Chapter 801: I don't trust anyone anymore

Charlie's death caused Lelouch to change his attitude towards the Geass Order.

He had originally wanted to use the Geass Order, but Xia Li ......

Xia Li is an ordinary person, and in the story, the most tragic person, she is played with by Geass until she dies.

And Yufie, and everyone, and so many people.

Even though he benefited from the geass, Lelouch never denied the sin of the geass!

Such a power of sin will bring the power of grief to the world, and it can no longer be left.

If there is a geass in the world, then he wants to make himself the last geass.

So he annihilated the Geass Order, and used all the people of the Order to bury those whose fate was played with by the Geass.

……

In the war of annihilation against Geass, Lelouch entered the world of C, that is, the Sword of Akaxia, the Sword of God Killer System, where Lelouch met his father and was in front of the audience, the first confrontation between the two.

"The world of c...... Is it C? If you look at computers, C is really the basis of everything. ”

For the first time, the emperor showed his will, although the direction he pursued was different from that of Lelouch, but it was the same greatness. However, people's attention was attracted by the slot that I don't know if it counts as a slot.

"C language is a computer language, and it is also the basis for building the computer world, the computer world is a kind of digital world that is different from our current world, and it can also be regarded as a fictional world, and "Lelouch the Rebel" is also a fictional world, so to speak. It doesn't seem like a problem to describe it in C. ”

"So does C.C mean C++?"

"What is V.V? Could it be the V++ language pioneered by the Great Demon King?"

"There isn't a V++, but there are VB and VC+ languages. V.V is the successor to C.C, and I feel that the VC+ language is more in line with him. ”

"That V.V's death. Does it indicate that VC+ is not as good as C?"

"That's for sure, the C language is the best language in the world!"

"Fart! Java is the best language in the world! I don't believe it! Maybe there will be a J.J or A.A in the future!"

There are too many slots, which makes people feel like you'll lose if you don't complain.

C.C finally expressed her wish - to die, immortal witch, her only wish is to save her from this immortal hell.

"Why does C.C seek death? I don't know how many people have the ability to hope for but not die!" Some fans said, in Chinese history, how many people died on the road to pursue immortality.

And in various types of novels, immortality is the goal pursued by many people.

Even the Monkey King in "Journey to the West". When he was studying, countless powerful abilities were dismissive, and he only wanted one, and that was immortality!

When a man is killed, he dies...... This is nonsense.

However, it is precisely because of death that people, or in the case of living beings more broadly, fear death, and therefore pursue immortality.

The same is true of the animal's instinct to seek advantage and avoid harm.

But what do they feel for the Immortals?

Man's strong desire for life comes from the fear of death, but the immortal does not die. There is no fear.

"Whether they hate her or love her, they have all disappeared in the long river of time. She is the only one who lives alone. From the perspective of desire, the fundamental purpose of people's pursuit of immortality is not for immortality, but for the process of immortality, to be able to enjoy it forever. She enjoyed both the beauty she had gained and the pain of her loss - no one and nothing could accompany her all the way. The more you get. The more you lose. During this journey of time, Changsheng numbed her. That's why C.C was so cold in the face of war and death at the beginning...... Because she's seen so much, too much. The numbness made her lose the reality of life. When others are alive, they will die because they will die, so they will strive to pursue a good thing. However, for her, behind every beauty, there is destined to be the pain of loss. She has no desire to pursue, she has lost the motivation to live, she lives in the world like a walking corpse, only death can make her feel the truth of life...... So, she longed for death. ”

"What you are saying is only from the analysis of the reason why C.C wants to die, but C.C's real desire is not to die. The power of C.C's geass is to be loved. Geass can be said to be a manifestation of the true desire of the human heart. c.c's true desire is to be loved. ”

Before getting the geass, her life experience was miserable, she didn't know what it was to be loved, after getting the geass, everything around her was distorted by her ability, she didn't know if other people's hearts were really loving her, after getting the code, although she lost geass, she became an immortal witch, people coveted her power, and feared her immortality, true love...... She had never felt it.

"In that case, what about Mao?"

"Mao? Maybe he was in love with C.C at first, but in the end, her love for C.C has become a kind of possessiveness. Is possessiveness love? It's just a kind of love that distorts the will of others, satisfies one's own desires, and is not a love for c.c. ”

In the Sword of Accasia, C.C was seen through by Lelouch, and at the last moment, she didn't want to twist her will, so she rejected Charles and chose Lelouch.

However, after coming out of the Sword of Accasia, C.C lost his memory.

"Excuse me...... Who are you?"

"Is it my new master?"

"I can cook, clean, carry water, take care of cattle and sheep, tailor, I can read a few words, count to 20, ah, clean up the corpse, I will also do ......"

The cold, arrogant, poisonous black woman, when she opened her eyes, it was a timid look that she had never seen before, and her trembling eyes revealed panic, and in the face of Lelouxiu, she shrank back and said tremblingly.

Her memories go back to when she was a slave.

Only then did people know that C.C had such an experience, and the words she said, her panicked eyes, pierced the hearts of fans.

Both sides were ready, Lelouch had all the non-Britannian forces in his hands, and Schunezel had received the Freyja developed by Nina - similar to a nuclear bomb, but non-polluting, and different from an antimatter bomb, all in all, a strategic deterrent weapon of similar power.

However, Lelouch's sister Nanali, on the Britannian side, fears that her sister will be harmed, and in order to protect her sister, he finds his only friend and sworn enemy, Suzaku.

The two meet alone, and Suzaku asks Lelouch if he used Geass on Yuffe.

He admitted, and did not say anything about his geass's loss of control, which he described as his plan.

Suzaku asks about Xia Li's death again, and he also admits that it was related to him without any excuse.

Lelouch didn't have any explanation, and he wouldn't do anything, these people died because of him, there was no problem, and the justification was blasphemy against them, and he resisted this qiē guilt.

But who knew that at the time of the time with Yufie, he had really decided to let go of this qiē, and who knew that the death of Yuffie and Xia Li would make his heart more painful than anyone else, and he would blame himself?

On the way together, the people around him fell one by one, and he was the only one who carried all the qiē, unable to turn back or pause, and moving forward was for their common expectations.

Lelouch knelt in front of Suzaku, this was the first time in his life that he bowed his head to others, he didn't ask Suzaku for forgiveness, he only asked Suzaku to help him and protect Nanali.

Suzaku trampled Lu Lu Xiu to the ground, and Suzaku, who was angrily accused, stomped on Lu Lu Xiu's head.

The gorgeous black prince is so downcast for the first time.

"I'm cāo, what kind of thing is Suzaku!"

This scene made many people eager to rush into the TV and kick the Suzaku away.

"I used to think that Suzaku was very good, and I fantasized that one day Suzaku would be able to join forces with Lelouch. However, the more he went to the back, the more he hated Suzaku, and he was blinded by hatred!"

"Similar to the insect master Marchiri, at the beginning, he had the most noble purpose, but in the process of pursuit, he gradually lost his goal, and even wanted to use drugs to extract a confession from Kalian...... Didn't he pride himself on hating this dirty method the most?"

"He talks about pursuing peace and hates Lu Lu Xiu, but the human life in his hands is even better than Lu Lu Xiu!"

The deeper the love for Lelouxiu, the stronger the hatred for Suzaku.

A close friend of fate, but also a mortal enemy of fate.

The sorrow of this fate crossed the barriers of the dimension and reached everyone's heart.

However, Suzaku's actions had long been seen by Kenezel's lieutenant Kanoen, who used Suzaku to arrest Lelouch. Let Lelouch think that Suzaku betrayed him.

"I don't trust anyone anymore. ”

He trusts Yufpe, Yuffie is dead, he trusts Xia Li, Xia Li is also dead, he trusts Suzaku, but Suzaku betrays him.

When I said this, behind that arrogance, there was a heavy sadness and pain.

Using the back path set up by his own abilities, Lelouch escaped.

When he came, he had the last and most important innocent fantasy and longing.

When he left, he was alone, a tear fell to the ground, and at the same time, he left the last of his innocence here.

The cold eyes are no longer making any waves. (To be continued)