The heavy rain that had been tilting all night finally stopped at dawn, but the dark clouds in the sky did not disperse, and the gloomy sky invisibly covered the earth covered by it with an extremely oppressive atmosphere, which could not help but make people feel that the storm had not yet faded, and a little rest was just brewing a greater wind and rain, and the next tilt was destined to be overwhelming with destruction.

Xiao Suo's wind blew the leaves frantically, blowing Beiling shivering, as if she would go away with the wind in the next second because she couldn't withstand the ravages of the wind, but she was obviously in his arms, he was holding her tightly, how could she go with the wind without his permission, but why couldn't he feel her anymore, or the familiar her.

She said it was her.

He got the answer... But he didn't know what to do... What should he do?

It would have been nice if he hadn't come here, so that he could at least be on his own, but now that the facts are in front of him and she admits it herself, can he still pretend that he doesn't know anything?

"Why?" a biting cold wind came to his face, drying his unconscious tears, but the pain in his heart became clearer under the stimulation of the cold wind... Why... He didn't know what to do with her, or what should he do with her?

She is the beginning of his love, and she is buried deep in his heart... Why is it the way it is?

Why?

He asked over and over again, why? He was desperate to know, to know that she was in distress, but he was inexplicably afraid to know the answer, to know an answer that he should have expected a long time ago... If it was, then he would rather she lie to himself than hear her admit it herself.

Bei Ling opened her mouth, but Zhuo Yan took the first step to speak, and the voice that came out of her mouth was trembling like a bewitching magic voice that had never been seen before, "You have a hard time, don't you? Tell me, I, I, I won't blame you." ”

How could Bei Ling not know what he was thinking, but they couldn't be together, and she had to make some decisions, the three years she had spent with him at the base had been the happy times she had stolen from God, what was she not satisfied with, and what qualifications did she have to ask for more?

Looking at Zhuo Yan's unprecedented gaffe, red eyes, and flustered words, how could she not feel distressed, she didn't want to see Zhuo Yan in pain than anyone else, but this time, she had to be the one who hurt her, and the hand that Bei Ling stretched out to touch his face finally stopped in mid-air and fell down "The answer is actually you know it from the beginning, why bother to let me say it again." If you can, forget about me, and if you can, hate me, as long as you get better. ”

If you can forget about it, you can't hate me, as long as you are better!

If people's emotions can really be as simple as words, why didn't he want to be able to let go freely, but what happened happened happened, his heart was still beating, his thinking and his memory were still continuing, how could he forget?

From the first acquaintance to the day and night of the base, her laughter, her trouble, her stubbornness, her kindness, her naughtiness, her forbearance, her tears, her pain, her companionship, her listening, her care, her waiting... How can he forget? He can't do it, even if he is given another life.

Since he forgot to do it, can he only choose to hate? She is the person he cares about the most in his life except for Zhuo Zhen and his mother, but how much courage does he have to convince himself to hate her? He likes her so much, how can he hate her? Is she teaching him what love is, but now she wants to teach him what hatred is? Sure enough, it's her style of doing things, and doing things has always been a full set, but he doesn't want such a full set at all!

"Forget?!" Zhuo Yan finally roared angrily, "You kill my mother and rip out her heart, and you want to send me away with an understatement? Don't you even bother to explain, what are you to me? What is the relationship between you and us?!"

Every word was like a sharp knife piercing Bei Ling's heart, but she didn't even have the qualifications to have heartache...

I'm sorry.

It's all her fault, if it weren't for her greed for warmth and warmth, how could she develop into lovers, if she didn't develop into lovers, how could there be today's pain, in the final analysis, it was her proximity that hurt him, and now she has to leave him and go back to her original life track, so, for Zhuo Yan's good, there must be a break between them, although the process is very cruel, it is a measure she has to do, I'm sorry.

"I'm sorry. ”

"I don't want sorry! I want you to explain! Give me an explanation that will convince me!"

"You know, so why bother me to say it again. ”

"I don't know! I don't know anything! I want you to tell me in person, I don't believe what others say!"

Does he have to force her to slash his heart hard with his own hands before he dies... Bei Ling smiled, laughing sadly, smiling strangely, stopping the laughter, while staring at Zhuo Yan with cold eyes, "You don't know? You don't know, you don't know, you don't know, your Zhuo family slaughtered my Bei family, or don't you know how my family died innocently and tragically? You don't know why I'm here, or don't you know why I have frequent poison attacks? You don't know why my family and I are separated, or why I endure the humiliation of staying in your Zhuo family?" Why, didn't you already know all this? Why do you say you don't know anything?"

"Those people are not related to you, and you are not obliged to bear these responsibilities for them that do not belong to you! They are not your relatives, so we have never been enemies! Never!. Zhuo Yan panicked, in front of her, he was always at a loss, always flustered, and couldn't even say a nice word, no matter how nice the words came to him, he said that the taste changed, even if it was not his original intention, but the speaker had no intention and the listener had the intention.

Sure enough, in the next second, Bei Ling's gaze turned sharply and stared straight at him, "Not my relatives?" Bei Ling sneered, "If you measure it by blood relationship, I naturally can't refute it, but unfortunately I'm not you." Your Zhuo family has always adhered to just loving your own bloodline, other people's lives are not lives in the eyes of your Zhuo family, not even an ant can compare, you can end other people's lives casually, and only your Zhuo family's bloodline is the highest and inviolable in heaven and earth.

When you don't forget, I am not a Zhuo family, I can't be as selfish as you, and I can't be so stubborn as you, in my world there are only people who are good to me and people who are not good to me, I will repay those who are good to me a hundred times, and I will keep in mind those who are not good to me.

The Bei family is not related to me, but they are kind to me. Besides, I was originally an outcast, the little beggar who wandered in the rain had already died on the night he was abandoned by his biological parents, and now Bei Ling is my grandfather who gave me hope and gave me life, he is the beginning of a new life for me, they are my relatives, but also my benefactors, I should know and repay my kindness, everything I do now is just a matter of course, and it is no more ordinary. ”

"What do you think of me? Or is it a tool for revenge or a platform to help you succeed?" Zhuo Yan felt that he must be dreaming, otherwise how could Bei Ling be like this, she is not like this, she clearly said that she would not take revenge, she clearly said that even if she wanted to give her grandfather an explanation, she would never implicate innocent people, but what was the fault of his mother, worthy of her cruel harm? Zhuo Jinan was the only one who had hurt the Bei family from beginning to end, but she didn't choose to slash him, just because he still had her handle in his hand?

"Okay" Zhuo Yan nodded, his eyes were so red that he could almost drip blood, "If you hate, if you can't let go, you want revenge, I have nothing to say, but what fault does my mother have to deserve to kill her so cruelly?!" The picture that came to mind of Bei Ling holding his mother's heart Zhuo Yan could barely control himself from losing control, and his mother's body was still coldly paralyzed at his feet, what kind of mood should he have, and how suppressed he should have not let himself go crazy.

"Because she is the woman Zhuo Jinan loves the most in his life, I can't kill Zhuo Jinan now, what I can do is to make him suffer as much as possible, and make him feel worse than life!" Bei Ling's eyes were dyed bloodthirsty red, and he said to Zhuo Yan in an almost crazy tone, "You say, if I send the heart of the woman he loves the most to his birthday banquet as a birthday gift, what kind of amazing expression would he have?"

Smack-

The crisp sound was like a tight string between them—the only emotional support point between them, which was also severed at this moment, and there was no longer a bond to maintain.

Tasting the blood in her mouth, Bei Ling smiled, her laughter was so clear... But... Why did she feel that there was a steady stream of bitterness flowing into her mouth, which made her bitter to the point of numbness in her heart.

Well, isn't that what she wants?

Zhuo Yan never beats women, but because of her, she broke the exception, she should feel lucky, right? At least it proves that her existence in Zhuo Yan's heart can never be replaced, and all his exceptions will only be used on her, whether it is laughing or annoyed, whether it is jealousy or love, whether it is guarding or waiting, once or twice, it will always be because of her... He will always watch her silently behind her, all his exceptions are because of her, even if this exception is no longer sweet, but at least this is the only exception that has not changed, and she will always be the only one who can be his exception.