car, the photographer has no opinion, but will be very happy. He was hired for a day, and now he doesn't have to work, so he is happy.

I looked at the unfamiliar scenery outside the window, and my heart slowly settled. One is the loneliness of losing my love......

Tian Sen glanced back at me, and when he saw that I found out, he immediately turned his head away.

Mixed emotions haunt me.

At the moment, I don't want to do anything, I don't want to hear anything, I don't want to talk about anything.

This feeling is very similar to the state when I first heard the news of Lu Li's death, and those days were also like this. However, I gave myself a false hope. I always felt that if Lu Li really died, He Baihe would definitely contact me.

However, it didn't occur to me that He Lily might be seriously injured and might not have time.

"......," I exhaled deeply.

"You ......" Tian Sen leaned over gently, and just about to ask something, I closed my eyes.

Naturally, he didn't have any follow-ups.

……

Back at the bridal shop, Mr. Tian looked at us with a puzzled expression.

"The two of them finished shooting?" Mr. Tian asked, grabbing the photographer's arm.

We are ready to brew our emotions and take interior photos in the evening," Tian Sen hurriedly interjected, and then looked at the photographer and said, "You go and do your work first, I'll call you when I'm ready." ”

"Okay!" said the photographer cheerfully.

&

After we changed clothes, I wanted to go home, but Tian Sen wouldn't let me.

He had to take me to relax.

I'm worried that he will call Zhang Liang to ask about the situation, and if he knows that I lied to him, it will be even more unpleasant.

So, I took the initiative to call Zhang Liang.

One lie needs another to make up for it, and it's annoying and painful.

I asked Zhang Liang to help me lie, Zhang Liang didn't know what was going on, I briefly told him, he asked me to go back and invite him to eat delicious food, and then agreed to help me lie together. Moreover, Fu Xiangqin did have breast cancer, which did not deceive Tian Sen.

After making the call, he went out with Tian Sen.

Tian Sen tried his best to make me happy, and said that the chance of curing breast cancer was very high, and seeing the way he tried his best to make me laugh and make me happy, I felt that God was really unfair to him.

He loves me, but I love someone else......

I didn't want to love him, I didn't want to lie to him, but I had to lie and coax him to have surgery.

The better he treats me, the more I want to help him.

It has nothing to do with the previous mission, it's just the friendship between me and him. Or a friendship that goes a step further than friendship.

"Let's go take a simple interior photo, shall we?" he asked after seeing that I was almost recovered.

"Oh...... Yes. I said.

When he heard this, he was as happy as a child.

"However, I don't know if I have a state ......," I said in advance.

I was really afraid that I would not be able to control my feelings when I put on my wedding dress.

……

Towards evening, we went back to the bridal shop and changed into our clothes.

I was dressed in a white wedding dress, and he was also in a white dress, a very simple color.

Behind us, there is a forest of cherry blossoms.

After standing on it, we posed a lot, but the photographer always said that it almost felt like it.

Finally, Tian Sen walked up to the photographer and whispered a few words, ran back and gave the photographer a look, and boldly held my face!

When I was stunned, he kissed me directly on the lips!

I want to hide, but I know I can't!

However, the moment the lips touched each other, thousands of Lu Li's appearances suddenly rushed in my mind!

"Click!"

However, my expression has long been distorted!

He's dead!

He's dead!

He's dead!!

All the past pounded on my chest!

Tears came down in one fell swoop!

Tian Sen slowly let go of my lips, looking at me with pear blossoms and rain, his eyes were extremely affectionate, "You know, I love you...... You know. ”

"Hmm......" I replied.

"You said you were insecure, it was your brother who gave you that feeling, and now I promise you that I am also your brother. I will protect you for the rest of your life...... Smile, okay?" he said, the corners of his mouth turned up, his eyes narrowed into crescent shapes.

When I heard him say "brother", my heart was full of emotion, and I smiled as he smiled.

"Click"!

"OK!!" the photographer exclaimed, "That's it!"

Tian Sen happily ran over, and after looking at it, a smile immediately appeared on his face.

……

"Ringing ringing!"

In the distance, my phone rang suddenly!

Seeing that it was getting dark, I thought to myself that something was going on in Hangang City, but they wouldn't call me at this time.

When I walked over, I saw that it was an "unknown number", and my mood was even more confused.

Glancing at Tian Sen, who was discussing the photo in the distance, I picked up the phone suspiciously: "Hey, who?"

"......Murphy! Ho Lily. ”