Zhuo still said that the past was something that Beike did not expect, such a past just listened to and couldn't help but worry about her, but saw Zhuo Zhen's expression was so calm, as if the hero of the story was not her, but telling other people's stories, as calm as a pool of stagnant water, even if you throw stones into it, it will not set off half a wave, see half a ripple... Beke knows very well that this kind of stagnant calm must be experienced by people who have experienced complete despair and despair to the point of death, and what kind of cruel story will be the past that can make people desperate to the point of death, she has also experienced a person who has experienced more death than mourning, and naturally knows the pain in it, and can't help but feel a little unbearable in her heart, she opened her mouth to comfort her, but she didn't know where to speak, as if she knew what Beko was thinking, Zhuo still shook her head at her, smiled and signaled that she was okay, and asked her not to worry.

"I don't know why my father suddenly became so indifferent, I just thought he was angry, angry that the eldest brother died, the eldest wife died, and angry that we were so playful and disobedient, so I thought that as long as I obediently admit my mistakes and then coquettish everything will be the same as before, but no... No matter what I called him, he was so indifferent, and finally waited for him to speak, but let the man in black come and be separated by my mother...

They pulled me to an operating table not far away, I didn't know what was going to happen, I knew my mother was crying, And my brother didn't know where he came from, but he was also caught by the uncle in black, and it was also at this time that there were a lot of people in white coats and white masks in the room, and they carried me onto the operating table and locked me in handcuffs, I began to be scared, desperately struggling and crying, but I couldn't get my father's distress at all, my father who used to love me so much was watching coldly from the sidelines, I don't know what he told my mother, I only know that my mother and brother were crying very sadly.

You must have guessed what happened after that," Zhuo still smiled sadly at Beck, "That's right, it was at that time that my father ordered those in white coats to inject red liquid into my body, it hurt, it hurt... But I can't escape...

But after that time, my father changed back to the way he used to be, he would still be good to us, good to my mother, but I had to take a medicine given by my father every month, if I didn't take it, he would become terrible again, and this went on for a year, until my mother died, and my father began to become more terrible, he would beat us, and he would have people prick us with needles with blood-red liquid, and that kind of pain I could not forget in my life, like thousands of insects gnawing and like thousands of arrows piercing my heart, I couldn't even control myself from becoming mad, biting indiscriminately.

That's when I started to be very scared of the people who wore me in white, and I thought they were going to prick me with the needle again... There was a time when I couldn't stand it and wanted to run away, I wanted to run away from home, but you know, how can there be fewer guards in the house like us, no matter how much I struggle, it is just in vain, no matter how far I run, I will eventually be caught back, and if I am captured, I will be imprisoned in the house to perform the house and the house, which is a place a thousand times more terrifying than the little black house.

After eating too much lessons, I didn't dare to escape, and even my heart slowly became numb to death, I think this is fate, I have gained so much, I have a family background that the world envies, so this is the price I should pay for it, I don't want to run away when I realize this, so be it, if the person who gave birth to me wants to get my life back, I am not qualified to complain.

The numbness was going on day by day, and finally I came to adulthood, that is, in this year, my brother managed to bring it out of my father's hands, and I never went back after that time, I thought that my life could finally see a little light, but I didn't want my life to be restricted by my father's hands, and I had to rely on his medicine every month to live, and I still couldn't get rid of those terrible things...

But it only lasted for a year, and my brother stopped letting me use my father's medicine, and he started to get me to quit it, but how easy was that? Flame Flame was a poison, not any other addictive drug, and without an antidote, it would only be a dead end. And continuing to use the Flame Flame will undoubtedly reduce the pain on my body, but this will only speed up my death, so my brother said that he would not let me use the Flame Flame again, at the beginning, he used the method of reducing the amount so that I could slowly have a transition period to adapt, and then he directly used the diluted Flame Flame once in three months, and as time went by, it slowly evolved into him not using it for me.

This kind of approach will undoubtedly make me crazy, but my brother will always be with me, he will definitely be by my side when I am poisoned, he is so stupid, he said, Ranran, don't be afraid, there is a brother, my brother will always be with you, if you are in pain, you bite your brother, hit your brother, and my brother will never fight back. I really couldn't control myself when I was poisoned, I was afraid that I would really hurt him, but he was so stupid that he couldn't get rid of him.

Every time I wake up after poisoning, he will definitely be by my side, but at this time he is always different from usual, the smell of mint perfume on his body will be stronger than usual, strong and pungent to make people want to be disgusting, although he didn't say anything, but I know that the excessive perfume is actually he wants to cover up the inevitable smell of blood on his body, he doesn't want me to worry about him, so this fool he chooses to carry everything by himself, he would rather be beaten by me all over his body, he still has to come to accompany me when I am poisoned, obviously I was injured so badly but he won't let me know, but he didn't know that his foolish behavior would only make my heart hurt more and feel more guilty.

You will know what happened after that, he found you, lived up to expectations, you really saved me. Speaking of this, Zhuo still had a kind of sudden mist on his face, and smiled brightly, "It's just that my brother is always so cautious in doing things, so at the beginning, he didn't even let me tell you my true identity, and my brother did it because he was worried about me, ah Ke, I hope you don't get angry with your brother because of this." ”

Beike shook her head, "How could it be, if it were me, I would do the same, after all, I didn't know the details of the other party at that time, it was right to be cautious, how could I be angry?"

"Ah, I knew you were the best. Zhuo still smiled and coquettish, Bei Ke really liked this simple girl, but there was one thing she didn't understand, listening to Zhuo still say so much, she didn't mention Zhuo Yan at all that Zhuo Yan was also hit by the flame, looking at her expression, she didn't seem to know, Bei could see Zhuo Yan's appearance when he was poisoned, and the degree was more serious than Zhuo Yan, but Zhuo still didn't know, it was not ruled out that Zhuo Yan didn't want Zhuo still to worry so he didn't tell her, but there was a little bit that Bei Ke couldn't figure out, since he asked her to help Zhuo still detoxify, why not let himself help him diagnose and treat him by the way？

After all, he is such an arrogant and domineering person, what else can he not say and dare to order others to do? Why? Why is he willing to continue to bear the pain of poison and refuse to accept treatment?

"Well, can I take the liberty of asking?" After thinking about it for a while, Beike decided to ask Zhuo Yi, hoping to get some useful information from her.

"Of course you can, ah, you and I don't have to see each other like this, anyway, we will be a family sooner or later. Zhuo still said it as a matter of course, but Bei Ke didn't think so in her heart, she and Zhuo Yan, she didn't think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it.

"Since then, your father's attitude towards your three siblings has become like this, hasn't it?"

"Hmm..."Zhuo still held his cheek with one hand, recalled seriously, and then shook his head and said, "At that time, my whole mental state was very bad, and I don't remember many things, but there is one thing I do remember, that night, after my third brother and I were imprisoned in a small black house, I never saw my second brother again, even if I came out later, my father seemed to be particularly disgusted with me looking for the second brother or asking about the whereabouts and whereabouts of the second brother." My father didn't seem to want my third brother and me to get close to my second brother. ”

Is there really a father in this world who can be so ruthless to his children? Bei Ke obviously didn't believe it, thinking that Zhuo still said Zhuo Jinan's attitude towards her mother, a bold guess gradually took shape in Bei Ke's heart, if this was really the case, then it would make sense. "Ranran, is your mother and your father on good terms?"

Zhuo still thought for a while and said, "I don't know if it's good or bad, I just remember that my mother is a person who talks less, and she seems to have more things on her mind, but my father cares about my mother very much, and he will change his way every day to please his mother, but my mother will always have a faint look." Although I haven't seen my mother show her face to my father a few times, at least I haven't had any conflicts with my father, at least there have been no quarrels. As he spoke, Zhuo Zhen's expression darkened, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly, "However, since the death of the eldest brother and the eldest wife, my father and mother have begun to quarrel, and they still quarrel often, I don't know what happened to the two of them, why did they become like this." ”

Listening to Zhuo Zhen's gradually choked voice, Bei Ke couldn't bear it in her heart, reached out and gently hugged her into her arms, and let her lean on her shoulder, "If you are sad, cry out, Ah Ke's shoulder is still reliable." Beke held her with one hand, and comforted her with the other on her back, the person in her arms was like a routed riverbank, and the tears could no longer be stopped, but Beke's ethereal gaze looked into the distance, there was no light or focus, so that people could not see her