After Zhang Yang glanced at the sluggish Liu Suyun, he turned his head and glared at Xue Xiaotong with disgust and said, "Can you be a man and leave some bottom line?"

"My bottom line is that you're flamboyant!?How many years have I liked you?And Murphy!How long have you known each other!?Tonight, you said you love her in front of the class?huh...... Zhang Yang, how much I have paid for you, don't you know in your own heart!? Everyone in this world knows that I Xue Xiaotong loves you Zhang Yang loves you to death! Everyone knows!!"

"You-"

"-What am I!!There is no second woman in this world who loves you more than me!Absolutely not!" After Xue Xiaotong interrupted Zhang Yang, tears fell as soon as she brushed her face, and the light in the corridor shone on her face, looking extremely delicate and weak.

If you hadn't seen it with your own eyes, no one would have believed that such a delicate little princess would do such an evil thing as taking X photos of her classmates!

She wiped away her tears and said stubbornly: "Compared to them, I am the most heart-wrenching...... I have given more than all of them! What are they!?" she said, turning around sharply and pointing at me and Liu Suyun, and scolded: "Tell me what they are? One is in rags, and the other is in a poor family that is almost unable to eat! You two actually help this kind of woman? You would rather accept a woman who collects rags than accept me! You are humiliating me, right? Then you did it! You really did it!"

"Don't look down on people!" I shouted.

"Shut up! You're fucking in tatters, and you've got a face!?You're so poor, and your waist is so hard!!You're the thickest skinned person I've ever met!" Dong Xiaoai pointed at me with contempt.

After going through so many things, I am no longer the girl who will feel inferior if I listen to a few mean words!

At that moment, I wanted to go up to her and say something rebuttal, but I understood that the poor have no power to speak, and only when you stand in a higher position can you speak convincingly.

"Murphy, let's go. Zhang Yang urged.

"Can't go!!" Xue Xiaotong excitedly took out a very small knife from under his headrest that could be hung on the key chain.

"What are you going to do?" Zhang Yang was afraid that she would hurt me, so he pulled me in front of me and protected me.

When the knife was opened, the sharp blade reflected the light in the hallway in the pitch-black room.

It makes people feel inexplicably nervous.

Her eyes suddenly lost the arrogance, she gently raised her left wrist, put the blade on her wrist, looked at Zhang Yang, and said coldly: "Zhang Yang, I, Xue Xiaotong, only ask you once......

All of us suddenly stopped talking and waited for her question.

Dong Xiaoai stepped over in a few steps, wanting to snatch the knife in her hand.

She swung up, looked at her indifferently and said, "Get out of the way!" I won't die......

"That's not going to work!" Dong Xiaoai still wants to grab it!

"If you don't dodge, I'll really die to show you!" Xue Xiaotong shouted.

Dong Xiaoai was shocked and immediately retreated a few steps back.

"Are you still finished!?" Wei Zizhou turned his head to look at Liu Suyun and said, "What are you doing in a daze? Hurry up and get dressed and come out!"

Liu Suyun caught a glimpse of the small knife in Xue Xiaotong's hand, quickly put on his clothes, and walked over quickly.

"Let's go!" Wei Zizhou said, turning around to leave.

"Zhang Yang!" Xue Xiaotong shouted.

Zhang Yang's expression was extremely helpless, he raised his head helplessly, turned around hurriedly, looked at Xue Xiaotong and said, "Oh! I said what do you want to ask! Ask me if I love you, do I like you or not? I tell you! I don't like you, and I can't like you! Do you have anything else to ask!?"

"I'll just ask you once, do you really love Murphy?" her voice was small, revealing a sense of grievance.

I could hear that it was the deepest and most sensitive question in her heart.

After Zhang Yang heard this, he was stunned.

He turned his head to look at me, then at Wei Zizhou, and finally his gaze fell on Xue Xiaotong's wrist.

"I ......," Zhang Yang hesitated, not knowing how to answer.

"To love, or not to love?"

"If I say love, will you kill yourself?" Zhang Yang asked.

"No, I'm not going to kill myself, never. ”

Zhang Yang quietly looked at Xue Xiaotong's serious gaze, and after a moment's pause, he looked at her with the same serious gaze and said, "Then I love her, I love Mo Fei." ”

When Zhang Yang said that he loved me, he should have been very moved, but when I watched him look at Xue Xiaotong so sincerely, I didn't have the slightest feeling of "being loved".

"Now, can we go?" asked Zhang Yang with a serious expression.

"That's it......"

After Xue Xiaotong finished speaking, he took a sharp knife and cut his wrist fiercely!

The blood flowed out immediately, like a broken faucet, dripping down thinly!

"Xiaotong!!" Dong Xiaoai took the toilet paper from the side, ran up and grabbed her wrist!

"You! You're not saying you won't ......" Zhang Yang was a little stunned as he watched the large ball of white toilet paper being rendered into a red flower.

We were all there......

"I won't commit suicide, I won't die, I'm just telling you in my own way, I, Xue Xiaotong, will never give up on your publicity!" she said and slowly turned her gaze to me, "You don't understand love at all......"

"Let's go! Go to the hospital! Come with me to the hospital!" Dong Xiaoai walked out of it with Xue Xiaotong in his arms.

I thought that Xue Xiaotong might scold me angrily when she walked up to me, but she didn't.

She passed between me and Zhang Yang very quietly, and her gaze was very steady.

In that steady gaze, there is a kind of stubbornness for love.

A kind of paranoia that does not stop until the goal is reached.

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"You don't know anything about love......"

Xue Xiaotong's words have been circling in my ears for many years.

I don't understand love, does she understand?

At that time, when I was sixteen years old, I felt that Xue Xiaotong didn't understand, I thought she was crazy, and even felt that she was hopeless.

However, at my current age, I think she understands.

She understands very well, and when she was sixteen years old, she understood love very precociously.

And it was only after many years that I understood what love is, what is the kind of heartbreaking, what is called lovesickness, and what is called "you are strong and I am strong".

But, why didn't I understand when I was a student?

Was it because I didn't have a lover at that time?

No

It's because of poverty.

I used to be so poor.

At that time, I always wanted to earn more money and work harder, but when I looked at those peers, when I saw them glued together, I felt that they were wasting the most precious time in their lives.

However, slowly, people will grow up after realizing it.

It doesn't matter if it's early or late.

All people will find a landscape in their lives.

The landscape you call "love".

In the end, we will be silent in the 'landscape' of love, crying and fascinated by it.

In the world, many people will encounter that scenery, but not many people can grasp that love.

Many, many years later, I reflected on my hardships and peaks.

I think that in life, there are only two times when you will have true love, or meet true love.

One is when you are poor but you don't feel that you are poor, and the other is when you are rich but you don't feel rich.

However, for me at the age of sixteen, I didn't have that kind of condition.

At that time, I was poor and I had material baggage.

However, there are also many classmates around me who have no material baggage.

Therefore, in that youthful age, in that student era without material baggage, there will eventually be a group of people who love vigorously, heartbreakingly, never forgetful and hateful.

Just like Xue Xiaotong and them.

But unlike me,

is not like Liu Suyun, who is extremely poor in spirit and life.

Therefore, Liu Suyun's youth is destined to be loveless, and there is only a sense of depravity that is deeply suppressed by poverty and hardship.

Her change,

Maybe it's fate.

In her resentful eyes,

I faintly, as if I saw Feng Yan's shadow......