"You, you, what's wrong?" Wei Guhai looked at me with a puzzled expression.

Seeing his "pure" gaze, I felt that I was overly worried, but when I saw the long and thick fritters, and then looked at the white soy milk, I couldn't eat it.

"It's okay, I'm not hungry...... Eat it yourself. I put down the dishes and chopsticks. When I was about to get up, I was worried that he would think I was playing a temper, so I sat there and watched him eat.

"You ......," he looked at me puzzled.

"I'm fine, you can eat, send me back to the hotel when you're done." I said.

When he saw that I was in this state, it tasted a little unnatural, and after a few bites of hastily eating, he put down the dishes and chopsticks and said that he would send me back.

……

After he changed his shirt again, he found me an umbrella, handed it to me, and looked at me suddenly.

"What's wrong?" I asked, looking up at him.

This morning, he is very different from the previous one. In front of me, there is no such cold state as before, more like a child who has done something wrong.

We happened to be at the door of the bedroom, and I casually glanced at the sheets, which were bright red on the white sheets.

He turned his head to look at it, and unconsciously scratched the back of his head.

"I volunteered last night, so you don't need any mental pressure......" I whispered.

"Huh?" he looked at me without reacting, and then, with a somewhat lonely expression, said, "I didn't expect you to be so... Whatever...... It will be the first time. ”

"It's my first time, but you don't feel like it's the first time at all. I said. After saying that, I felt a terrible backache, and I turned around to leave.

"Hey......" When he saw that I was a little unhappy, he reached out and grabbed my arm.

Actually, I wasn't unhappy, but I felt an indescribable joy in my heart.

A lot of the feeling still reverberates in my bones.

It's just that I don't know how to express it, and I feel that after last night's intersection, I suddenly don't know how to continue.

I don't know what kind of identity or mentality I should use to associate with him......

I don't know if it was right or wrong to do that last night, maybe there was no right or wrong at all, I just felt it, and it happened naturally.

"It's time for me to go. I looked up at him and said.

His hand was still on my arm, and when he leaned over to hug me, I ducked back and leaned against the shoe rack to the side.

The wooden shoe rack creaked, and he grabbed me, who almost fell.

Then, the two of them stood at the doorway, and suddenly no one dared to look at anyone......

"The ......," I said, "...... Actually, it's nothing, you just act as if nothing happened. ”

"I'll take you home. He whispered. In the tone, there is a taste of cold silence in the past.

……

The rain outside made the early summer weather much cooler.

The slightly cool raindrops splashed and tickled when they hit the calves.

When he opened the car door for me, I realized that I had forgotten to give him an umbrella, and the shirt that I had changed was wet again. So, I hurriedly handed him the umbrella and smiled embarrassedly.

He put away his umbrella, put it directly in the co-pilot's seat, and drove around.

…

The car was driving down the street, the sound of water splashing on the tires when we walked, the sound of raindrops hitting the windows when we parked, and neither of us made a sound along the way.

I remember that when he came back from bringing me breakfast in the morning, the two of us would joke and joke, but now we were suddenly so calm and lonely.

Turning his head, I saw that his brow was tightly locked, and his hand was holding the steering wheel, as if he was confused about a lot of things.

It occurred to me that I was too bold and too broad-hearted, and that I had surrendered my first night so simply.

People always say that what is too easy to get will not be cherished, and he will not cherish it if he gets me so easily?

Thinking of this, my heart was still pinched tightly, and my hands were unconsciously tangled together, and my bones were white.

He turned his head to look at me, but I looked out the window in a panic, and when I turned back, his head turned back to continue driving.

"I ......" he was about to say something, when a car happened to be speeding by, and he immediately dodged and said, "Forget it, it's okay." ”

I didn't ask,

At the moment, I was inexplicably depressed, and I didn't want to ask anything.

Perhaps, like the sense of security I said before?

In the past, Lu Li would give me a full sense of security, but at this moment, Wei Guhai doesn't seem to be able to do so well.

However, I also clearly told myself that I can't compare him with the previous Lu Li, they are one, but the former Lu Li became the current Wei Guhai after being injured, and at the end of the day, they are still one.

I love Lu Li, and I have to accept his current imperfections.

If he doesn't give me security, I don't expect him to do too much for me. All the emptiness and restlessness, just because I want too much.

Just let yourself be a little calmer.

Every woman will miss the embrace that holds her soul after the first night, but he is different. So, even if I don't have a second relationship with him from now on, I can't expect anything too much.

Because, too much extravagance and expectation will always bring endless waiting and disappointment.

&

When I arrived at the hotel, there were several cars parked at the gate waiting to enter, and it was supposed that some team had just finished leaving the room, and the vehicles inside blocked the vehicles entering.

"Just stop here, don't go in. I said.

"I'll let you in...... It's still raining. He said.

"You don't know how long you'll have to wait here, go back early, thank you......" I said, getting up. When they were together, there was a pain in the waist and hips, and when the pain came, I was embarrassed to show it too exaggerated.

After enduring the pain, he opened the car door and ran inside.

"Umbrella!"

As soon as he entered the courtyard, he didn't run a few meters before he heard Wei Guhai's voice behind him.

More than ten meters in front of the foyer, I turned around and shouted, "You can use it! I don't need it!"

When that's done, run to the foyer!

"Wait!" he grabbed my arm and pulled me under the umbrella.

At that moment, his wet hair hung down gently in front of his forehead, his affectionate eyes looked at me stupidly, and even his rapid breathing carried a strong taste of love......

I looked up, and my mind went blank.

Wet all over, just when he wanted to reach out and pluck the hair attached to his face, he felt a tightness at the back of his waist, and the whole person entered his arms.

Then, when a kiss came up, I couldn't help but close my eyes!

When I felt the raindrops fall on me again, I heard the sound of the umbrella falling to the ground.

Wet and wet by him hugged and kissed......

The kiss was mixed with rain and anxious, as if he had too much love to express, anxiously expressed with a kiss, and when the tongue rolled in his mouth, it seemed to be entangled in my lungs and my spleen......

"He......" He let go of me and looked at me as if he was suffocating.

I was hugged tightly by him, as if I couldn't breathe.

"I love you, I really love you, I... I don't know how to describe it, I'm not one to say I love so easily, but in front of you, whenever I see you, I always want to tell you that I love you, I really love you......!

"I know...... You can feel it. ”

"Heh......" He smiled as if he was relieved, hugged me into his arms, pillowed my shoulder, and said in the rain: "Don't worry, don't worry, I will definitely give you a future! You believe in me! You must believe that we will be together, you know?"

"Yes. ”

"It's incredible...... he said.

"How incredible?" I was hugged by him, and I had long forgotten that the rain was still showing.

"I just feel like I'm crazy, I've never been so impulsive," he said, putting his hands on my shoulders and looking at me carefully, "I've never been like this, I probably haven't been so crazy before, I don't know why I love you so much, I just think it's a little strange to do this...... My love for you is unimaginably deep!"

Looking at his youthful confession, my heart was as girlish as a girl.

After so many years, he couldn't say a lot of things that he was holding back, but he said them all.

"You're going to be in charge of me for the rest of my life, right?" I asked with a smile, even a little arrogant.

He raised his left hand with a whoosh,

The ring that used to be worn around my neck is now safely worn on his ring finger, "I will never take off this ring!"

"Oh, I believe you!" I said, leaning forward and kissing him vigorously on tiptoe, then turned and ran into the foyer.

At that moment, stepping on the rain of July and splashing with the water of youth, I felt that all the hardships of the past seemed to have disappeared!

Turning around, he waved vigorously to the man who was soaked in the rain, and when he saw the white-toothed smile on his face, he felt as if the fire in his life had been lit by him. Excited, frivolous.

&

Back at the hotel, I quickly took a hot bath for fear of catching a cold.

After washing, his body was even weaker, but when he thought that his relationship with Wei Guhai had improved, he felt a little joy in his heart.

"Buzz ......"

Before I could reminisce, my phone rang suddenly.

Then, I suddenly thought that Xu Zhifeng called me last night and I didn't reply, thinking that it was this guy.

Now that I have a relationship with Wei Guhai, if I continue to be involved with Xu Zhifeng, it will definitely cause trouble and trouble to my relationship with Wei Guhai. So, should I just cut off contact?

However, I still have a handle in Zheng Tiansen's hands, if I don't help Zheng Tiansen, Zheng Tiansen betrays me to Lu Fengling, won't I be done with the game?

When I picked up my phone, it was not Xu Zhifeng, but Zheng Tiansen!?

"Hey?" I picked up the phone, a little upset.

"Grandma, where are you?"

"The hotel...... What's wrong?"

"Don't lie to me, okay? Xu Zhifeng just came back from the hotel, saying that you weren't in the hotel at all, are you trying to force me to death? Don't you know Xu Zhifeng's temper? As long as he is angry with you, he will definitely come back to me to get angry!" Zheng Tiansen said excitedly.

"Huh...... Zheng Tiansen, I suddenly want to understand one thing today......" I paced to the bedside, looking at the dripping rain outside the window, and thought of the times when I first met Zheng Tiansen.

"What do you want to understand?"

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(A lot of the meat in the last chapter has been forced to change, are there any of you who haven't seen it, hehe.) ）