461: Do you still love me

When I woke up the next day, I looked at my watch and it was already half past eight.

picked up the mobile phone next to me and found that Li Shan and others had called me, but I turned it on mute last night and didn't hear it at all.

When they hurriedly called Li Shan, they had already left.

I opened the window, and it was overcast outside.

"Buzz" phone rings again. When I picked it up, I saw that it was Wei Guhai.

"Hey. I picked up the phone.

"Awake?"

"Well, just woke up. "I answered.

"I'm waiting for you in the lobby on the first floor, the car has already been arranged. He said.

"Oh, I'll scrub it and go down. I said and hung up.

……

When you are with Wei Guhai, you don't need to dress yourself up very carefully. When I was with him, I was more accustomed to wearing no makeup.

When I went downstairs, I saw him standing outside the hall door with a suitcase. The dim sky outside made his silhouette look like a melancholy portrait.

I looked at him quietly, more like admiring his back, too many years...... Growing up, we didn't travel together at all.

People say that the best way for couples to bond with each other is to travel, but we both seem to be on the go. I didn't have money when I went to school, and I didn't have time when I had money, and if it weren't for the godfather's unbelievable arrangement, the two of us probably wouldn't have had the opportunity to travel alone like this.

When I saw that he was about to turn around, I hurriedly dragged my suitcase forward.

When he looked back, he saw me with the same cold expression and appearance on his face. I knew I hurt him too deeply, but, as a police officer, I didn't want him to sink deeper and deeper into the drug vortex of the Ho Group.

"Let's go. He said softly. As if he wanted to squeeze out a smile at me, but after pulling his lips slightly, he gave up.

Got into the car with him, and neither of us spoke because the driver was there.

When the car drove up the highway, the young driver was curious, "Aren't you two a couple?"

"......" We looked at each other and didn't speak.

"Huh?" he asked again.

"Sort of. Wei Guhai said softly.

"It's not. I explained.

"Hehe, interesting, you two are not small, right?" the driver smiled and glanced at the two of us through the rearview mirror, "You two are a good match!"

I sat in the back seat and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Wei Guhai's hand gently reached over and took my hand.

At that moment, I thought of He Baihe inexplicably in my mind, and broke away from his hand again. I've figured it out, and I don't want to continue this nondescript relationship.

Including seeing He Lily sad in the duck shop before, and experiencing that night with her the night before, I felt that I was too selfish. Although love is selfish, it should not be so selfish.

Wei Guhai sighed softly when he saw me break away from his hand, but because the driver was here, he didn't show anything unusual.

And in that sigh, I heard a different taste, as if I sighed for the sake of voting, not because of me.

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After arriving in Zhenjiang, I went to the ancient street and booked a hotel.

"I'm sorry, we only have one room here. Said the front desk attendant.

Wei Guhai turned his head and glanced at me, "Is one okay?"

"Let's look elsewhere. I said. I feel that it is not the peak tourist season, how can there be only one room?

As a result, after going to a store next to the two outside, I found that there was a room, but the hygiene was really not good.

It took six or seven consecutive searches in the morning to book the room.

Seeing that it was already noon, the two of us didn't go to play anymore, and went directly to a restaurant for dinner.

Because I was in Xijindu Ancient Street, I went directly to the famous Bafen Saijin Club to eat.

I ordered a few signature dishes, and I was hungry too, so I picked up my chopsticks and ate them.

"Have a drink. Wei Guhai proposed.

He doesn't usually drink much, but today he wants to drink?

"Feel free to ......," I said. Actually, when I see him in front of me, I want to drink too.

He then ordered a bottle of liquor.

"Come, have a great trip. He picked up his glass a little stiffly.

I looked at his glass, looked up at him again, and when he was about to reach forward, I took a sip of wine, put it down and continued to eat.

He took a sip without saying a word, and then put down his glass as well.

I felt as if he wanted to say something to me through the stimulation of the wine.

Sure enough, after a glass, he poured me wine and said, "Li Shan, this person is very good." ”

"Well, what did he tell you?" I asked.

"Said a lot," he said, after pouring and filling his own glass, he put down the bottle, looked at me without blushing and heartbeat, and said, "He told me a lot about the past, a lot of things I didn't know, you know, I had amnesia." ”

"Why do you always say that you have amnesia? It's not that I don't know what you looked like when you had amnesia, you don't have amnesia at all. I looked at him and said with certainty.

"I have amnesia, and I have a vague view of what was before. Sometimes I want to see clearly, but the fog is so vast that only a few images appear, and then they are covered up again, and nothing can be seen. ”

"I don't believe it. As I spoke, I took a sip of my glass, and the spicy wine ran through my throat and into my stomach.

"You know that...... The person I like is you. He said suddenly.

"Do you know how immoral it is for us to love, and if we still have a little conscience, I think we should all stop it. I looked at him and said.

He took a sip of wine, as if he was tasting tea, slowly put down the wine glass, looked at me and said, "I have experienced some things that ordinary people have not experienced, so, in my eyes, life is more precious than love." If my life is gone, what will I do to love you?"

"He Lily is really kind. I said.

"Yes, she's changed a lot. In the past, she was fearless, not afraid of heaven and earth, but now she has become very timid and afraid of things, I don't know what she has experienced in her heart, but I know that this is a good phenomenon, at least it will not let her become a devil like Stanley Ho. ”

"Is it......" I played with the goblet, and my heart was inexplicably low for a while, "Wei Guhai, you marry Lily." ”

"......" After hearing this, he slowly picked up the wine glass and drank a glass without answering.

"Didn't you hear me, and if you have to go down this path of sin to the end, marry her. It's impossible between us anymore. I looked at him seriously.

I'm a police officer......

What is he? He is a drug lord who wants to surpass Stanley Ho and replace Stanley Ho.

We are destined to be the object of the outbreak of conflicts and contradictions, and we are impossible.

"I said I couldn't marry He Lily. He said stubbornly.

"Break up if you don't get married! Why do you torture her so much? Do you know how painful she is? Do you know how uncomfortable she feels inside? Do you know how she has been on her own all these years?"

"What's wrong with you, why did you become like this after two days of getting along with He Baihe?" Wei Guhai asked puzzled.

"Because I'm a woman, because women understand women!" I looked at him with some excitement, shook my head and said: "If I had known that you were such a person, if I had known all this in advance, I really didn't want to fall in love with you, and I would have forgotten you!"

"What about you...... Aren't you also engaged to Xu Zhifeng?"

"I haven't yet, the engagement is two months later, but, don't worry, after experiencing you this time, I won't get engaged to Xu Zhifeng at all!" I said, picking up the wine glass and taking a big sip!

The choking tears were about to come out, but I also made up my mind at that moment - never to get engaged to Xu Zhifeng!

Even if I give up my undercover status, I can't get engaged to him! Even if I give up my duty, I can't joke about other people's feelings!

Render to God what is God's, and to Satan what is Satan's!

My duty is to go undercover, so I'll do my best to collect information with my own skills!

It is the duty of the law to punish them for the mistakes they have made, so let the law deal with them.

And what about feelings......

Feelings are not used to deceive casually, if I enter the Golden Gate because I am engaged to Xu Zhifeng, even if I succeed in the future, I will not have the face to face my future life. Especially, when I really felt Xu Zhifeng's pure love.

"Heh......" Wei Guhai snorted coldly.

In that laughter, there are too many vicissitudes of life.

When I looked up, I noticed that his eyes were a little red. So hard-hearted as a stone, he was so sad?

Why......?

"Factor, if I break up with He Lily, will we be together?" he suddenly asked, "Do you still love me?"