277: Here he comes
Receiving the number plate, choosing clothes in the background, the style is naturally suitable for my black long evening wear.
When she stood up, many girls around her showed amazing eyes.
"No. 32, Mo Factor ......"
When I hear this unfamiliar name, I have a feeling that this name will become a symbol in the future.
Stepping on the Beatles' rock, walking from the corridor to the catwalk, the footsteps, posture, half turn, full turn, stereotype, Poss, everything is so familiar and coherent.
There is no trace of mud and water, cold arrogance, amazement, and emotional accentuation are fully expressed.
When I turned around and walked back, I heard applause from the audience......
At that moment, an indescribable sense of satisfaction rose in my heart.
……
But the second appearance was not so amazing. Even, there are some failures.
Because the second scene is a youth and innocence series that I'm not good at.
I might be able to marvel if there were swimsuits on display, but there are only two opposite styles for newbies.
A lot of players have two styles of the same level, but my two styles are like two extremes.
When I turned around and walked back, there was no applause behind me. At that moment, I knew that my emotional color could not explain the lovely pink dress on my body.
After the appearance, the judges commented on the grouping.
When Mr. Xu announced that I had entered the mentor preparation training group unusually, many people around me cast strange unwilling eyes.
At that moment, I took the initiative to say: "Teacher Xu, I know that there will be a ranking competition in the later stage, and only A-level students are eligible to enter the mentor preparation group. I don't want any special treatment, and I want to gain a little more experience in the game, so you might as well let me train with them, right?"
When Teacher Xu didn't speak, the female teacher next to her took the initiative to stand up and say, "Mo Factor, right, I was the first to participate in Teacher Xu's training camp, but I heard Teacher Xu say that you were the first in the A file last year." ”
"Yes, that's her. However, last year, she had an accident and injured her leg. There is no reference to the later national competitions. Teacher Xu said calmly.
"Your legs should be fine, right?" asked the female teacher.
"It's okay......"
"It's okay, just practice with them. Teacher Xu," the female teacher turned to look at Teacher Xu and said, "I also brought a lot of excellent students this time, and I think it's better to let them compete fairly." ”
Each tutor has his or her favorite students, and if you let your students stand out from the crowd, then you are basically half a leg into the circle of celebrities.
If it goes well later and becomes a red model like Zhang Yang, for a mentor, the training fee will be doubled.
"......" Teacher Xu looked at the people around him with an embarrassed face.
I saw that the expressions of the people around me were very stiff, obviously not wanting me to directly enter the super mentor preparation training group, so I said directly: "Teacher Xu, I just said that I am willing to compete fairly with them." ”
"Okay...... I respect your choice. Teacher Xu said with a slightly gloomy gaze.
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When I returned to the hotel that night, I looked at myself in the mirror, and suddenly lost my confidence.
When I left the training ground, Mr. Xu talked to me alone, and he asked me what had happened in the last year.
I'll just say simple schooling.
However, he was puzzled and said that I was less innocent than before.
But I really don't know what that innocence is!
I feel like I'm really out of that kind of innocence.
The struggle of various forces, the combination of various complexities, while being an undercover agent for Officer Liu, on the other hand, he had to act according to President Zheng's orders, and he also had to take into account the development of Hongren's side.
All of this does not allow me to be innocent.
If I am an actor, then I can play a complex character. Now I can't build a simple self in my heart. Life has long allowed me to be simple.
I still remember last year's competition, I also encountered this problem. But at that time, I was thinking of Lu Li in my mind, and I was able to show that kind of simplicity. However, Lu Li was there at that time, and Lu Li at that time was simply in love with me!
At that time, Lu Li was not engaged to He Baihe, and his life and death are not unknown now......
Now, if I focus my emotional attention on Lu Li, I will only feel a suppressed pain. And there is no such thing as a sense of innocence.
Lying on the bed, I suddenly felt a sense of loss......
Looking out the window at night, although I didn't eat at night, I didn't feel hungry.
Thinking about some things in a chaotic mind, about Lu Li, about Mr. Zheng, about Officer Liu, many, many miscellaneous things rushed in, and fell asleep in a daze.
&
For two days, every day was basic training, etc.
I've done all of this, and except for the physical strength that I can't keep up with, everything else is okay.
During the intense training and catwalk, I felt that I had formed a kind of resistance to innocence.
It's like a person who knows his shortcomings and deliberately hides them. Whenever I stepped on the catwalk to show that kind of innocent eyes and innocent smiles, I couldn't let my body keep up with the rhythm, and in the interval of that rhythm, many movements and eyes would look very awkward.
Teacher Xu's eyes slowly revealed worry, while the other tutors who had never seen him had disappointed in their eyes.
No supermodel is focused on only one type of clothing, and each of them can navigate a variety of genres. Hard, soft, punk, rock, coquettish, or innocent......
I was in the fashion reading room of the training camp, looking back and forth at the photos and experiences of those people, and I found that they seemed to have an innate feeling of "innocence".
There's no hint of artificiality, there's no hint of embarrassment, that's her......
However, when you put on a sexy outfit, you can't look charming.
I thought about it for a long time, and I was confused for a long time, but I couldn't get out of that little whirlpool. I had to give up this training several times, because through the previous comments, I knew that I might have passed this hurdle.
It may be that Mr. Xu told Zhang Yang about my situation.
The next day, Zhang Yang came......
The arrival of Zhang Yang made the entire training camp boil.
They all want a group of people who want to be supermodels, and Zhang Yang is already a well-known model. In this circle, it only takes one night to become famous. What's more, Zhang Yang has been a red model for a year. Therefore, they all know Zhang Yang, the big red model.
When everyone saw him coming straight to me, they all cast envious glances.
He watched my catwalk that day and was very positive about me.
After talking with Mr. Xu, he took him to dinner and wanted to communicate with me about emotional issues.
……
After leaving the training camp with Zhang Yang, he got into a taxi and went straight to the hotel.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"Oh, not far away, it's already booked. ”
"Didn't you call?" I asked.
"Someone else ordered it. ”
I thought he had ordered it, so I didn't ask again.
He stared at me with a little confusion and said, "Last year, you could still show a little innocence, why can't you do this year?"
"I don't know, I'm afraid, I don't want to be so simple......" I said directly.
Maybe my decadent appearance made him uncomfortable, and he said angrily: "I have to go to other places to participate in the recording of some local Spring Festival Gala recently, so I don't have time to train with you, so you can fight for your own energy......"
"I'm not angry. However, at the age of one year and one year old, you asked me to play a mature woman, and I promise to play it very well. ”
"You're more realistic, aren't you...... A model is also a kind of actor, and his demeanor, emotion, and eyes are all in place. ”
"Then I won't practice!" I said angrily.
"What are you kidding, there are still two days to compete in the A-file, if you can't enter the A-file, you don't need to say it then, the mentors next to Mr. Xu will also let you go!" Zhang Yang said angrily.
......After I heard this, I closed my eyes and stopped talking.
I hate this feeling, this feeling of being powerless against pretending.
I feel that after people mature, it is really difficult to return to simplicity.
"Okay, let's eat first!" Zhang Yang said, and the car stopped at the door of the hotel.
After getting off the bus, I saw that the hotel turned out to be a five-star hotel, with white marble, flower beds and pools, like a paradise hidden in the traffic.
"It's too extravagant to invite me to dinner, isn't it?" I said.
"It's not me who invited ......," he said, praising the white marble steps.
"Who's that please?" I asked, as I paced up the steps.
As soon as I climbed the steps, I saw the face full of "innocence" in front of me - Tian Sen!
"You...... Why are you here?" I said with a little surprise, thinking that he was my boyfriend, I naturally had to pretend to be happy and smile and say, "Is this a surprise......?"
"I've been here for three days, but I haven't told you. Tian Sen said with a smile.
"It's been three days?"
"Hmm...... Besides, I've watched you train for three days at your training camp. Tian Sen said, the smile on his face became brighter.
"Yes, I really didn't notice anything at all......" I said, surprised.
"Alright, let's eat first. As he spoke, he came up and took my hand.
Zhang Yang glanced back at the two of us, and walked into the hotel with a blank face.
……
Tian Sen has always been generous, but when he ordered, he was delicate and not wasteful.
"Come on, eat something good, I see that your training is really hard. I recently saw that you were in a bad state, and I always didn't look happy, so I called Zhang Yang over. He said and brought me a bowl of sea cucumber soup.
"Oh...... But where have you been staying for the last few days?" I asked curiously.
"I've been looking around your training camp for a long time, but today I finally found a better place. He said with a smile.
I feel that when I am with him, I will inexplicably relax a lot.
"I said why haven't you called me in the last two days, you've been here all along. I said.
"Well, I'll help you carry your luggage to my accommodation tonight...... It's close to your bootcamp and the heating is amazing. ”
As soon as I heard it, I wondered if this was a trick.
A man and a woman are in the same room, and when you hear it, it feels like something is going to happen......