Chapter 154: Cover-up

Bei Ling actually knows better than anyone else that the reason why her hostility towards Beike is so deep is not only because she innocently became her stand-in and suffered too much pain that should not belong to her, but because of Zhuo Yan, she clearly knows that she is jealous, she just can't get used to Zhuo Yan's love and care for her, and she can't stand Zhuo Yan's coldness and unfamiliarity with her, although she did it at the beginning, but she has a hard time, isn't it because of Zhuo Yan that she has come to which point? If she didn't take the initiative to tell him the truth, wouldn't he have investigated it himself? Wouldn't he have found a clue himself? Or in his heart, he had identified himself as a person, so he even omitted the steps of investigation and directly sentenced himself to death?

Zhuo Yan's anxious appearance, nervous appearance, and scared appearance were all unguarded at this moment, but it made Bei Ling feel very dazzling. Thinking of his care and love for himself back then, it was in response to that sentence that he was afraid of falling when he held it in his hand, and he was afraid of melting in his mouth, but now he broke himself with his own hands, and he will no longer feel distressed, and even look back at her, does he feel disgusted and disdainful?

But she was unwilling! She was unwilling! She obviously didn't do anything wrong, and in real terms, Bei Ke was Zhuo Yan's enemy, and now he was so lost for a person who was plotting to take his life?! She couldn't bear it! Bei Ling told herself that she could accept Zhuo Yan to love anyone, but she couldn't love Bei Ke, she didn't want to have the feeling that she was acting as a stand-in just to fulfill her!

"Zhuo Yan!" Bei Ling shouted, but Zhuo Yan didn't even look back, but focused on giving Bei Ke artificial respiration, until he felt that she had a faint breath, and the tense nerves were slightly relieved, just to probe her pulse, her expression couldn't help but be colder than before, okay, it's really good, I actually learned to take medicine!

"Do you know what you're doing?" Bei Ling questioned him, seeing Zhuo Yan put Bei Ke in place and covered the quilt, he slowly straightened up and turned around, Bei Ling shuddered at the cold gaze, but he still stubbornly continued, "Didn't you always wonder why Zhuo Jinan hated me so much? Okay, let me tell you, it's not because of someone else, it's because you can save this woman now! I'm just a poor chess piece, just a stand-in puppet for the woman behind you!" If it weren't for her Bei family, I wouldn't have come to this point, I hate her!

Didn't you ask me if I had any troubles? I'll tell you now, and I'm going to tell you all I know today. You obviously know my heart for you, but you still choose to believe what you see with your eyes and don't believe me, did you ever know that I would also be sad? What do you think? Why do you think I did that, I told you at that time that because your Zhuo family is my father and mother killer, even if you were stupid and didn't know it at the beginning, but you still don't know it today?

I'm just a helpless orphan, where did I get the revenge of killing my father and mother, as for this hatred, it should be you Beike and your Zhuo family, so I didn't need to do that at the beginning, and this reason is not valid at all, the reason why I said that is just to protect you and make you die, but you really gave up on me, and you didn't even bother to give me the most basic care. If it weren't for Zhuo Jinan forcing me to make a choice, how could there be that scene at the beginning, with your mother on one side and my lover on the other, how do you let me choose, I can only choose to protect you, so..."

"That's enough!" Zhuo Yan interrupted her with a cold rebuke, "Get out of here!"

"Zhuo Yan!" Bei Ling's eyes widened with anger, he didn't even want to listen to her explanation now? Or did he already know all this, just because of that woman, so he chose to see through it and not say it, and even willingly accepted what Bei Ke poured into him*?

"You already knew all this, didn't you!" Belling glared at him.

"It's not about you. Zhuo Yan's handsome face obviously flashed an unnatural look, but Bei Ling felt that the ridicule was very good, and it had nothing to do with her! He knew everything, but he could endure not telling himself, and he could indifferently look at himself sad and sad, and he already cared about others in his heart, so it turned out that her original choice had become a joke.

"Get out of here, or do you want the second brother to come in and take you away?"

Bei Ling looked at him, still with that face, but she suddenly felt that she didn't know him, otherwise how could he do this to himself, he knew his thoughts about him, and he also knew Zhuo Zihan's character, if Zhuo Zihan knew that he hurt her, Zhuo Zihan would definitely punish him severely, and how could she bear to watch him be punished, so he was sure that he would be reluctant to him?

Even if he expressed his attitude to such a decisive attitude, even if he hurt himself with his own hands, she still couldn't hurt him, she was defeated, she was not defeated by Beike, nor by Zhuo Jinan, but by herself, and by her own heart that admitted death. How many moments have there been, she thought she had forgotten Zhuo Yan, she thought she had completely fallen in love with Zhuo Zihan, but when Zhuo Yan appeared in front of her again, she knew that she could no longer deceive herself, it turned out that she had never been able to forget Zhuo Yan, and Zhuo Zihan was so tired that she couldn't control the shoulder she wanted to lean on, if this was really the case, how much she hoped that she hadn't met Zhuo Yan again, didn't meet Beike again, then, wouldn't she be so painful now? So can she still have Zhuo Zihan's arms as she did before?

Let's go, who are you still embarrassed to show here? Bei Ling hooked the corners of her mouth mockingly, even though the injuries on her body were very painful, but this time she still stood up with this tenacious will, didn't say anything, didn't want to say anything, Zhuo Yan's attitude had already shown everything, there was nothing to say more, originally she thought that he didn't know the truth about that incident back then, so he hated himself so much, but she didn't know, it turned out that he had already known all this, it turned out that she herself was the stupidest one, there was really nothing to say, didn't she? Step by step, it was as slow as walking on a sword, she didn't see the knife, but she clearly felt the pain, she didn't have a time when she was more sober than now, she suddenly figured it out, she didn't want to see Zhuo Yan again, she wanted to completely forget Zhuo Yan, forget Zhuo's family, forget Beck, forget Copperfield, forget everything, she didn't need any antidote, she just wanted to live a normal life happily without remembering anything, even if the time was limited, it was better than being humble and not being pitied now, she was fed up, really fed up, these grievances and grievances had nothing to do with her, why should she tie herself up, why don't you shake your hands and leave?

What about death, what about poisonous hair, and what kind of pain she can't bear?

Bei Ling's figure finally disappeared at the door, Zhuo Yan's brows tightened and tightened, but in the end he didn't say anything, but walked to Bei Ke's bed and sat down, looking at her sleeping face Zhuo Yan was a little distracted.

Yes, in fact, Zhuo Yan had doubts about Zhuo Jinan's various behaviors before Beike appeared, and then through his own step-by-step exploration, he finally knew the whole truth, but when he really knew the truth, he was surprisingly calm, he didn't feel surprised or sad, maybe he was a little numb by the past feelings, or maybe it must be such a truth to support such a cruel premeditation.

If he didn't feel a little guilty about Bei Ling after knowing the truth, he wouldn't have secretly imprisoned Copperfield to develop an antidote for Bei Ling, otherwise he wouldn't have told her nothing, he just didn't want her to know too much, and he couldn't extricate himself even deeper, but he didn't know what was wrong with him, and when he saw Bei Ling being cruel to Bei Ke, he would be so angry that he even wanted to kill her on the spot with his own hands! Now that he calmed down, he couldn't help but shudder when he thought about it, what surprised him was not that he was ruthless to Bei Ling, but that he cared about Bei Ke so deeply?

He can tolerate Bei Ling's various good deeds, but he can't tolerate Bei Ling's urge to hurt Bei Ke, or he doesn't allow anyone to hurt Bei Ke, this comes from the idea of not knowing where it comes from, and I don't know when it has taken root in the depths of his mind and is becoming more and more sensitive, so sensitive that it makes him a little scared, because there are too many things that can hurt her, he is afraid that he will not be able to stay by her side all the time, and he is even more afraid that she will leave him.

When Bei Ke woke up, the banquet had ended, and she couldn't help but feel a little pity, not that she was worried about those delicious wines and delicacies, but that she clearly saw Gu Cheng at the banquet, and before she could speak, there was no news of him, and she couldn't help but be a little frustrated. Feeling a pain in her neck again, Beike was startled and rushed to the bathroom to look in the mirror, but she didn't look for any traces. Thinking of the dream last night, Beike still can't help but break out in a cold sweat, that dream is so real, so real that she can still feel pain when she wakes up, but there is no trace on her neck, which makes her wonder if she is thinking too much, so neuralgia, she obviously slept well, how could she be pinched by someone? If so, then she can't wake up today, so she didn't think much about it.

It's just that she didn't know that the marks on her neck were specially covered up by Zhuo Yan with makeup powder.

Knowing that Gu Cheng had returned to Lille, Bei Ke's heart couldn't stay, and she hurriedly quit Zhuo Yan and the others and rushed home, she was sure that Gu Cheng would definitely go somewhere, as for when he would be just a matter of time, and she had a lot of questions to ask him, so it was inevitable that she couldn't wait, and she stopped a taxi and rushed home.