431: Cocoon on the finger
Fu Xiangqin squatted down with her mouth covered, she was afraid that she wanted to kill me.
I know how much she loves me, but, like Zhang's father, I also know how much she loves this family and how much she wants to protect it.
Zhang's father is a small city policeman, he knows how powerful Kinmen is, and he knows that I have something to do with Kinmen, so he wants me to be a policeman. If I didn't become a police officer, he would have cut me off. That's why we haven't been in touch for so long, and they won't come to me, there's a lot of frustration in this.
"Mom......" I wiped away my tears and stepped forward to pick up Fu Xiangqin, who was squatting on the steps.
He waved his hand and motioned not to touch her, "Don't touch me." ”
"Mom, you, what's wrong?"
She slowly stood up, wiped away her tears, and her eyes suddenly became serious and angry, "What are you doing here?"
"......" I looked at her angry look and understood her anger, but I really didn't know how to explain it. I have 10,000 inside me who want to tell them the truth, but no. So, I lowered my head and didn't say a word.
"What are you doing when you come back now? It's good to mix with your mother! No, I, Fu Xiangqin, know that you're good now, your wings are stiff, and you don't have a home anymore! At the beginning, I called you back, why didn't you come back!? You are so unwilling to repeat your studies, so unwilling to go to the police academy!?" Fu Xiangqin scolded.
It's just that in that scolding, no matter how you listen to it, it doesn't sound smooth.
She scolds people very smoothly, and this will be so stumbling naturally not from the bottom of her heart, but I am afraid that she is forced by Zhang's father's rhetoric and feels helpless.
"Mom, I explained it to you, but you didn't listen, I have been really working hard for more than two years, and I am very busy. I continued to lie. Regarding the training, I must not tell them, although I already have a premonition that Chu Yuntian will let me do something.
"Is your career important, or is your parents important!?" she slowly began to return to normal, and the way she criticized me began to have a familiar taste.
"Wouldn't you like me to be a model too? I've brought you a lot of cosmetics this time, would you?" I said, grabbing her hand and being a little coquettish.
"What kind of cosmetics...... she turned her head to look at my big suitcase, "...... Miscellaneous... Do you know what your father has become? Every day at home he scolds you for being disobedient! Don't see him when you come back today, go out to live, or go back to Hongren to find your father. ”
"I don't see what he can do, let's go!" I said, carrying my suitcase in one hand and clasping her arm in the other.
I'm not the little girl I used to be, I'm twenty-one. I know how to deal with problems better. If I don't go up, I won't have a good year.
However, if I go up here, I must explain it in a low profile, which may make Dad Zhang more agreeable.
"Don't go up!" Fu Xiangqin lowered her voice and pulled me to say.
"Oops...... Is Zhang Liang at home? I haven't seen him for more than two years. I said.
As soon as I said Zhang Liang, she came to her senses, "You, still thinking about Zhang Liang?" Eh, no, why are you so energetic?"
It's really easy for me to carry Fu Xiangqin, and I have to fight against men when I train at the base, which will pull Fu Xiangqin with a person of about 100 pounds, which is really easy, but I can't let her find out, "Running around with a suitcase all day long, of course, it's too strong." I said, and I was already at the door.
This will be the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, and Zhang Liang must be at home.
"Bang bang bang" I knocked on the door.
"Go by yourself! just because I didn't get off work!" Fu Xiangqin said, turning around and pinching his feet downstairs.
With a "click", the door opened, and it was a bright door.
When he saw me, his eyes widened as if he had seen a monster, "I'll ......," and then, after closing the door, he opened it again, "Oh my God! You're back?!"
I haven't seen him for more than two years, Zhang Liang's face has really matured a lot, and after the pimples faded, the tender skin became slightly dry, but it added a steady atmosphere. Although he is not wearing a police uniform, this sturdy physique must look very good in a police uniform.
"What, I'm not welcome back?" I said.
"Who?" said Zhang's voice.
Zhang Liang became nervous for a moment, muttered back and said, "No, no one!" Then, after walking out directly and half-covering the door, he pulled me and was about to go downstairs, "You don't know, our dad is angry with you! You will come back, there will definitely be conflicts, don't even think about it this year!"
I took a stumbling step, fixed my body, and Zhang Liang didn't pull me hard.
I grabbed him, dragged him back and said, "I'm coming back to find our dad, don't make trouble." ”
"What are you looking for him for? You just mess around abroad, what are you doing when you come back and get angry with him! This, this is the New Year, what's the matter after the New Year, you don't know what our dad is angry about!" Zhang Liang said and wanted to pull me again.
At that moment, I was curious, it stands to reason that I don't go to the police academy, and he won't be so angry......
Could it be that something is happening?
After I shook Zhang Liang away, when I saw that he was about to come up, I hooked the suitcase with my foot, directly blocking his way. Then, I opened the door and walked straight into the living room.
Dad Zhang heard the movement and just walked out of the bedroom inside, dressed in pajamas, he was a little older than before. The hair on both sideburns turned white.
"Dad...... I am back. I looked at him and said.
He didn't look at me at all, he didn't look at me, he didn't look at it at all, as if he had expected the day to come, and he didn't move.
Then, step by step, he walked towards me, and when I thought he was going to say something, he turned around and walked to the living room, sat down on the sofa, and watched TV quietly.
"Dad. I yelled at him on the couch. But he kept changing the remote control, ignoring my existence at all.
Zhang Liang looked at this scene, and the second monk was also puzzled.
There was the sound of high heels behind him, and I didn't have to look back to know that it was Fu Xiangqin who came in.
The three of us just looked at Dad Zhang. He was like a wooden man, without any emotional fluctuations.
"Zhang Lei...... Fifi is back. Fu Xiangqin reminded him tentatively, and when she saw that he was silent, she smiled and said, "Have you seen it, Fei Fei brought me a lot of cosmetics." ”
"Zhang Liang, is the meal ready?" asked Zhang Liang as if he hadn't heard.
"It's done. ”
"When it's done, let's eat it. Dad Zhang said, turned off the TV and stood up.
Then, as if no one was around, I walked past me and walked to the kitchen.
Fu Xiangqin didn't know why, but I knew that she really wanted me to return to this home, but she didn't dare to speak because of Zhang's father's opinion of me. However, when I saw Zhang's father, he didn't say anything, so he hurriedly took my hand and said, "Go and wash your hands, wash your hands and eat!"
"Oh......," I replied.
"Mom!" Zhang Liang hurriedly shouted, "My dad is not normal, can't you see it? You eat at home with my dad, and my sister and I will go out to eat!" Zhang Liang said, grabbed my arm and wanted to pull me out.
"Zhang Liang!" Zhang's father shouted, and Zhang Liang's footsteps immediately didn't dare to move, "Come and sit down and eat." ”
After Zhang Liang heard this, he frowned, and he didn't know what Zhang's father was thinking in his head.
However, when I thought that Fu Xiangqin had left me to eat just now, he didn't refuse, so he let go of my hand.
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During the meal, none of the four of us spoke.
Fu Xiangqin wanted to say something several times, but she was afraid that she would make Zhang's father unhappy when she said it, so she didn't make a sound.
And Zhang's father eats very slowly, much slower than usual. As if he was deliberately waiting for me to finish eating.
"I'm full. I said, putting down the dishes.
After hearing this, Dad Zhang was slightly stunned, lowered his head and took a bite of the kitchen knife in the bowl, and said very plainly: "Go home when you're full." ”
"Zhang Lei, you ......"
"Dad, my sister just came back, okay......"
Dad Zhang ignored their words, and slowly raised his head to look at me, his eyes were very dark, but he was also very firm, "I said, if you don't take the police academy and don't become a policeman, we will sever the father-son relationship." ”
"You're afraid of the Golden Gate, aren't you?" I said in the same bland voice.
"What is Kinmen?" Zhang Liang asked curiously.
Dad Zhang may have thought that I would ask, but he still looked so calm, "It's not just about Kinmen, I don't want to talk about many things, and I don't want to pursue it, for the sake of us who raised you, please leave quickly." ”
He used the word "please", which was very heart-wrenching.
"......It's okay to let me go," I said, slowly standing up, looking down at him and saying, "...... But, tell me, what is that secret you've been keeping, and what is it that scares you so much?"
"What am I afraid of as a police officer?" he leaned back in his chair and looked at me with a cold look in his eyes. That look lost the gentleness it once had, only coldness.
"Has anyone been looking for you?" I asked. It felt like someone had approached him, otherwise, he wouldn't have been able to change so much.
"You don't have to worry about anyone who has looked for me, you go. Never come near our home. You don't belong here. ”
"Zhang Lei!" Fu Xiangqin stood up excitedly, after all, those words were really amazing, and Fu Xiangqin couldn't stand it.
"Okay......" Officer Zhang stood up from his seat, "You're not leaving, are you? After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave.
"Wait," I called out to him, and held out my hand to say a polite goodbye to him, "can't I go...... I'm here today to tell you that the next step of my work will be in China, in Kyoto. ”
When he heard Kyoto, his eyes suddenly froze, and then quickly returned to normal.
"Dad......" I continued to raise my hand, "...... Thank you for raising me for so many years, since you don't say it, I won't ask anymore. If you are angry because you are worried about me, then please rest assured, I dare not say it for a long time, but within three years, at most five years, I will give you a satisfactory answer. ”
"...... answer?" he turned to look at me, his eyes puzzled, but also distrustful, "...... The answer I want most is that you can come to see me in a police uniform during the Chinese New Year! instead of coming back with such a big box of cosmetics!"
When I saw his anger coming up, I tried to stay calm, continued to stretch out my hand and said, "Let's shake hands...... I'll leave when I'm done. ”
Seeing this, he directly reached out and grabbed my hand, but the moment he held it, his face suddenly changed!
"You!" his eyes suddenly became extremely sensitive.
"I'm leaving,......" I said, turning my head to Fu Xiangqin and saying, "I'll contact you in two days, if you can't use cosmetics, remember to call me." I said, and I was leaving.
"Your phone can't get through!" Ms. Fu said.
"Oh, now I can get through. I said. At the beginning, I was afraid that Section Chief Qin would listen to my mobile phone, so I changed my mobile phone, and now I will naturally open it when I return to China.
"Sister, I'll send you!" Zhang Liang said, and he was about to run out to see me off.
"You're back!" Dad Zhang pulled him back, took his police uniform with the other hand, put it on his body directly, looked at me standing at the door, stared at me coldly and said, "Go, I'll send you." ”
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Walk out of the corridor and walk step by step along the path of the community.
He took a cigarette out of his jacket pocket, lit it, and took a depressed puff.
After walking to the gate of the community, I turned around and looked at him, who was much older, "Let's go back...... It's cold. ”
He casually glanced at my hand again: "What's the matter with the cocoon on your hand?"
"It's fine. "I'm pretending to be an understatement. However, I knew that as a police officer, he would be able to find little secrets from me.
"It's okay, your hands are so hard as a model!?And the calluses on your fingers are from shooting training, and they are sharpened by constantly pulling the trigger! Tell me, what the hell is going on!" he asked, pointing to my hand with a cigarette.
"It's okay for me to tell you, but you have to tell me what that secret about me is......"