Chapter 402: Born to be a Human
"Is this my child?" a man looked at the child in his hand, his expression a little complicated.
"Hmm. The woman standing in front of him replied timidly, then looked down at her toes.
The woman is just an ordinary woman, but her eyes are very good-looking, like an intoxicating starry sky, which makes people intoxicated.
"How old is she now?" the boy looked at the woman as if he had made up his mind.
"Eight months. The woman was still so timid, and her voice was getting quieter and quieter, "Last year, the two of us were ...... I had children after that, but I couldn't find you, so I ......"
The man's hand holding the child trembled slightly, with a touch of anger on his face, "You, Lao Tzu was with you like that back then, and now you tell me that you are actually pregnant?
The daughter heard the anger in the man's voice, and she looked at the man a little bewildered, "I...... I was just...... Just wanted you to know...... Knowing you have a child......"
"Get out!" the man roared, throwing the child into the woman's hand, then turned and entered the room, slamming the door shut.
The woman held the child helplessly, looked at the closed door with a blank expression, and tears flowed unconsciously.
She didn't know that this man had already started a family, she didn't know that this man had moved here, it was just an accident, she saw this man unexpectedly, so she ran over in surprise.
Then, this happened.
Holding the child, the woman looked at the child's face, tears dripping down her young face, "I'm sorry meow, mom shouldn't have come to dad, I'm sorry." ”
She knows what she is going to do now, she is not a fool, she is just a little stupid, holding the child and preparing to go home, she can raise this child alone, it doesn't matter, she loves her child.
But life will always be like a bloody TV series, and there are many things that you think are bloody around you.
For example, the restless mother was hit by a drunk driver, and in order to cover up his crime, he carried the mother who was still alive at the time into the car and took her to the suburbs to destroy the body.
In this way, a young mother died in a deserted suburb, maybe the driver still had a little conscience left and was not eaten by the dog, Sun Miao was not buried alive, but just thrown in this uninhabited suburb.
Sun Miao, who had been hungry for two days, also cried hoarsely, and after crying with her last strength, God once again dragged her into hell.
Yes, pulled into hell, she was saved by a guy who drove through here.
Call the police, find the body, find the drunk driver, find Sun Miao's real father, and then, the man who was forced to be helpless adopted Sun Miao, which is a legal requirement.
As for the relatives on her mother's side, Sun Miao didn't know, but it was said that her grandparents had died, and her mother's other relatives didn't want to support her.
And just like that, she survived.
When she was in elementary school, her father had to give her nine years of compulsory education according to the law, and when she went to school, she stepped out of the door for the first time with a mask.
Then, the heavens, perhaps deciding that hell was not filthy enough, gave her a seductive eye to cover the lower half of her face, and everyone would be bewitched by her eyes.
She inadvertently made the entire class her captive, knowing that she took the mask off, and then, she became a monster in everyone's eyes.
Rejected by everyone, hated by everyone, yes, no one likes to have an alien around you, and this alien can also make you lose yourself.
No matter how beautiful such a person is, it will only bring more fear, vixen? No, that's a compliment, Sun Miao is called ***.
I was called this since I was a child.
She didn't want to go to school, so she chose to drop out of school, stay at home alone, and with her talent she learned some means, and she made money.
Then her dad took the money away.
When eating, they ate delicious food, and Sun Miao ate the ...... she made with various things Food.
Their dishes are bought, Sun Miao's dishes are picked up by themselves, their toys are bought, and Sun Miao's toys are made by themselves.
She is obviously at home, but no one sees her as a person, nothing is her business, the whole person is as if she doesn't exist, only when they are in a bad mood, she will have a sense of existence, as a gas bag.
Her brother, who once wanted to possess her because of her seductive powers, yes, her half-brother wanted to possess her.
He didn't succeed, she hit him, it was the first time she fought back, and then she was beaten for five whole days without moving, during which time she didn't eat a single bite of food.
It may be that her so-called brother has also been criticized, and he has not moved his hands and feet since then, but the disgust in his eyes is deeper.
For a moment, Sun Miao thought, why did she resist at that time? Wouldn't it be nice if her brother succeeded? Wouldn't that reason give her so-called brother one more charge?
Then she began to regret her resistance, regretting that she had been impulsive and chose to resist.
She tried to call the police on the Internet and ask the police to come to her house to save her, but there are five in the family, and she has only one, and the police will never judge the family matter, and then there will be another round of beatings.
Regret, resentment, and fear slowly faded through time, and in her world, all that was left was a computer, a room, and the last set of clothes left by her mother.
Feelings have become silent, smiles have become extravagant hopes, she has nothing, really nothing, only the slightest rebellious thought born in the fear of a certain moment.
That thought became another her.
For the first time, she had someone to talk to, for the first time she had someone who could understand herself, and for the first time she felt what it meant to be ...... Being, for the first time, abandoned the thought of dying here.
Until that night, she dreamed of a group of people, on a terrifying cruise ship, fighting, fear, and remorse...... There was a little fluctuation in her heart, and she wanted to laugh.
Why fear death? This world is hell, and God throws too many negative emotions into hell and creates too many meaningless beings, just like human beings.
Apart from...... He.
The one who didn't show disgust for herself because of her eyes, didn't hate herself because it was herself, even if her eyes were always indifferent, there was nothing all the time, she saw the ...... hidden deep in it Reluctant.
That day, she saw that person with her own eyes, not in a dream, she felt herself holding him, it was really touch, real feeling, real ...... Like a dream.
Day by day, the more she experienced, the more she could feel the warmth here, not just one person, but a team, a friend.
She could smile, she could talk, she could look at them, and she could always hold the person who had given her warmth in the first place.
has changed, if the real world is hell, then this piece is the heaven that exists above hell, even if it is dangerous, even if it may die.
Death, these two words used to be a relief for her, but now it is different, she is reluctant, she has not felt any warmth for more than ten years, and now the warmth is only enough for such a short time?
Not enough, really not enough, she wanted more, she wanted to be closer to that person, but she couldn't, she didn't want anyone else to feel the same way she did.
She tasted the pain of everyone at this time, and she didn't want these friends to feel the same pain as her, so she couldn't say it.
Even if she should be a spoiled child now, she should be a rebellious adolescent girl.
It's enough, even if she tells herself in her heart that it's not enough, it's still far away, but it's really enough, and being able to feel the warmth already makes her smile happily, she won't ask for more, more rude demands.
She saw Chu Chun, heard Chu Chun's words, understood the meaning of Chu Chun, she thought of herself, and in her view, Chu Chun was very happy, very happy.
When she was alive, she could have a father who loved her, and she had many friends who were willing to talk to her, and she belonged to her youth.
When you die, you find the person you love, and you find someone who can put on a kimono and entrust you to it, which is really a blessing.
Because of these things, Sun Miao has never felt it.
There is a person I love, even if that person is lying to himself, even if his goal is to kill himself, but, I love him, I don't care if he kills me, and I even want to thank him for letting me know that I still love this thing before I die.
No, Sun Miao won't cry, her tears have long been drained, she just sighed, lamenting that there are still happier people in this world than herself, and lamenting that this world is not pure hell.
There are not only demons in hell, but also those who clean up demons, those who save those who have fallen into darkness, and many more angels.
I am really envious, Sun Miao looked at Chu Chun, looked at her like this, I really envy that you can have someone who cares about you after death, and there is another person who loves you, and there are more people who are willing to do more things for you.
If I die, I'm afraid they will laugh, they will be happy, and they will say from the bottom of their hearts that this person is finally dead.
I'm sorry for being human, I'm sorry.
But now, I don't want to die, I still want to continue to watch Brother Ye Hao, I want to continue to walk with Brother Ye Hao, and I want to watch Brother Ye Hao leave the main god space and be with his lover forever.
I'm sorry, I can't die now, I still have to continue to help Brother Ye Hao, and I have to continue to live to help them.
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.
"Like you, I was happy in the first half of my life, and if I can find someone you can love before I die, even if I am killed by my lover, maybe I will feel happy. ”