Chapter 23: The Road of No Return

All I could do in my world was the sound of breathing, my hands and feet were numb, I couldn't speak, I couldn't open my eyes, and I sat on the ground like a puddle of mud. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Dongfang Xun took off his robe and wrapped it around me, hugged me and asked. "What's wrong with you?"

When my grandmother saw me, she also came over and asked, "Madame, what's the matter?"

"Why don't you go and ask for a doctor!" Dongfang Xun said anxiously.

"Oh~oh! yes!" Mama put down my shoes and clothes in agreement, and trotted away.

The whole body was paralyzed, and his mouth didn't obey, so he could only barely squeeze out a few words from his throat: "No... Use... Pass... Yes... Only... Good... Finish. My hand gripped his sleeve tightly, or more precisely, my fingers curled up together and unable to stretch out. I tried to calm my breath and told myself to relax.

Yes, I've had respiratory problems! I didn't expect it to be with me even though I became a different person. I remember there was a saying that described it when it got sick, it was, 'You're never going to die, it's better to live than to die.'"

Sometimes I often think that everything I have experienced has left me with nothing but hatred and hurt. Everyone felt that they could let go easily and be so chic that they didn't look back. But I want to say that when you really face it, you will never be willing to let go, whether you are lingering on the past or unwilling to admit defeat.

After the breathing became normal and the paralysis gradually subsided, I tried to stretch my fingers curled together, but my hands trembled but still couldn't stretch out.

His hand was warm, all the way to my heart, and I tried to squeeze out a smile and said to him, "Thank you!"

Seeing that I was better, he asked suspiciously, "What's wrong with you, do you have asthma?"

I smiled and replied, "It's okay!", but tears welled up in the corners of my eyes. When he saw it, he gently wiped it off with his hand, but I stubbornly twisted my head to the side, sniffed and smiled, "It's okay!", and then raised my head high, in order not to let the tears pour down like rain.

He put my shoes on, picked me up and said, "I'll take you to the Imperial Doctor." ”

"No, it's too good to heal me. I rejected him. Hyperrespiratory syndrome is a psychologically induced disease that cannot be cured with medication. My whole body was sore, tired and weak, I was tired and wanted to rest, so I said to him, "Send me home!"

"Okay!" he said very simply, and left with me.

I was a little embarrassed to be hugged by a big man and princess, and said to him shyly: "Let me down, I can walk by myself." ”

He didn't let me down, but said to me, "Rest well, you'll be there in a while." I looked up and saw that his gaze was so soft, a handsome and golden man like him is rare in the world, and for a moment I was in a trance, and my heart seemed to be bewitched and missed a few beats.

As soon as I arrived at the outer gate of the imperial city, I heard a sissy voice behind me shouting: "Lord Bei, Mrs. stay!", Dongfang Xun hugged me and stopped to look back, it turned out to be Fushun's father-in-law trotting all the way.

Fushun is the person next to the Empress Dowager, I am afraid that he will spread some gossip to the ears of the Empress Dowager, so I anxiously said to Dongfang Xun, "Lord, put me down!"

, he frowned and didn't say anything, and put me down.

When he arrived, Fushun panted and said, "Old slave, I can be regarded as having found you!", wiping his sweat with a handkerchief as he spoke.

I blessed my father-in-law. "Hello father-in-law!", he said angrily: "Hmm!".

"What is my father-in-law doing?" Dongfang Xun asked directly.

"Back to the northern prince, when the queen mother saw her wife tonight, she felt very fond of it, and wanted to keep her wife in the city for one night, and let the old slave come to pass on a message. Fushun replied. When I heard this, I thought that there would be no good thing.

But I heard Dongfang Xun say: "Concubine Xuan is not feeling well today, annoying my father-in-law to go and talk back to the Queen Mother, tomorrow, this king will take her to visit." ”

At this time, I heard an old and stern voice say, "If you are unwell, you can let the doctors take a look." It turned out that the Empress Dowager Jiang with Concubine Li and a group of palace maids carrying lanterns had arrived menacingly. Maybe it's because of the darkness of the night and the large number of people coming and going, we didn't even notice her coming.

Dongfang Xun frowned, and respectfully bowed: "Xun'er has seen the imperial grandmother. ”

Seeing this, I hurriedly knelt down and said, "The concubine has seen the Empress Dowager, and the Empress Dowager has a long life. She glanced at me and said angrily, "Get up!", I stood up and lowered my head and didn't dare to look at her.

"Xun'er, why don't the words of the mourning family work?" she asked Dongfang Xun angrily. I understand her anger because her grandson didn't listen to her for the sake of a woman, and it can be seen that she is a very strong woman.

Xun'er didn't dare, but Concubine Xuan's body was really uncomfortable. Dongfang Xun hurriedly explained.

"The Empress Dowager, my sister must be tired of dancing in front of the emperor tonight, so it's better to let my sister go back to the house to rest first!"

"Oh, the mourning family looks at her and is in good spirits!" Jiang said mockingly, squinting at me.

Jiang's is on the bar, I can't follow her thoughts, she won't give up, and the more Dongfang Xun argues with her for me, the more unfavorable it will be to me. Seeing that Dongfang Xun was about to speak again, I preemptively said to him: "Lord, the Empress Dowager wants to keep her concubines is the creation of concubines, and concubines can cultivate such good fortune in a few lifetimes! The concubines are willing to stay!", he looked at me in some surprise, and I could only smile and wink at him.

Dongfang Xun was afraid that the Jiang family would not be good for me, so he said to the Jiang family: "If this is the case, Xun'er will also stay with the imperial grandmother!"

"No need, you can accompany the mourning family whenever you want, go back to accompany Concubine Li tonight. Jiang had no room to refuse.

"Thank you Empress Dowager for your grace!" Concubine Li couldn't close her mouth happily, she smiled at me very proudly, walked to Dongfang Xun's side and took his arm affectionately, and said as if eating honey: "Lord, let's go back to the house!"

"Grandma Huang, Xun'er retires!" In the face of such a strong grandmother, Dongfang Xun could only reluctantly give in.

"Hmm!let's go back!" Jiang said with a sigh of relief and a wave of his hand.

Before Dongfang Xun left, he said to me: "There are many rules in the imperial city, don't lose your manners!", I understood that he was reminding me of the danger ahead.

I nodded, smiled and said to him and Concubine Li, "Concubine Congratulations to the prince and sister!" If this is a road of no return, I am already on the road, and it is superfluous to worry about whether there is danger or whether I will die, because everything is already doomed, and all I can do is to live one more day.

Seeing their carriage moving farther and farther into the darkness, Jiang opened his mouth and said to me, "Go with the mourning family!"