Chapter 1952: Hua Nian
Sometimes you miss the past, you may not miss a relationship, sometimes you miss the past, you may miss a past time.
Yes, in the past time, you miss the you in the past time, you miss the young you in the past time. Obviously, you were very young in the past, and it is clear that you were full of inner dreams, you were immature in the past, and you were full of childish ideas in the past. Of course, if you could, you wouldn't call those thoughts childish thoughts, you wouldn't be naïve thoughts if you could follow your inner thoughts, if you could follow your own true inner thoughts, obviously you would call those naïve thoughts dreams, you would call those naïve thoughts ideals.
When you were young it was clear that you didn't believe how small the world was, you felt that the world was big because you felt like you were going to go to every corner of the world. Yes, since you can go to every corner of this world, since you believe that this world is big, then it is obvious that you have all kinds of ideas and dreams in your heart. There are many places that you wish you could reach, there are many places that you wish you had been, you feel that your future is infinite, you feel that your dreams are infinite, you feel that you are doing the right thing, you feel that you have nothing wrong with you, you feel that you have nothing to fear.
Or when you are young, you don't know what fear is, when you are young, you don't know what fear is, when you are young, you can't be afraid of anything, when you are young, you can't be afraid of anything, but when you are old, you will find that you are afraid of many things, you are afraid that you will slowly become old, you are afraid that you will slowly become less time to pursue something. So slowly you become more cautious, so slowly you become less passionate.
But when you're young, you're always passionate, but when you're young, you feel like you're never going to feel scared, and when you're young, maybe you don't know the preciousness of time, but when you're young, you know you should use it. Yes, when you are young, you feel that you have a long time left, when you are young, you feel that you have a long life left, when you are young, you feel that many miracles will happen in your life, when you are young, you feel that your life is to be squandered, you squander your life, you squander your time, you squander your wonderful young life, you squander these hours to pursue your dreams, you squander these hours to pursue your dreams that seem impossible, you squander these times to make yourself look like a real victor in timeYou squander your time to look like a general in time, you feel like a general, you feel like an invincible general in time. All of them are your soldiers, all of them need to obey your orders, you feel that you are powerful, you feel that you are invincible.
When you were younger, it was clear that you didn't worry about your parents. You feel that your parents will always be there, you feel that your parents are still young, you think your parents are still healthy, you think your parents are still healthy. So you don't worry about them at all, or you don't feel like you need to worry, or you don't feel like you need to worry at all, because in the old days, it's clear that they didn't worry you at all, or they didn't show any signs of worrying at all. Because they can take care of themselves, because they are still taking care of you, because they can earn their own money, and they are even giving you money, and you don't worry about your parents at all, and you don't worry about losing your parents one day.
When you get old, obviously you start to worry, or when you get older, you start to worry, when you know that your parents will not be with you forever, you start to worry, you even start to grieve, no one will love you like your parents, no one will love you as selflessly as your parents, you don't have a person who really cares about you as your parents, and no one will really think about you as your parents do. When you mature, it's clear that you've experienced the realities of society, you've experienced some pain, you've experienced some touches, you've experienced some betrayal.
All in all, you've gone through the problems that you should have experienced at this age, and you've experienced some things that only adults might go through. When you have experienced these things, you really understand how difficult it is and how lucky it is to have someone who is truly selfless and considerate of you.
At this time, of course, you will worry about them, of course, you will realize how deep your love for them is, in fact, you will always love your parents, or when something does not finally come, you don't know how much you love your parents. Only when your parents are about to leave do you know how reluctant you are to your parents.
He didn't know why he had so many chaotic thoughts at the moment, he didn't know why he had so many thoughts that seemed useless, yes, it was obvious that his thoughts were of no use at all. Obviously, his thoughts at this moment should not have at all, obviously, the thoughts at this moment should not appear at all, or that she was originally an immortal cultivator, since she is an immortal cultivator, it is obvious that he can't let himself have so many chaotic thoughts as ordinary people, or that he shouldn't have so many chaotic thoughts, but I don't know why, at this moment, he has so many thoughts that he shouldn't have. But obviously sometimes you don't have control over what you're thinking, and sometimes you can't control what you have to think.
But it is clear that all your thoughts are not in vain, and all your thoughts are not useless. Of course, if you're really bored thinking about some questions, if you only think about them, it's not useful to you. Obviously, your thoughts are useless, but if you're thinking about some insights, if you're thinking about something that is beneficial to you, if you're thinking about something that will help you, then obviously these thoughts may seem a little cluttered, these thoughts may seem a little nonsensical, but obviously your thoughts are useful. When he had these thoughts, when he recalled so many things in the past, it was obvious that he felt that his heart seemed to become cleaner, or that he had some other more important feelings at the moment, this feeling seemed to be inexplicable, this feeling seemed to be a little inexplicable, but although there was no way to explain it, he knew it in his heart, she felt as if she had been reborn, she felt as if she had more and more insights, he felt that he had more and more thoughts, he felt that he felt more and more insights, he felt as if he had re-acquainted himself with himself。
For ordinary people, it is obvious that they can only understand how much regret they have when they are old. Only when they have experienced enough things can they know what they have missed, only when they have experienced enough failures can they know how to avoid those failures, and only when they have experienced too much can they know how they should endure these pains. Yes, only when a person is old, only when a person really becomes mature, only when a person has gone through a lot of time, can he really understand these things, he can really understand some things, he can really understand how he should avoid those pains, how he should avoid those pains, but obviously, when you are really mature, you really have no way to undo those things.
In other words, time has passed, and there is nothing you can do to change those things. The only thing you can change is yourself. The only thing you can change is to let yourself accept, and the only thing you can change is to let yourself accept without regrets. The only thing you can change is to allow yourself to accept the pain without regrets. The only thing you can change is to make it easy for yourself to accept the things that you can't change.
But it is clear that he is no ordinary person. In other words, he now has a sense that he can really avoid those painful things from happening in his life.