Chapter 186: Estrangement
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Leng Xiaoxiao said coldly, and directly rejected Zhang Shi's request.
Although Zhang Shi has become accustomed to Leng Xiaoxiao's cold answer.
But this time, Zhang Shi still heard the abnormality from Leng Xiaoxiao's tone.
The coldness in the tone of the past is only outward.
And this coldness came from Leng Xiaoxiao's heart, and it was condensed by anger without vicious hostility.
Zhang Shi's heart turned, thinking that no matter why Leng Xiaoxiao was like this, but she hadn't made up her mind to be completely opposed to herself, it seemed that things were still going to turn around.
Thinking of this, Zhang Shi's original undercurrent heart also calmed down a little at the moment, and slowly breathed a sigh of relief.
Leng Xiaoxiao's cold words were like real ice arrows and ice blades, which really slashed through Zhang Shi's heart.
It seemed that my heart had become softer in her presence, and I was more willing to be exposed to her weather.
Zhang Shi sighed so emotionally in his heart, his heart was indeed moved at this moment;
This kind of vacillation turned out to be a willingly injured behavior that Zhang Shi couldn't control and couldn't stop.
This kind of vacillation has not been seen for a long time;
Because in the past, Zhang Shi was in the cruel environment of escaping from the famine, and he had unconsciously formed a thick cocoon in his heart;
And deep inside him, there are already several layers of steel locked;
Now these cocoons and these iron walls are pierced by the invisible aura of the girl in front of them.
After Zhang Shi sighed, the pain caused by the frost scratches in his heart stopped.
But he was reluctant to completely erase this scar, so he could only let the frost scratch stay shallow on his heart, giving himself that coldness for a period of time.
Zhang Shi himself could feel that the frost scratches could only be slowly eliminated through a period of time, and even if time passed, the cold taste would be clearly recalled.
What happened?
Zhang Shi felt a little restless and sour in his heart, and he hurriedly lifted his spirits, wanting to know what was wrong from Leng Xiaoxiao's mouth.
Zhang Shi's heart has long been squeezed thick and strong by various exercises, and he even feels that this pain is painful, but he can bear it;
But it was Leng Xiaoxiao's injury to him that made him feel that there was another world in his life, and he felt that such a novel feeling made him painful and fulfilling.
"I told you a long time ago, you can't.
You're just a low-level monk up to now.
Even if you can get some treasures that extend your life, you will always be limited by the spiritual root, and you can only be a low-level monk for the rest of your life.
But I have the best spiritual roots, and I have my master, who can be called one of the most outstanding Jindan monks in the Hanzhimen, and she is the daughter of the Yuan Infant Daoist;
The master is so kind to me, sometimes he allows me to live with her, and he will definitely find a good pill to help me break through to the golden pill stage.
The master told me not to walk with you in the future.
To avoid the current situation of opposition between the low-level monks and the high-level of the master, some people say that our master and apprentice are not firm. ā
When Leng Xiaoxiao said these words, the coldness on the surface still couldn't hide the struggle and fluctuations in his heart.
She also grew up in the cultivation realm where the cruel strong are respected;
The chasm between the high-ranking monks and the low-level monks, as well as the strict hierarchical concept of the cultivation realm, had been instilled in the depths of her mind through time.
She grew up in the circle of high-level monks of the Hanzhimen, and she was also exposed to it;
The high-ranking monks around her who watched her grow up also advised her not to get too close to Zhang Shi.
Before, the high-ranking monks around Leng Xiaoxiao didn't think much of her relationship with Zhang Shi.
Because no matter what, Leng Xiaoxiao also has to move among the teachers and form gangs;
In particular, making friends with monks in the foundation building period of the Qi refining period with great potential laid the foundation for her to gain a firm foothold in the cold solstice gate in the future;
also in order to exercise her mind, so that she can have a state of mind that can impact the foundation building period and the Jindan period as soon as possible;
She wandered through the cold solstice gate, so it was inevitable that she would bump into a Qi refining stage cultivator like Zhang Shi who had poor spiritual roots.
But now that Zhang Shi has indicated the position of the low-level monks, the situation is very different.
After Zhang Shi heard Leng Xiaoxiao's words, he didn't feel a taste in his heart.
He was originally quite happy, thinking that this time he could finally brag in front of Leng Xiaoxiao and prove his strength to her;
Let her feel that she can work hard and have a good future, and close the distance between her and a monk with good spiritual roots.
But now that such a sudden show came out, it was tantamount to pouring a large bucket of cold water on top of his little self-satisfaction.
Zhang Shi felt that there was such a cloud of smoke between him and Leng Xiaoxiao.
The smoke was so thick that although they both wanted to see each other clearly, what they saw was only a blur of each other;
Zhang Shi even had a worry in his heart, that is, he would be confused by this smoke, and mistakenly think that these smoke and the image of the girl opposite were the true face of the girl;
So that Leng Xiaoxiao, who is cold on the outside but actually hides a girl's heart inside, will he feel the same way?
Zhang Shi remembered that when he was adopted and raised by his adoptive parents, he had seen all kinds of couples in the mortal world, with different identities and backgrounds, and a huge disparity between the rich and the poor;
They are trapped by this thick smoke, believing that the relationship between their husband and wife is a social relationship full of contradictions, between identities and statuses.
Zhang Shi thought of this, and he was still not discouraged in his heart.
Although according to this situation, Leng Xiaoxiao will not interact with him for the time being, which makes his heart, which was originally floating in the air and trotting happily, run a little slower;
But he still believes that the joy that makes his heart beat may become the happiness of each other.
It's just that thinking that he can't meet Leng Xiaoxiao for a period of time, Zhang Shi is still a little disappointed in his heart.
He felt that his soft heart was suddenly hammered to the ground by the powerful and rigid hammer from the outside world;
The sweet candy in my heart was suddenly snatched by the unreasonable robbers outside, and I am afraid that I will miss the beauty of the candy for a while to fill the vacancy of the candy.
All the calmness and all the strategies before Zhang Shi have lost their effect in the face of Leng Xiaoxiao.
"I ...... I would like to say......"
Zhang Shi couldn't show any tricks, from the bottom of his heart, he was in awe of this sweet relationship, for fear that he would be witty and break the glass.
Zhang Shi couldn't say it anymore, and he didn't dare to keep looking at Leng Xiaoxiao, for fear that she would be unhappy;
He had no choice but to keep staring at the little bag on Leng Xiaoxiao's waist, and quietly glanced at Leng Xiaoxiao from time to time to see how she reacted.
In this way, the boy and the girl were silent;
The girl felt that she was still a little reluctant, but she wanted to cut it off with a knife, but she was a little overwhelmed, and stood in place and tinkered with her sachet;
The young man was also stunned, he was ignorant of his youth, and he was dazzled by the young feelings, and he was also standing there, suffering from estrangement and greedy for the girl's breath.