Since Zhuo Yan left, Bei Ling's life seems to have lost its color, if it is the previous Bei Ling, she can still face all this calmly, because at that time she wanted a very clear goal, she just wanted to make herself stronger and revenge, so that she could return to her grandfather as soon as possible, but since Zhuo Yan appeared, what she wanted was no longer single, and her mood was different unconsciously.

Day after day of training will only make Bei Ling's uncomforted heart feel more anxious and lonely, she is a person who lacks love, she finally feels the taste of love, feels the taste of being cared for, how can she still be willing to accept coldness and loneliness? This is not selfishness, the pursuit of being loved is just human instinct, she is not wrong, but she is wrong, unwilling to lose and greedy for warmth wandering.

Zhuo Yan's departure hit Bei Ling very hard, she was used to the warmth and care that Zhuo Yan brought her, and suddenly everything was broken like a dream, she couldn't accept it, so she put herself in a state of life like a walking dead, but it was also for self-numbness, so that she had the motivation to support herself to continue to live, she didn't want to enter anyone's world again, she just wanted to complete her unfinished task as soon as possible in a limited time, but Zhuo Zihan's sudden intrusion broke the peace she was finally willing to accept.

When a person stays under the damp and cold abyss for a long time, as long as someone is willing to throw a rope at you, no matter who the other party is, it will make people want to desperately grab the life-saving rope, and Bei Ling is the same, this has nothing to do with selfishness or not, this is just the instinct of the human body to survive, no matter who the other party is, as long as a person is tired enough, she will want to lean on, what she wants is not that person, just a shoulder, so when Bei Ling was in the sixth month after Zhuo Yan left, she no longer had the ability to refuse Zhuo Zihan's approach.

His tenderness, his care, his waiting, even if she is an iceberg, should melt.

Sometimes when she is with Zhuo Zihan, Bei Ling often feels guilty, thinking that her love is too cheap, she obviously loves Zhuo Yan so much, but how can she turn around and throw herself into the arms of others? But she is really tired, very tired, and Zhuo Yan is no longer the warmth that she can luxury, can't she accept another shoulder that is willing to let her lean on?

And her feelings for Zhuo Zihan are actually not as pure as those for Zhuo Yan, isn't it? Does this prove that she has not changed her mind, she still loves Zhuo Yan, but Zhuo Zihan is just a stepping stone for her revenge. Bei Ling often comforts herself like this, so that when she accepts Zhuo Zihan's love, she will not feel so guilty and shameless to Zhuo Yan, but she doesn't know that no matter how hard her heart is, it will fall again under Zhuo Zihan's gentle attack, when Bei Ling found out about this, she was already deeply trapped and couldn't extricate herself, and it was Zhuo Zihan who made Bei Ling realize this.

On that day, Bei Ling and Zhuo Zihan led the mission, and at the critical moment, the two were chased and killed, and both fell off the cliff, and at such a dangerous moment, each other could not protect themselves, but Zhuo Zihan still used the last bit of strength in his body to drag Bei Ling onto a rock protruding from the cliff wall, but he didn't care about how he fell from a hundred-foot-high cliff into the deep sea like a kite with a broken string, and the blood and water were blurred, if there was a shark below, he was afraid that he would not even have a whole corpse.

The last words he said to Bei Ling before falling into the sea were like a magic spell, entangled in Bei Ling's mind over and over again, gnawing on her heart, making her so painful that she wanted to dig out her heart, and it was at that moment that Bei Ling realized that she had fallen in love with him.

Six years of companionship, six years of tenderness, six years of meticulous care, what kind of heart made of copper and iron will not be conquered?

Zhuo Yan has been away for six years, and she has never had a greeting anymore, her heart is naturally painful, and it was Zhuo Zihan's company that made her forget the pain for a while, but she also unconsciously had a strange mood towards Zhuo Zihan.

"If I can come back alive, can you marry me?" I, Zhuo Zihan, are only willing to marry you Bei Ling in this life. ”

His voice was still echoing in his ears, and his eyes full of love could not be forgotten in his mind, women are animals that longed to be loved, how could Bei Ling escape? This sentence alone was enough to move her to the point that she only wanted to die for him in this life.

A gentleman who was once so arrogant, he never thought that he would have such a day when he was willing to lose himself, although he knew Bei Ling's true identity from the beginning, and also knew why she appeared here, why she was willing to serve Zhuo Jinan, and knew more clearly the reason why Bei Ling was willing to accept his approach, although the truth was cruel, but he was willing to choose to ignore it, and was willing to believe that Bei Ling still had a little different emotions towards him, as long as there was a trace of it, it was enough, enough for him to do everything for her, even if he wanted him to die, he would not hesitate to agree, as long as she was willing, as long as she was willing。

He Zhuo Zihan has no advantages in his life, the only good thing is to be single-minded, to be single-minded about everything, as long as he believes that one thing must be obtained. In the past, he may have done nothing, but he always had nothing to do about Bei Ling, but he was so dedicated to the things he liked and the things he wanted, how could he be willing to give up easily? So he can only use both soft and hard, put more effort into Bei Ling's body, spend more time, he is not only competing for more time, but also gambling on himself, he bets that as long as the time is long enough, Bei Ling will definitely be able to forget Zhuo Yan, and she will fall in love with herself one day, although Bei Ling told him countless times that she would not like him, she was with him just because he still had the value of use for her, hearing such words, who would not be sad in her heart? But Zhuo Zihan can face it with a strong smile and continue to stalk Bei Ling.

When the cold sea water penetrated his skin, he was awake for a moment, he asked himself, do he regret not after paying so much and losing so much to Bei Ling, the answer he gave himself is no regrets, the only regret is that he didn't come and asked Bei Ling, does she hate herself so much, as long as she doesn't hate him so much, he will be satisfied, even if she can never give her the love between men and women, he never regrets...

The cold sea water makes people lose consciousness at any time, and the saltiness in the sea water is ruthlessly eroding the gunshot wounds on the body, and the painful feeling stimulates people to wake up again, cold to death again and again, and pain again and again until they wake up, over and over again, extremely tormented and tormented.

Bei Ling was rescued by the reinforcement team that came, but when they rushed to the bottom of the cliff, they could no longer find Zhuo Zihan's figure, at that time Bei Ling was almost crazy, do you know the feeling of finally seeing your heart clearly and deciding to accept love, but love will leave you forever? Do you know what it is like for a person who once loved you the most not to appear in your life again? Do you know what it's like to finally want to respond to someone you've been scarred about, and they can't hear you anymore?

Bei Ling has been looking for a whole month in that sea area full of blood, but she can no longer see that familiar voice, never hear his laughter and his troubles again, never have the opportunity to feel his care, his love, and his arms, some are just the fainter and lighter blood red in front of her...

Why? Why was he close to her, why was he so nice to her, why did he leave so suddenly when she liked him, why was he so cruel?

Bei Ling knows how difficult it is to love someone, she has felt it for Zhuo Yan, and in comparison, Zhuo Zihan has obviously paid a lot more than she has paid, God knows what kind of torment Zhuo Zihan has had in his heart?

Bei Ling's decision to kill Zhuo Yan's mother was indeed a hardship, but this hardship must not let Zhuo Yan know that Bei Ling suffered so much during that time, some from herself and some from Zhuo Yan, they were destroying her nerves all the time, but she had nowhere to tell and nowhere to solve, and who could know the pain in her heart? If Bei Ling in those days was the person who was shrouded in the torrential rain all day long, then Zhuo Zihan was the one who silently held an umbrella for her, how long could she refuse to wait like this, so slowly she no longer rejected Zhuo Zihan, even if he took away her first time, she couldn't hate it in her heart, but as time went by, she fell under his gentle offensive unconsciously, but unfortunately now the gentleness she wants no longer exists...

In the study, Bei Ling was found by Zhuo Jinan, he said that he wanted to take her to meet someone, Bei Ling saw it, a beautiful woman with a very temperament, but this beautiful woman looked quite hostile to Zhuo Jinan. Of course, the grievances and hatred between this beautiful woman and Zhuo Jinan are not something that a small person like her can snoop on at will, she just came over to routinely accept the task assigned by Zhuo Jinan, this is how Bei Ling never expected Zhuo Jinan to be so ruthless - he gave Bei Ling a multiple-choice question, and there were only two options, but it was a mandatory question. Zhuo Yan and the beautiful woman in front of her, between the two, let her choose one to kill, even if the task is completed.

Bei Ling was shocked, although she knew some gossip from elsewhere that Zhuo Yan's biological mother had cuckolded Zhuo Jinan, and Zhuo Jinan was very angry about this, so she didn't even feel good about Zhuo Yan's brothers and sisters, but it was not good, this tiger poison didn't eat children, how could this Zhuo Jinan be so ruthless as to be so ruthless to his biological son in order to get revenge on his cheating wife?