287: Provincial Hospital
Changing the wedding photos, pure love series, I had an argument with Mr. Tian, she said that I was hard-hearted and cold-hearted, and I would not express my love at all. There is only murderous energy.
286, showing murderous aura to Teacher Tian, Teacher Tian asked for bone age measurement. Then I was taken away by Mr. Xu to discuss the wedding photos, and Mr. Xu expressed his opinion, saying that I don't love Tian Sen so much. Find Tian Sen to shoot a wedding dress.
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"Would you ratt?" I asked.
"Of course I do! I am a hundred willing...... But this is a competition, so I don't want to get involved, right? You can find someone with experience to shoot it. Tian Sen said with a smile.
He hadn't photographed anything like that after all, and he hadn't trained. You know, the model's expression is also to be trained. However, it is an ordinary level model, stepping into the high-level, especially this kind of A-class competition, it is not a simple expression management, but both form and spirit.
This requires a sense of authenticity from the heart, that real sense of love.
Senior actors can use psychological changes to skillfully adjust their emotions to achieve the state of deep love in front of the screen.
And for those who don't have that kind of training, or don't have that good talent, there is only one way left - that is to find a really suitable role.
I can't find Lu Li, I can only find Tian Sen in front of me.
"I said you can do it, you can do it......" I said, turning and leaving.
He carried my things, chased after me from behind, and said with a smile, "Don't worry...... To be honest, I'm a hundred willing, but I'm also worried about holding you back. β
"You are acting in your true colors, what are you holding back? I asked Mr. Xu just now, and Mr. Xu said that you are very suitable. I said as I walked.
"Really?"
"Well, what Teacher Xu said is still false?" I said with a light face.
"Okay, I'll shoot it for you tomorrow! But what is that bone age test that I'm going to hear you about?"
"I don't know, anyway, I use bones to measure my age, no matter how she wants to measure it, my ID card is not fake. β
Seeing that I didn't care, Tian Sen also put his mind at ease and said: "Actually, you study so well and do everything well, even if you are not a red model in the future, you are also a very promising girl." β
After hearing this, I suddenly paused, turned to look at him and said, "If I had to choose myself, I would still like to be a model."...... I love that feeling. β
He saw that I was so serious, but his face still had that warm expression of love, "Mmmm, I will accompany you whatever you want to do in the future." β
"Why, if I do the work, you don't work, and you have to rely on me to support you from now on?" I said with a smile.
"......" When he heard this, his eyes weakened unexpectedly.
I know, he had time in his head.
He was well aware of his condition, but he didn't know that I knew he had a brain tumor.
"What's wrong?" I asked deliberately.
Actually, I deliberately proposed a time difference, just to make him think more about the future.
If what Mr. Zheng said is true, the current technology is much more advanced than back then, then Tian Sen is very likely to survive.
And what I want to do is to follow Mr. Zheng's instructions and let him throw away the burden he once had, I know that his mother's death hurt him a lot, and the shadow is also very big.
But after this period of contact, I instinctively wanted him to pluck up the courage to go for surgery. Moreover, if his desire to win is strong enough, it is also very good for surgery.
"Why are you feeling a little depressed all of a sudden?" I asked, pretending not to know.
"Oh......" After he suddenly reacted, he smiled and changed the topic and said, "It's okay! It's okay! Let's go home and take a selfie first!"
"Selfie?"
"yes......! I haven't been training with you for nothing these past few days, and I've gained a lot of knowledge!" Tian Sen said with a smile.
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That evening, Tian Sen didn't have time to cook, so he kept taking pictures with my mobile phone.
Tian Sen's seriousness in doing things is much stronger than mine.
Although he is not a professional photographer or a professional model, he understands how to appreciate him. It's like a song, although we don't understand music theory, we don't understand the key, and we are not singers, but we can tell if it's good or not.
It's the same with the photo, when you take it, you can see it and feel like it's there.
This smile, whether it is true or false, and what kind of feeling it conveys, can be seen very easily.
Tian Sen is a natural idol face, and his skin is good, and he doesn't need to grind his skin or anything in the photos he takes. If the scouts find out, eighty percent will ask for a cover magazine. The point is, he really cares about me, and it naturally reveals it in his eyes and expression.
And I can't do it, at first I thought I could pretend that kind of feeling, but after trying many times, the taste of pure love is still a little worse.
After all, pure love is the fit of two people. Take out the photos of the two of us alone, and everyone looks like a master of photoshoots.
However, when two people put it together, it is always weird. It's weird, but I always feel like there's something missing.
"Why don't we eat first?" I'm hungry......" I said as I looked at Tian Sen, who was sitting on the sofa and had been looking at the laptop.
Tian Sen put all the photos in his notebook, looked at them one by one, and the more he looked at them, the tighter his brows became, "No...... It's going to shoot tomorrow, and we haven't found it yet, so how can I eat?"
"It's okay! I won't hand in the exam papers until the day after tomorrow, so if I can't get it right, I can't do it, and it doesn't matter if I brush it down!"
"You said you can't love me seriously once?" he said coldly, looking at the pictures on the screen.
When I heard this, my heart pierced slightly, "You, what are you talking nonsense?" β
He raised his head and said helplessly: "I said, it's really not good, you will treat me as your brother Lu Li." β
"Brother Lu Li......" I pretended to be puzzled, but my heart was tight: Did he know my relationship with Lu Li?
"That's right, I feel that when you talk about your brother Lu Li, your expression and demeanor are better than the two of us now!
"Do you think you are Brother Lu Li?" I asked again. After all, Mr. Xu also said so.
"Well, come on, try it!" he said, immediately fixing the phone and pulling me to the sofa.
The sofa was a single sofa and I was sitting on the sofa while he was standing behind me.
"Ten seconds countdown, hurry up and think of Brother Lu Li in your mind!" he instructed me.
In just a few seconds, how could I possibly enter the state, just after posing, before the image of Lu Li was formed in my mind, there was a click.
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"No, no...... Come again!" He looked at it, adjusted his phone and wanted to shoot again.
I tried to imagine Tian Sen behind me as Lu Li, when Tian Sen's hand caressed my arm, I closed my eyes slightly, and imagined that Lu Li's tall figure was standing behind me, and those powerful hands were gently placed on my shoulders......
His eyes were determined, the most powerful and coldest I had ever seen since I was a child......
He has a slight scar on his face, and the corners of his lips are cold and flat, and as long as he is with me, he will always unconsciously turn up.
If he's smiling, he's playing tricks, and he's playing very shrewdly.
That's right...... His lips were cold, and they felt cold when he kissed him, but his tongue was so warm, as if he had a piece of warm jade.
He will also get angry, and he will be anxious because I am not studying well;
He was worried about my entry into the Tao, afraid that I would be in danger;
He also had a lot of strength, and he could lift me up high and push me into the snow with ease.
He is also so naΓ―ve, looking at my eyes will be shy, will be affectionate, and will control the love that spreads out of his heart, and his smile will burn.
Thinking of that, his head leaned slightly towards the hand on his shoulder, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously curved.
There was a "click" sound, and I was scared a little.
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"Are you hungry, so dishonest?" he said, touching my head.
"Oh, I'm just hungry. I said. Actually, I was just too involved in thinking about it just now, and I was scared.
"Okay, okay, I'll go cook first. Tian Sen said, and went directly to the kitchen.
I stood up, walked to the opposite side, and picked up my phone.
Tian Sen thought that I was trembling just now before the shooting, so he naturally thought that the photo had been taken. But, I know, I tremble after hearing the sound.
When I picked up my phone, I was immediately shocked, and I fully understood what Mr. Xu meant at that moment.
At this moment, the corners of my mouth are slightly upturned, and my head is slightly tilted to the side, although I haven't opened my eyes, I can feel the love through my expression.
And not to mention Tian Sen behind him, his inexhaustible love has always been revealed on that handsome face.
His eyes are attentive, I close my eyes with affection, this photo is definitely a good photo if you wear a beautiful wedding dress and suit!
However, after I glanced at Tian Sen, who was busy in the kitchen, I decisively deleted the photo.
I know that Tian Sen is sensitive, if he knows that what I was thinking about at that moment was Lu Li, his heart would hurt if he didn't say it.
When I think about the time in the afternoon, the lonely look in my eyes makes me feel that I can't sting him anymore.
When I take pictures tomorrow, even if I think about Lu Li according to what Teacher Xu said, I can't tell Tian Sen this true thought.
"What for?" I asked.
"Let's have a quick bite to eat tonight......" he said, picking celery.
"Hmm. β
"How's the photo?" he asked with a smile.
"It's all filmed, I deleted it. I turned around and washed the onions, deliberately not letting him see the dodging look in my eyes.
"You, you just don't really love me...... Scold. He said with a smile.
I turned my head and glared at him, "If you say something like this again, I'll ignore you." β
"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it, I'm going to stir-fry! Get out, don't choke you......" he said, gently pushing me out.
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The next day, because I had to go to the provincial hospital to measure my bone age.
So, I went to the hospital at seven o'clock.
Before eight o'clock, the people were assembled, and after the field teacher took our ID cards to register, we went to the door of the testing room to wait.
When I turned my head to look for Tian Sen, I found that he was gone?
I remember when he was downstairs in the hall, he was still on the side, where would this go?
Looking at the team getting closer and closer in front of him, he didn't pay attention to the bone age measurement first.
After waiting for nearly thirty minutes, it was finally my turn.
Bone age is measured on the wrist of the left hand.
After the X-rays, the doctor told us to go out and wait for the results.
Out of the testing room, I suddenly thought that Tian Sen would go to the brain department?
Then, after immediately looking at the floor plan, I took the elevator to the brain department.
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The brain department is on the twelfth floor, and he is afraid of being discovered when he steps out of the elevator.
So, be careful to look at the probe.
This will be relatively early, there are fewer people in the brain department, and when I look through the window one by one, I find that they are all wards.
Aiming at the attending doctor's office in the distance, he hurried over.
It happened that a cleaner took a mop and pushed open the door in front of him, and then, Tian Sen's voice came.
"Are you not sure?" asked.
"Hmm...... You look here, this is where your tumor is, and you look at the picture from when you last tested it. Can you see that? Over the course of three months, the tumor has changed, and it has changed beyond what was expected...... I'm not sure what the success rate is if you go for surgery now. The doctor said.
I was shocked when I heard this, so I hurriedly leaned over and saw the doctor pointing to the CT picture of the brain on the computer to explain.
Tian Sen turned his back to me, looked at the pictures on the computer, and asked directly: "What do you mean, do you mean that I have missed the best time for surgery?"
"This ......" The doctor hesitated for a moment, and when he saw that he was about to turn back, I hurried back.
It's a good thing the cleaner didn't finish cleaning, otherwise the door would have closed and I wouldn't have heard anything.
"If you have something to say......"
"Haven't you been taking suppressant medications lately?" the doctor asked.
"There is food. Tian Sen said.
Hearing Tian Sen say this, I tried hard to recall, but I couldn't recall the details of his medicine. He is such a smart person, he must have put it in the bedroom and ate it.
"Otherwise, I'll prescribe you some other medicine! β
"Just drive. β
After writing a list of drugs on the table, the doctor said, "This is a new drug that was just put on the market last month, and the effect of the drug should be a little better than the previous drug." But...... However, it only inhibits the growth of brain tumors, but does not stop them. Do you understand?"
"Well, what are the chances of having surgery now?"
"This ......"