210: Shout
"Is it your father's phone?" asked Li Shan next to him.
I put my phone on and nodded.
"You seem to be very unhappy. However, if you think about it in a different way, it may not be a bad thing. We're stronger now, and we won't go to school in the future, and we're better than those people. Li Shan said.
I shook my head and said, "I don't want to be the black boss." Once, when He Lily appeared in front of me, I had a feeling of being a dwarf. However, when Lu Li came to me later, I saw the displeasure on his face, and I knew I was wrong. The world of love is different from the real society. β
"Uh...... Boss, I don't know those things about love and love. Hehe. Li Shan scratched his head and said.
"Oh......" I lowered my head indifferently, and raised my head again to watch the noon sun pass through the leaves, and I felt that this year was as unreal as a dream, "Li Shan, you don't have adoptive parents, you don't understand that kind of feeling." To be honest, for the sake of my father, I didn't want to leave Hongren County. However, I want to repay my adoptive mother's kindness, she wants me to go back, I have to go back, she wants me to be by my side, I have to deal with these things in Hongren County quickly to accompany her. Now that things are almost settled, I have also let her know what kind of woman I am. β
"You're really different from other girls, but you're no different as a child. In the eyes of parents, children are always children. Li Shan said.
I turned my head to look at him with an honest face, and said with a smile: "Okay, don't talk about this, you and Ah Long will take care of the rest of the matter." I went home first. β
"I'll find the third child to send you. Li Shan hurriedly ran in.
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After the third child sent me to the side of the road in the western suburbs, he let him go back.
Turning into the intersection, a few steps forward, I saw Fu Xiangqin's familiar white car parked at the end of the tree-lined path.
When I saw the familiar car, I couldn't tell what it was like to feel in my heart.
There are repressions, but there are also impulses;
There is hypocrisy, but there is also truth.
I want to express it, but I know that there is no room for lying.
I once panicked, but I never thought about really lying to her, I just thought about making her comfortable. However, what she did in reality made her farther and farther away from me.
Especially, after being brought to the police station by Fei Changqing today, when she saw me so coldly facing a big man with assets of over 100 million yuan and black and white, so "presumptuous".
She knew that I was no longer her good girl.
Fu Xiangqin has always wanted to change me, and now that she sees me coming out of the police station safe and sound, she should also know how tough and difficult it is to change in my heart, right?
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Gently push open the courtyard door,
It's hard to disguise a smile on your face.
wanted to give Fu Xiangqin a smile, but it only made her face look stiff and embarrassed.
Stepping into the main room, the three of them sat at a small table, and in the middle of the three cups of tea was a file bag, which was marked with the word "student status".
"Fei...... Didn't you see anyone from the hotel?" asked my father, looking up.
Apparently because they stayed, they ordered food at the restaurant.
"I, I'll go out and have a look. I said, turning around.
"You sit down and say a word to your parents, I'll go, I'll go......" My father stood up with his crutches and passed me with an unnatural look on his face.
"Sit down. Officer Zhang looked up and said.
"Oh......" I sat down at the small table and came face to face with them. raised her head and glanced at Fu Xiangqin, her eyes were blank, as if she was thinking about the past.
When I saw those empty eyes, my heart hurt too.
"I've talked to your mom...... Whether you go to the Han River to study or not, you are not with us. If you want to go, we will take you there, and if you want to stay in Hongren County, stay here. Officer Zhang looked at me calmly.
It was so calm that it made me feel as if this morning's events had never happened.
What a strong ability to resist pressure will be so calm. Even if he was a police officer, he shouldn't be so peaceful.
So, in my opinion, under that peaceful expression, there is a heart that no longer wants to keep me.
Turned
looked at Fu Xiangqin and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
After hearing this, Fu Xiangqin glanced at me.
That's the eye!
Pierce my heart hard!
There was no emptiness in his eyes, but strangeness, and even a hint of incredible trepidation, "I, I'm fine, I'm fine, heh......"
Looking at her slowly lowering her head, I wanted to say something, but I felt like a strong barrier had been erected between us, and we could no longer communicate like before.
"What are you doing here?" Officer Zhang looked at Fu Xiangqin with some displeasure.
"Oh...... I... I'm a little sick. Fu Xiangqin said, gently holding her forehead.
When I saw this, I instinctively stood up, and immediately stopped in front of her, and reached out to touch her.
But when she turned around and looked at me indifferently, my hand stopped in mid-air.
"I'm fine, you sit ......" she grabbed my hand and shoved me back.
I looked at her unfamiliar eyes, and an indescribable complex emotion rose in my heart.
The love of the past, and the strangeness of the present,
The pain of colliding, tangling, meandering.
Is it because I became the boss of the black that they no longer confide in me?
But, if you think about it, they're not wrong. In this world, there is any parent who wants their child to become such a person.
Officer Zhang is a police officer, and he knows too much about our affairs......
I made things so big that the Dao'er in Hongren County changed drastically last summer!
Such a threatening woman, how dare they take it with them?
If the enemy comes to the door, they will suffer with them......
"This is my school status, right?" I thought about it, and after enduring the pain in my heart, I was finally able to pretend that nothing happened.
"Right...... You," Officer Zhang put on a calm face and said patiently, "You know your own situation best, so you have to think about it carefully." β
When I looked up, I saw that his eyes were so calm, like a wall, hiding all his emotions. No matter how I look at it, I can't see a single fluctuation.
"I'd better stay in Hongren County......" I said, glancing at Fu Xiangqin, who had returned to her empty expression, and continued: "I don't worry about my father's illness, and besides, I don't have the face to see you anymore if there is such a big movement in Hongren County." β
"It's still your home, and we'll open the door for you when you want to go back. Officer Zhang said calmly.
However, I know that if I don't go to study in Hanjiang this time, then my relationship with them will fade forever.
They were ostensibly asking me to make my own choices, but we were all too clear about what they were really trying to doβthey didn't dare take me in.
"Well, I'll go back to see my mom often. I laughed.
"Ahem!" the father stood at the door, carrying the dishes on the plate, and said, "The dishes are here, let's eat them!"
"Okay, well, let's eat! Old Mo, I'm here on leave today, and I'll be fine in the afternoon." How are you doing, if you can drink some, I'll accompany you to drink some!" Officer Zhang said very relaxedly.
It feels more like letting go of my hanging heart after knowing that I won't go back to the Han River.
"I'm quite stable in my illness, thanks to the good medicine that this baby gave me, I was able to stabilize it. Today, if you want to drink more, you can drink more, I can't accompany you too much, but a bowl is absolutely fine!haha!" said his father with a smile.
After the dishes were arranged, they began to drink.
Fu Xiangqin ate the vegetables with an indifferent face, as if Officer Zhang and her father around her had turned into air.
It wasn't until Officer Zhang proposed a piece of wine to my father that she picked up the glass of water with a slight sense of relief. However, the eyes that looked at his father were still so empty.
"Mom, Dad...... I respect you. I took the glass of water and said with water instead of wine.
"Good ......," Officer Zhang said, holding up his glass.
Fu Xiangqin also slowly lifted the water glass, but she didn't look at me, only at the wine glass.
Officer Zhang took a big sip and put down his glass so that his father could talk about the surrounding real estate development. Not a word about this morning's events.
Not a word was mentioned, which only proved that he understood. He knew how I came out and knew a lot of things.
Father, too, did not mention it. My father was a sensible person, and when they appeared in front of him with my school registration, he also knew what they were trying to do.
Such a "promising" daughter, they dare not ask for it.
However, the final scene still has to be performed.
I meekly gave them wine, poured water, smiled and gave the indifferent parsley pick-up, the parting heartache in the ninja's heart, doing the final scene.
It's finally over......
This meal was like a long day, but when I looked up at my watch, it was only more than half an hour.
"It's getting late, we should go back. After the meal, Officer Zhang stood up and said.
"Oh, well, I'm not in a good position to have my legs and feet, let Murphy send you ......," said my father, holding up his crutches.
"You don't have to send it, you don't have to send it!" Officer Zhang said with a smile. At that moment, I knew that his acting skills were so good.
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Officer Zhang's pace was fast, but when he saw Fu Xiangqin walking slowly, he had to slow down.
I walked side by side with her on the potholed tree-lined path, but my heart began to surge.
It was this time last year, on such a hot sunny day, that she sent me to ......
At that time, she was so reluctant and loved me so much!
When I decided to stay with my father, she wept so hard that she couldn't breathe.
Now, this face is so indifferent.
"It's here, don't send it, go home quickly. Officer Zhang wiped the sweat from his head and said with a smile.
"Well, slow down. I squeezed out a smile and said.
"Parsley, I'm drinking, you can drive. Officer Zhang handed her the car keys.
"Oh......" She took the car keys and tried to look at me sideways, but when she didn't, she stopped and ...... Turn around and walk towards the door.
She's really leaving.
I watched her familiar back into the driver's seat, and the feeling of parting in my heart rushed over me.
When you hear the sound of ignition, hear the sound of the engine, hear the sound of the tires of the car rubbing against the ground, all the love that used to come rushing in,
Both knees involuntarily, just knelt down so deeply and fiercely!
"Mom!!"
I fell to my knees and shouted deeply!
That's an instinctive shout......
Really, instinctively shouting......