"I didn't forget...... Stiff but not stiff, soft and unremitting!" I said with a smile.

"What I want is not just for you to remember, but for you to practice! You will have to walk and practice whenever you have time in the future!"

"I see! Thank you, Zizhou!"

I said, hugging Wei Zizhou for the first time.

Wei Zizhou has no parents, and a simple model catwalk is not a solution to his food and clothing.

Therefore, he can only follow the leopard master to make money.

As Zhang Yang said, he came out to mix when he was in junior high school, and once almost lost his identity as a model because of a scar on his stomach.

When the model trainer asked him about the origin of the scar on his stomach, he lied and said that he had had appendicitis surgery. However, Zhang Yang told me that he was stabbed by people in society during a fight in his third year of junior high school.

However, when he went to the city to participate in the modeling contest, when he was performing in a swimsuit, his cold face and the scar on his stomach made him win the championship with a high score.

A lot of things in life are like that, and sometimes the ups and downs you have experienced are not necessarily the ups and downs. It seems that they are all destined and must be experienced.

When you succeed, when you look back, you will feel that the bump came so exquisitely, so subtle that it is indispensable.

A lot of times, when I look back, that's what it looks like.

If I hadn't had the experience of Yunfei, I probably wouldn't have succeeded in the future.

Many times, some ups and downs, or falls, or collapses, seem to be indispensable for a person's long-term life!

When many people face ups and downs, most of them are decadent. However, if you change your perspective and get back on your feet, you will be grateful for the ups and downs you once had.

Those ups and downs change the track of time and send you to another success!

Just like my life.

But

When I could walk comfortably in high heels, Wei Zizhou was a little wrong......

"At your current level, you can go to some small modeling competitions. Wei Zizhou looked at me and said.

"You don't train me as a professional model, okay...... I went to work in Yunfei, not to be a model. I said with some reluctance.

He half-lay on the sofa with a cold expression and looked at me carefully, the more he looked at me, the more depressed he became, and finally, he directly picked up his mobile phone and called Lin Can over.

After seeing him hang up the phone, I asked puzzledly, "What are you looking for Lin Can to do?"

After throwing his phone on the tea table, he frowned and said, "A week ago, I thought about making you think that you were a girlfriend and joined Yunfei, but now I feel ......."

"What do you mean, don't you go to Yunfei?" I asked Ma Za on the other side of the coffee table.

"If you go to that kind of place, you're really ruining yourself. Wei Zizhou said, his eyebrows furrowed deeper, stared at me and said: "There was a girl who came out the night before yesterday and never came back, and I received a letter from the police last night saying that the girl died in the hotel." The cause of death is still under investigation. ”

"What is it for?" I asked curiously.

"If there is a table, there will be a stage, and the guests like you very much, so they will buy you all the clocks for the night, and then take you out to play. I said I was going out to play, but I don't know what I was doing......"

As I listened, I could think of what they were out for.

"But didn't you say that I won't be a princess after I go?"

"I think so, but if you don't become a princess, Lord Leopard may not let you stay in Yunfei. Wei Zizhou said thoughtfully.

However, I was immediately puzzled!

asked very strangely: "Zizhou, you have been messing with Leopard Master for so many years, and your father and Leopard Master are iron buddies again! I am your girlfriend now! How can Leopard Ye let your girlfriend be a princess?"

"Many of the girlfriends of the thugs under Master Leopard are princesses......," Wei Zizhou said lightly.

When I heard that, I was embarrassed.

It feels like their world is really complicated and incomprehensible.

My girlfriend was touched by someone else, how could they bear it?

It's simply impossible, right!?

Wei Zizhou seemed to see my question, and habitually took out a can of beer from under the coffee table, opened it and took a sip.

Kneading the beer can with both hands, he said, "You don't know anything about this business, and there is no emotion in this circle at all...... Whoever talks about feelings doesn't end well!"

"What do you talk about if you don't talk about feelings? If your girlfriend is touched, those gangsters can bear it?" I said directly.

"I just said, don't talk about feelings......" After swallowing a big mouthful, he put down the beer can, stared at me very seriously, and said: "They are just using each other, many girls from other places want to find a backer in this circle, and many bastards also want to use their women to earn some money for tobacco and alcohol." It's like this no matter where you go...... There are no real feelings. In the future, when those girls have made enough money, they will leave, and then find someone similar to marry. ”

When Wei Zizhou said this, I remembered Ah Zhu.

The father of Ah Zhu's child is a "waiter" in KTV, and that waiter is Ah Zhu's backer.

It's just that Ah Zhu fell in love with the waiter and later gave birth to a child for him.

"Zizhou, what if those princesses really fall in love with those bastards?"

"Feelings are inextricably speaking, but none of the people I've ever met are happy. Those gangsters are used to being free, they don't care for women at all, they only use their girlfriends as a money-making tool, and those princesses, in that environment, are used to seeing the dirtiness of men, let them fall in love with those bastards, they also know the end...... Therefore, in this circle, talking about feelings with people in the circle is the most!"

"Then why do you want me to meet Master Leopard as your girlfriend, isn't this also ridiculous?"

"Murphy, I asked you to be my girlfriend, just to let them know that you are my person and I am your backer. ”

"......" I suddenly felt a little lost after hearing this.

The same girlfriend.

I am a flamboyant girlfriend, and I sit with Wei Zizhou's girlfriend, which is completely two feelings and two worlds.

Now that I think about it, Ah Zhu is still too young, and she has real feelings in the circle? In the past, I didn't feel anything, but now it seems that Ah Zhu is still too young.

"Want to give up?" Wei Zizhou asked coldly.

I shook my head and said, "I don't have any room to give up right now...... If I give up, there is only one way, and that is to leave, and when my father dies after he can't afford to pay for the medicine, he will leave ......."

After he heard this, his eyes darkened slightly,

He sighed and said, "My parents are gone, I can understand your feelings." Okay, I've got a solution. ”

"What's the matter, not your girlfriend?" I asked curiously.

"Of course I want to do it, but I want you to be a different princess. ”

"How is it different?"

"It's the kind of princess who can decide for herself, for example, when a group of rogue guests come, you can choose to sit on the stage or choose not to sit on the stage. ”

"Is that good?" I asked.

"I think it should be, it's just that it's up to you...... It's not enough to just look good when you walk, I hope that when you meet the leopard master, you will amaze him. Then, when I talk to him about the conditions again, it should be easy to talk. ”

"Okay, then you tell me how to amaze the law?" I said.

I feel that my own conditions are quite good, and this should be okay.

"Wait for Lin Can to teach you!"

&

After Lin Can came, he actually taught me makeup and acting.

Makeup was taught from the afternoon until 8 p.m., and then it started teaching me acting.

Of course, the so-called acting is not to learn any comedy or real acting, but to let me find the kind of pathos and cold temperament that Wei Zizhou said through acting.

However, to the great surprise of both of them, I was very good at "acting".

In addition to studying modeling, Lin Can is also preparing for the film and television academy and has been in contact with a lot of acting teachers.

Lin Can said that every excellent actor is a person with an extremely complex heart, and the reason why I can perform those charming or deep is because my heart is very complicated.

However, I disagree.

The so-called sadness and coldness are because my inner temperament is like that.

Life has come to such a point that I can't be enthusiastic when I am warm.

It was only in front of Fu Xiangqin that I showed an illusion of happiness.

True to yourself, living is very tiring.

The world is full of suffering, and the heart will only be very sad......

&

Waiting for everything to be over, Wei Zizhou also said when he would take me to see the leopard master.

I asked him.

Wei Zizhou said that it was very simple to see the leopard master, but the difficult thing was to suppress the leopard master.

He said that although I can almost act like a woman in society now, I still haven't reached the kind of "state" he wants.

I don't understand his so-called realm, but I know that if even he can see the flaws, the leopard master will naturally be suspicious.

At that time, if I don't have the right to choose whether to sit on the stage or not to sit on the stage, as Wei Zizhou said, then my future life may really be disrupted, and even fall into the endless abyss.

&

Wei Zizhou is very good at grinding people.

There were several times when I couldn't control my argument and asked him to take me.

Because, after I went to give Dr. Liu some money, there was no income anymore.

I borrowed a lot of money from my father's comrades-in-arms, but I haven't paid it back.

Every day, I still pick up garbage at school, and when I go home after picking up garbage, I can't say how anxious I feel when I see my father's body still so weak.

However, Wei Zizhou always has an excuse.

Either the leopard master went to the field and didn't come back, or he said that I was unstable now, in short, he didn't take me to see the leopard master.

Several times I thought about going to Sister Bing by myself, but after Wei Zizhou found out, he immediately turned his face against me.

Seeing Liu Suyun dress up more and more beautifully, and watching her buy a good mobile phone, I will still be red-eyed...... There are so many cosmetics, and the mobile phone clothes, if they are exchanged for money, they will definitely be able to pay for two months!

I feel that Wei Zizhou is simply wasting my opportunity to make money!

Even Zhang Yang thought that I was close to giving up on Yunfei!

It wasn't until Friday night, almost a month later, that I didn't go to Wei Zizhou's house because of the big week, and I didn't want to see his cold face.

However, when he first left the school gate, he sent me a message saying, "Come back tonight and dress up, Master Leopard invites me to dinner." ”

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In recent days, I have been on a business trip to Beijing, and I am changing every day, so forgive me!

After going back on the 10th, there will be more!