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Such obvious contempt made Mu Xiaoluo's gaze a little condescending, Chu Chenghui was also used to Mu Xiaoluo looking at himself with such ill-intentioned eyes when he was angry in his heart, such a Mu Xiaoluo is the real Mu Xiaoluo, which will give Chu Chenghui a vivid feeling, Mu Xiaoluo is really a person who will hide his feelings. Read the full text of the latest chapter, and visit wèn:. Gradually, he also wrapped himself in the shell of a silkworm chrysalis. can't see the real him, but Chu Chenghui still wants to see the real Mu Xiaoluo, and wants to see Mu Xiaoluo's vivid eyebrows. wants to see Mu Xiaoluo talk about her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, because only in this way will she feel that Mu Xiaoluo is really alive.
"If you don't forgive, then don't forgive, I can't break my promise, the road ahead is still so long, how can you guarantee that I will not be the one who takes you around the world, how can you guarantee that I am not the one who saves you from being displaced. Chu Chenghui stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Mu Xiaoluo's waist, leaned his chin against Mu Xiaoluo's shoulder socket, and had a warm snort, which was shallowly sprayed on Mu Xiaoluo's cochlea, Mu Xiaoluo's body trembled suddenly, and the whole person couldn't help but tremble.
"Let go. Mu Xiaoluo struggled with her body, constantly pushing Chu Chenghui's 'chest' back to resist, as if she was very uncomfortable with the feeling of Chu Chenghui's 'chest' sticking to her body, so her eyes began to be a little unconfident to see if anyone was passing by.
There were really maids and eunuchs walking past Mu Xiaoluo and Chu Chenghui next to them, all of them cautiously looked at Mu Xiaoluo and Chu Chenghui with their eyes, Mu Xiaoluo's face turned red with a brush, it seemed that she had not been close for too long, so just this small intimate action also made her whole person embarrassed.
"What are you afraid of, you are my wife, have you forgotten?" Chu Chenghui smiled shallowly, in the end, under Mu Xiaoluo's resistance, he took away the hand on Mu Xiaoluo's lower abdomen, and no longer hugged Mu Xiaoluo, but put his hand on Mu Xiaoluo's waist, that strong possessive attitude, as if he was swearing an oath, swearing that Mu Xiaoluo was his 'woman', and greeted the eyes of those maids and eunuchs with a frank 'swing' and 'swing'.
Bai Ling'er lowered her head and walked towards the imperial study, her mind was like a ball of cotton 'flowers', white and vast, but it was also very messy, her thoughts' It's so chaotic, she doesn't even know what she should do, yes, she has missed Xiao Jin for so many years, yes, she knows that Xiao Jin is forced to do so, yes, she also knows that she is reluctant to talk about Xiao Jin here, yes, he loves himself, but he is like this, and gradually began to sacrifice a qiē for the whole country, but gradually, she found that she couldn't do it by his side to support him all the time. In fact, it's not that she can't share weal and woe, it's just that the only thing she can't sacrifice is her own child, which is her blood and bones, her 'flesh'.
However, what Mu Xiaoluo said still resounded in Bai Ling'er's ears word by word, Xiao Jin was lonely enough, he had to resist thousands of troops with his own strength, so sometimes, he couldn't take too much into account. But the hurdle in her heart, she can't get over it no matter what, in fact, she really wants to hear Xiao Jin's explanation, he won't really sacrifice this child. [Sugar hua. updates quickly, the website page is refreshing, there are few ads, I like this kind of website the most, I must praise it] She also wants to listen to him, and he will be able to protect this child. But the words she heard at that time were still ringing in her ears, and she clearly heard his ruthless words and tone of voice that he could sacrifice that child, so she wanted to forgive but couldn't give herself a reason to forgive, she wanted to persuade herself to stay by that man's side, but she couldn't even cross the hurdle of tenderness in her heart.
Bai Ling'er stood at the 'door' of the imperial study. There was hesitation between his eyebrows. Holding his stomach, he looked at the closed 'door' in front of him with hesitation between his eyebrows, and suddenly he didn't have the courage to reach out and push open the 'door' in front of him, and he suddenly didn't have the courage. To face the man who made her love and fear at the beginning, she wanted to admit that she loved that man, but now, she found that her heart was like a clear river, while reminding her of the touch of two and softness in her heart, and on the other hand, she was telling sù that she could love without leaving a piece of armor.
At this time, the 'door' opened softly, and the 'door' of the room creaked. Xiao Jin suddenly appeared in Bai Linger's eyes, and the moment his eyes touched Bai Linger's cheek, Xiao Jin froze slightly in place, and then laughed slowly. "I thought you weren't coming. Xiao Jin thought that Bai Ling'er must be resentful of herself, no 'woman' could abandon her child, so when Chu Chenghui knew that Bai Ling'er heard the words that he was going to abandon the child, his heart was like a fire that had been extinguished. It was extinguished into ashes in an instant, burning up all hope and blood, and he knew that he must have pushed Bai Ling'er away from his side with his own hands.
"I, I'm just here to see. Bai Ling'er also felt a slight embarrassment at this moment, her face flushed, she was embarrassed and didn't know what to do with it, she even stammered slightly, and some words were choked in her throat and even some couldn't spit out and couldn't swallow it. As soon as he turned his head, he wanted to run away. However, perhaps because she was pregnant, Bai Ling'er's body was slightly unstable on her feet, and she turned around a little more quickly, and stumbled forward violently when she pulled out her 'legs' to run. Xiao Jin's eyes narrowed instantly, and he rushed up and took Bai Ling'er into his arms, "I don't want this country." ”
At that moment, Xiao Jin only felt that all the hot blood rushed towards her head, even blocking all the blood vessels and thinking, and even made her feel that she was a madman, a madman who could give up the country for the sake of a 'woman', this time, she also seemed to understand, what can a man do for a' The woman's man carried all the infamy and betrayed all the people in the world, and he finally understood that this country is really not so important, why should people be born to leave a name, and what can they take away after death, whether it is a high glory or a magnificent country.
"I don't want this country, don't you like to walk around? Don't you like the life and life of the beautiful mountains and rivers? I'll give it to you. Xiao Jin stuck to Bai Ling'er's side, holding Bai Ling'er's waist with both hands, his voice was depressed, but he was extremely firm, he was really afraid of the word emperor, the throne is a high thing, the person who pressed him is not like a ghost or a ghost, he is not here, and he can't afford the lack of feelings in this life.
Bai Ling'er was slightly stunned, even his hands were cold, he couldn't believe what Xiao Jin said in his ear, he said that he wanted to give up the country for her, he tried his best to win it, he didn't care about it, he thought that he would not change for a lifetime if he made a promise, and he swore that the country that his ancestors had beaten down could not fall into the hands of others, but now, why is it so easy to give it to others, isn't a man's whole life struggling in his own country and eventful years, isn't it a lifetime that he can't stand on such a commanding height, it is not considered a success, and he can't find the meaning of saving from itIsn't this a man? This voice is pursuing power through the sky, what is needed in this life is the feeling of being high, at the beginning, he worked hard to win such power and low position, and now he simply said to let it go, how can Bai Linger believe it.
"You worked so hard to win this country, why haven't you even sat down properly now, so you have to give up. Don't force yourself, don't you force yourself to throw away the glory you have gained today to cater to the simple and affectionate mind of a 'woman' of mine, don't you think that one day you will regret it? I think you will regret it. Bai Ling'er slowly closed his eyes, now he is full of enthusiasm, and he feels that he can give up a qiē for himself, and even be with himself without consequences, now he thinks that in his heart she is more important than Jiangshan, even if he is willing to be a person who is angry for her at this moment, even if he is willing to be the person who can ignore a qiē for love at this moment, but it is difficult to guarantee that one day he will be blushing. There is no guarantee that one day he will regret his decision and complain, she doesn't feel that at that moment, she has enough courage to face the harsh criticism she made him give up in the first place.
So in the face of such a 'tempting' condition, Bai Ling'er retreated again, she didn't have the courage to gamble on an unbright future, even she had envied Chu Chenghui in her heart and soul for the world that Chu Chenghui promised to Mu Xiaoluo, even if she wanted to make the four seas her home, and find a peaceful life with only the two of them, but the high walls and blue tiles turned this qiē into a dream.
"I really don't want this throne, I'll go with you, and let you make the world your home. Xiao Jin didn't explain, just gently picked up Bai Ling'er's hair scattered on his collarbone and put it under his nose to sniff, he made this decision not on the spur of the moment, at least he knew that it was not a momentary impulse, no one dared to say that he would not do anything regretted in his life, but Xiao Jin knew that he would not regret it, for the sake of this throne, he became a treacherous person, and almost stood on the point of incompatibility with his brother. For the sake of the throne, he fought bloody, and stood on the edge of life and death more than once, but what can this throne bring him, is it the brocade clothes and 'jade' food without worrying about food and clothing, or the hands and eyes that are high in the sky, he thinks that standing in such a position and level, he can protect the 'woman' and children he loves. But now, he found that the throne of the country weighed a thousand pounds, not only to overwhelm him, but also to crush what he felt was a very important thing.
He does not seek fame through the ages, and the history books are ruthless, why must he leave a mark on it. Life does not bring death and does not take away, and it is not good to cherish the people who accompany you, which is the biggest failure in this life.
So Xiao Jin understood, and he also wanted to understand what he wanted, what he was worried about, what he was worried about, the moment he saw Bai Ling'er turning his back to him, all his persistence, all the things he thought he could persevere, and what he resisted, were shattered all over the ground. He didn't even know how to pick it up, but at this moment he knew that the most important thing in his heart was Bai Ling'er, as soon as Bai Ling'er left, even if he was sitting on thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, the city about her in his heart was also a barren. She couldn't go, so he was willing to give up the country to stay.
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"Xiao Jin, I don't need you to do anything you don't want to do for me, because I'm afraid that you will regret it, and I can't afford your regret. Bai Linger has no way to face Xiao Jin's pointing at herself, in this life, all her strong and tenacious, positive hearts have been drowned out in the years, but she still outlines a world with Xiao Jin as the center, this world is full of the word Xiao Jin, Xiao Jin is the skeleton of her life, once Xiao Jin turns his face and doesn't recognize people, Bai Linger will feel that his world has suddenly collapsed. So she couldn't bear the weight, and she hoped that this qiē would never happen.
She can't afford to bet on the unknown, so she can't bet.
Xiao Jin's jaw hit Bai Linger's shoulder, and he no longer mentioned that he was going to give up his country for Mu Xiaoluo, but just hugged Bai Linger's waist, as always with the same eternal affection, and whispered in Mu Xiaoluo's ear. "It's a noisy day, you're tired, don't work too hard, don't think about those things, I'm a man, I can't even protect my 'female' and children, how can I 'straighten' my spine and say that I'm a man. Xiao Jin helped Bai Ling'er and walked towards the dormitory, Bai Ling'er's heart was slightly lonely. In fact, when Xiao Jin said that he wanted to give up the throne to live the kind of life of traveling the world with himself, even if Bai Linger didn't dare, his heart was still full of emotion, so when Xiao Jin gave up his own idea, I have to say that Bai Ling'er's heart was still slightly lonely.
"Hmm. Bai Ling'er replied softly, let Xiao Jin support his waist, and walked towards the dormitory. The 'door' of the imperial hospital was pushed open with a creak, the little maid looked around, and when she was sure that there was really no one around, she tiptoed into the imperial hospital, looking at the boy who was already groggy and asleep on the 'bed', the little maid's face also showed the youth 'spring' and immaturity, and the little maid tilted her head to look at Xiao Wu lying on the 'bed'. The little maid's mind was all about Xiao Wu's angry appearance today, and the little maid's heart was sour.
She knows that she is just a little maid, a person with the lowest rank in the palace, the kind of person who is constantly struggling in the dirty mire, the kind of person who has no way to climb all the way up, so she can only toss and turn all the way into the dust, and finally has no choice but to rot into the mud, her life is so sad, she will never be able to 'touch' Xiao Wu's high, but she is just a 'woman', she will also dream, about her beloved, about marrying in this life' Women', she is very envious of the gentle and charming 'woman' who stands there today, her voice is already so high, and at the same time, she can get all the love of a man, how happy, and this life, is her luxury.