Chapter 137: Mentality

I know something, but I can't remember it.

Chen Feng felt this way at this time, some things he had experienced when he was a child, and he was very familiar with it when he thought of it, but what happened, even if he tried to remember, there was nothing.

I'm amnesia!, he stared blankly at the white walls.

Sitting at the end of the bed with some weakness, supporting his head with his hands, he began to carefully recall the bits and pieces of recent events, and began to recall against time from today. The dim yellow light seemed a little quiet on a moonlit night, and the only sound in the room was his wheezing.

Looking back little by little, from the beginning of school, the banquet, the New Year's greetings, to the party, the Spring Festival, going home, picking up people, and setting up a bureau to kill the strict practice, taking Jinyang Real Estate, and even finally to wake up from a dream in the rental house, memories appeared in my mind, and these have not been forgotten.

What about this feeling?

Chen Feng touched his head a little unacceptably, was it when he was a child?

His face was pale, his eyes flickering, as if he had forgotten what happened when he was a child, some happy childhood living in Chenjia Village. Not only that, but the memories that suddenly appeared in my mind, except for those ten years of life as an agent, the rest of the memories gradually disappeared.

He jerked to his feet, stepped over to the desk, turned on the computer, and entered his outline document. Looking at the lines of text, his eyes were full of strangeness, and his head was almost dizzy. He had forgotten the plot after the third volume, and if it weren't for the outline, he wouldn't have known how to start at all.

Moreover, all the things he learned about the Korean entertainment industry from the agent's memory have disappeared. The only thing left in the outline was what was needed for the second volume, and this was when he had been fine for the last few days. As a material, write down one thing after another.

In 2012, the latest recorded was 2012. In other words, he can only write 2012 in the novel at the farthest, and he doesn't know anything about the future.

A miserable smile appeared on his face. Why is this happening?

If it weren't for the fact that he jumped up and down in the second half of last year to seize a fortune, would he still have a future? Would he still be able to do what he wanted?

A biting chill spread from the bottom of his heart, making his whole person's thinking sluggish.

At this moment, an infinite wave of anger and uneasiness hit my heart.

He was angry with himself, angry that he was unproductive, angry that he was too idle during this time.

Why don't you strengthen your relationship with Song Jiaxin, why don't you catch up with the Song family? Why do you deliberately distance yourself and make yourself look like a saint? Why don't you seize the opportunity to increase your wealth? Why do you want to kill people with a big head? Why do you have so many concerns?

He has never been a man of small wealth, on the contrary, he is full of ambition. But he's found himself doing a lot of things wrong lately. The agent. I should have killed him at the time, and I could get too much information about myself from his mouth.

There is also a strict practice, this is his biggest failure, not only let his brother take the risk, but also show the stain of his life in front of Song Jiaxin, Song Jiaxin knows, it is equivalent to the Song family knows, it has an extra weapon to deal with itself.

and Zou Taibao, he shouldn't have been involved. This man is too righteous and easy to be rash, and it is easy to expose his information from his mouth. Mei Lao Er also did something wrong, and there was a business to make a fortune. The last thing you should do is push your money out and cheapen others for nothing.

and Xu Yun, the woman with a nosebleed who seduced herself. She should have pounced in time before she went home, otherwise she wouldn't have been so worried.

Time. As the miscellaneous memories vanished into thin air, all sorts of thoughts came flooding into my mind. A huge anger at himself almost made him commit suicide in shame. All kinds of behaviors mean that he has obtained the memory of the agent in vain, and he has not used his abilities at all.

If these things are worthy of his anger, the ensuing uneasiness is like a poisonous snake lurking in the bottom of his heart, biting all the time, making it difficult for him to sleep.

What worries him is that if even his memories can disappear, will one day everything he has now disappear? Will it be like a dream, and he will wake up and be shattered? What scares him the most is that he will end up as a person without memories like in the movie?

He struggled here all night, and early the next morning, the Bao brothers and sisters were shocked when they saw his red eyes.

"Crazy, what's wrong with you?" said the big head with concern, "If you don't have the money to buy a computer, you don't have to be so reluctant, I can wait." ”

"Go, go, don't talk about your computer, I'll buy it for you today." Chen Feng said with a smile.

"Really, do you say it?, don't regret it?" asked the big head in surprise, almost jumping up.

"Don't regret it, isn't it just a notebook? Chen Feng said magnificently.

"Brother Feng, are you really okay?, how do you feel like you've changed someone?" Luo Shi on the side saw this scene and asked suspiciously.

"What's the matter with my Brother Feng? Hearing his sister's words, the big head was not happy, and if the madman repented because of this, he would have to find a place to cry.

"Humph!" Roshi grimaced at his brother and turned to the kitchen.

"Crazy, let's go, let's go for a run, I feel like I can support a round trip today. With the temptation of the computer, Bao suddenly came back to life, and he lost the malaise he had just gotten up.

"Okay!" Chen Feng smiled brightly.

The reason why he agreed to the big head's request was nothing more than to think about something clearly. Last night, for a long time since my memory disappeared, I began to reflect on myself while eliminating my anxiety.

Thinking back to the adventure that fell from the sky, everything he did revealed a sense of naivety, although he had digested the memories of the agent, but his mentality and experience still needed to be strengthened and understood. To put it simply, he is too petty.

didn't catch the big tree of the Song family, and he had beaten the little family, these two points became the top priority of his reflection last night. That's why he agreed so neatly in the morning.

Isn't it just a computer? It's not that he can't afford it? It's not that he buys a computer and his grades go down? He feels that he used to be too soft-hearted or think too much, and he was too distrustful of his brothers and friends.

Young people just want to be sharp, that is, to show youth.

In this way, even if all the memories are lost, the life will not be in vain.

This is his realization of his life at four o'clock in the morning.

Ahem, cough, cough, as a result, this morning, the big head to the big mold.

Because Bao is very confident in this long-distance run, Chen Feng is not suppressing his strength, he does not accompany him, and he sprints towards the opposite bank at the fastest speed alone. At first, Bao was still keeping up, but then before he was halfway through, he fell off the back of the car.

Because of the powerlessness of last night, Chen Feng decided not to procrastinate to exercise, he adopted the most brutal and effective method, that is, to keep exercising, constantly breaking through his physical limits.

With the inexplicable energy transformation in his brain, he has this confidence. And the truth was indeed the same as he thought, even if he ran with all his strength, after holding on for a while, he was not very tired. This made him scream excitedly, and the result was that when Bao was still in the middle section, Chen Feng had already rushed over from the end of the opposite bank.

"Come on, I'll be waiting for you in front!"

The most annoying thing is here, Chen Feng can still look relaxed after such a strenuous exercise, his speed is not reduced, and he can still speak. This stimulated classmate Bao a lot, he had just run a quarter of the way, and he was already out of breath, lest he open his mouth and let the air pour into his mouth.

People are more popular than people, the big head gritted his teeth violently, constantly cheered himself up in his heart, and ran towards the other side firmly. Without Chen Feng leading in front, he felt that this road had grown a lot, and he was already tired at the beginning.

Only by recognizing the gap can we make progress, and only with comparison can we compare. As a brother of the same age, as an eighteen-year-old hot-blooded young man, how can he not be compared, how can he be compared to his own brother? It is with such a heart that Bao did not give up lightly.

People in this age group have the strongest self-esteem. Although Bao is giggling on weekdays, he doesn't understand anything. Whether he was saved by Chen Feng at school, or saw Chen Feng fighting in the alley, the big head understood that his brother had changed.

A series of subsequent events confirmed his guess. Because of this, he tosses and turns all night, and he doesn't want to be compared to his brother. But Chen Feng has a golden finger, he doesn't, which is destined for him to work a hundred times hard to be qualified to catch up with Chen Feng.

It is precisely because he recognized this clearly, so he started from one step at a time, bit by bit through unremitting efforts, and Xu Yun felt this the deepest. An ordinary person without a golden finger, from the end of the crane to the current top twenty in the class, how much effort has been passed in the middle, and how many pens have been broken, Chen Feng is not clear.

Chen Feng didn't know how much stimulation he had brought to the big head.

The cooking skills are so good that the results are explosive.

is unpredictable, and he has become a local tyrant in the blink of an eye.

Chen Feng is almost a living inspirational figure, as Bao knows more about Chen Feng, the more he feels unbearable, this unbearable turned into a huge pressure, which overwhelmed him and forced him to keep working hard and struggling.

He didn't want to be burned by the light on his brother's body, and he didn't want to be unable to even be a brother in the end, Chen Feng was his only friend and brother.

Therefore, he did whatever Chen Feng taught him, from running, basketball, to parkour and long-distance running, no matter how much effort he put in, he persevered. He knew that everything Chen Feng did was for his good, so he accepted it silently and worked hard to turn it into his own ability.

Even when he killed someone, he didn't say a word and followed, and he never blamed him in his heart.

Chen Feng didn't know that that night, Datou was not actually drunk, his grandfather was from Harbin City, he grew up with his grandfather, and he had already learned to drink.

It was also that night that he thought about it a lot. (To be continued.) )