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It's exhausted, and I can't make it up. Bayi Chinese net λ αι?.?8=1φz=

The content after the starship is all what I wrote before, and it came out after a little tidying up and adaptation.

I want to slowly recover myself in the process and write something wonderful again, but I really have dried up, and I can't return to my previous state.

It's old, it's really old.

From the beginning of 2006 to today, it has been nine years, nine years, and more than 20 million words have been written, most of which have been harmonized. ααφ?? λ 8?1 Chinese net?α φ=ο.ψ8λ1ψz?ο.λcΑoιmα

Nine years ago, he was still a strong middle-aged man, ambitious and enthusiastic to devote himself to the code word business, thinking that he was very different, and sooner or later he would become a blockbuster; nine years later, the middle-aged man became an old man in his last years, and all he gained was full of pain, and he finally recognized that he was not a bullshit, he had achieved nothing, and he was a complete loser in life.

I wanted to leave something behind, but I didn't leave anything.

Before writing this book, I felt that this might be my last book, and I really wanted to write a classic, but my heart was higher than the sky, as a lowly, my ideals were very plump, and my reality was very skinny, and I wanted to write a classic, but it turned out to be nothing, and now I can't even make up the number of words. Bayi Chinese ιnet ?λ?.Α8ψ1ψzφ?.Αc?om

After the end of this book, maybe it's really time to end the coding career, and it's time to find something else to do to support yourself and your wife.

I want to have a child, but I can't conceive it, it seems that I am really old.

What the future holds, I don't know.

I don't know if I'll write another book.

Let's go out for a walk in the outside world first, open up your mind, and I don't know if there will be some new ideas.

In the past nine years, I have been living an isolated life, with more than 20 million words, and I have already overdrawn all my life experience. If there is a next book, it will probably be at least three months from now, or next year, or more.

Maybe there won't be any more.

I know I've let a lot of people down, including myself.

I apologize to all my brothers and sisters who have always been with me!

In the past nine years, you have provided for me, but what I have repaid you is only disappointment again and again.

For nine years, like a child to his parents, I have developed a deep dependence on you, and I have been reaching out to you to ask for it, and you have been selflessly giving and helping me.

I am afraid that I will starve to death if I leave your offerings.

But this step has to be taken.

Thank you one last time for being with you for so long!

Bow deeply to all the parents who eat and drink!!

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…… (To be continued.) )