Chapter 57: No Turning Back
"Can you say that again?"
"Now immediately set out to save Vivio. ”
In Moonlight State, Alissa's group, who had just been out to fight Xuanwu, finally returned to the ship. The rainbow team and the rest of the group, except for the golden sparrows, eventually returned to their respective bases, and only Alyssa went on board with them.
The Golden Sparrow, who had asked Alisa to take a bath and rest, came to the bridge alone to ask the white bird about what had happened during her absence, but had just heard all the battles of the public recounting meeting before it came to rain that had just returned.
Then she heard the unreasonable request of the rain, and after hearing such an order, she suspected that she had hallucinated and asked the other party again.
"Leaving aside where the enemy base is and whatever, it's a machia no matter how you look at it. There is absolutely no need for us to go out of our way to other people's lands and fight in a situation where the other side has complete superiority. ”
"So I'm going to give up a child's life?"
"According to the information I got earlier, that kid is an artificial magician. ”
"Yes. ”
"Then we have the biggest hole card in our hands, and it's likely that the Holy King is shaking the game, right? ”
"Well, Duck once said that we will see on the 'Shake Basket' afterwards, and they have the weapon of the Holy King's Shake Basket, and there should be nothing wrong with the Nine CD. ”
"Then it's a matter of activating the conditions, and the other party collects the Holy Hedron and creates the Artificial Wizard to make a key. In addition, the other party Fei Zhou Zhang also wanted to take the child back, which also means that she is the key to starting the block, so there is sufficient reason to ensure the safety of the child's life. ”
But now she may also be in the midst of anxiety and fear, and she must be suffering now that she has lost her mother. ”
Hearing this, the smart Golden Sparrow began to understand why Rain was so sudden, so she sighed heavily, and then she glared at Rain with a sharp look.
"Don't lie here, you suddenly woke up and wanted to save people because you saw the Takamachi captain's pain. ”
"I saw that my former self had made a mistake, so now I want to correct it!"
"I thought you were a person who didn't choose a means for the sake of the end, and you even said that you regretted it and wanted the prodigal son to turn back, don't look down on people. Before you get to this point, all the effort and time you're going to waste for a few teardrops in the area!"
The golden sparrow raised her voice and roared, startling the white bird to wake up from her original lethargic state, and Yu, who was reprimanded by her like this, did not shy away from confronting her directly.
What the Golden Sparrow said was correct, and now they were one step closer to victory, but he wanted to sweep away all the efforts and advantages that had come to this point.
This is not a decision that a leader should make, but simply the willfulness of a person who has been condemned by his conscience to repent.
"Even so, we shouldn't go wrong. ”
"Sacrifice for the sake of victory is always inevitable, and you've sacrificed a lot of things along the way, but you don't notice. Have you come this far before your conscience finds that surrender has not thought about the thoughts of others?"
"It's not like we're going to win, wouldn't it be better to end the fight before the other side starts to shake up?"
"You have only half the chance of victory, but you have to fight in the home of an enemy, and that is death. ”
"Just step over it. ”
"Don't lie here, the enemy will not be weak, only the late striker will have a chance to win, you will know such conditions early on. ”
"No problem, that's how it has been before, without sacrificial victory. ”
"So you haven't even noticed it now? Don't pretend to be enlightened here, and you still haven't noticed, do you actually know that the selfish person?"
Jin Sique disdainfully swept away the beautiful words of the rain, and the rain did not understand what the other party was saying, he kept thinking about what he was missing, but before he could think of it, Jin Sique said it first.
"You've been fighting until now, and the biggest damage has never been yourself, it's the girl next to you. ”
"That's why I want to make amends now. ”
"Can you make up for their lives? Can you make them live all over again? Or do you want to say that it's their own decision to get away with it?"
"Who the hell are you talking about......"
Even now, I don't understand what the golden sparrow is saying, so the golden sparrow is angry.
"Tsukimura Suzuka and Eliza Barnings, have you ever thought that there are no two of them around you, and have you ever thought that the two of them can live an ordinary life and live a life without shedding blood and sweat in the 97 world. They are different from Naya Takamachi, their goal has never been to save the person in front of them with magic, they have only had you in their eyes, they have all embarked on the path of demons because of you, and even now they have decided to fight a battle that will cost their lives in order to sell their lives! You have never sacrificed anything important? You have already paid for their two lives in the morning. ”
Rain was stunned when he heard Jin Sique's words, he really never thought about such a problem, it was originally when the first two of them became magicians that he had persuaded the two of them to leave this world. However, he soon left the matter in his head, and only the affairs of the night sky were in his head, and soon after saving the night sky, he naturally involved the two of them in the operation to dismantle "CROW".
In fact, the two of them could have refused, but they didn't. Even Alyssa had said that she was worried about her father's family when she returned to Earth with Rain, but she never mentioned quitting to go back to take care of her family.
Rain realized that he had given up so many things on the way he had walked, but he didn't know it. He never knew how many people he had hurt along the way.
"So I'm not going to let you waste all your life for that kid as a teacher. ”
“……”
The rain was silent, and it was only then that he noticed that the mistake he had made was bigger than he had imagined, and that it had gone deep into the point where he could not understand it for a lifetime.
"So please keep going, for the sake of your original goal, for the sake of the girls who have given you unconditionally. ”
After saying this, Jin Siquek sighed heavily again and said softly, "When did I also take on this mother-like role" and left the bridge, the white bird, who was originally watching from the sidelines, did not say anything to the rain, she did not intend to comfort him, but entered her dream country again.
“…”
Rain walked away without a word, and now he might want some time to redefine himself as a person.