Chapter 114: Willing to Sink

The evening breeze was blowing, looking up at the cloudless and starless sky that was as dark as a bottomless pit, feeling more and more confused, Beike shrunk her shoulders and raised her hands to wrap herself around, thinking how long would this torment last?

Two dazzling lights in the distance came directly, Bei Ke raised his hand slightly to block in front of him, half-opened his eyes to see, but saw two people getting out of the car, Xing Mu stared slightly surprised, and after seeing the look on You Yumeng's face, he seemed to know something.

Bei Ke stepped forward and took You Yumeng to look up and down, "Is it going well?, are you hurt?"

You Yumeng shook his head and looked tired, there was nothing to say, he would naturally ask if he should ask.

Realizing that there was still someone standing next to him, Beike looked at him slightly, and said with a little gratitude, "Mr. Wen, thank you for helping me send Xiao Hei back safely." ”

Wen Xiaojun looked at her still beautiful little face, but for a moment she felt so strange, so out of reach, coughed dryly twice, and barely regained her voice, "Don't be so polite... Don't you have anything to tell me?" Obviously it wasn't him, but under her clear gaze, he felt inexplicably weak-hearted, when did he become so cowardly?

The apricot eyes flickered, and the dark eyes seemed to have a kind of magic that hooked people into the abyss, making people know that they would never recover, but they were still willing to sink, Wen Xiaojun thought, he couldn't escape from her abyss in his life, obviously she didn't explain anything, but her anger had already disappeared, and for a while she felt that she was so powerless in front of her.

"I'm sorry. Beike bowed deeply to him, as if she didn't expect her to be like this, Wen Xiaojun's eyes widened, and he hurriedly stepped forward to help her, but she pushed him away, shook his head at him, and said in a pale voice, "I'm sorry, I deceived you into trusting me." ”

"I... I don't blame you. Wen Xiaojun looked at her, but he couldn't raise half of his anger in his heart, this is true.

Beike shook her head, "I'm sorry, because I really need this herb, and I didn't think about it in a hurry, so I came up with such a method, I'm really sorry." ”

"Be... You don't have to do this, if you said you need it, I will give it to you, why do you bother?"

"How are you going to give me such an important thing? Go back and get it with your father, or do you secretly pick it up yourself?" Bei Ke's words made Wen Xiaojun speechless for a while, but he could only listen to her in a daze and continued, "This is my business, I don't want to involve unrelated people to take risks, so I have to do this, and You Yumeng is the only person I trust and can help me, I came up with such a method, I hope you don't blame her for this." ”

"But..."Wen Xiaojun looked at her, the sentence was for you and me, but he never said it, as if he was smeared by the cold indifference emanating from her, and he also became cold and frozen in his heart, and he wanted to take it out but was stuck in his heart by the dead ice, which made him feel pain and pain, but he was helpless.

Bei Ke didn't look at him again, just grabbed You Yumeng's shoulder and helped her move forward, leaving only an extremely indifferent and distant back to Wen Xiaojun, she was not stupid, how could she not see Wen Xiaojun's affection for her, but she couldn't afford it, and it wasn't worth it, so why bother to leave a trace of hope in the other party's heart, let the other party pay so stupidly, and wait so hard, it's better to break it clean, and it's good for everyone.

Wen Xiaojun froze in place, his gaze gradually disappearing into the night with their backs, until he was swallowed up by the invisible light...

Beike poured a cup of hot water and handed it to You Yumeng, and sat down on the sofa opposite her, but saw that she was still dazed, her eyes were empty and irrelevant and irrelevant, and she didn't even know that the water cup she was holding crookedly was overflowing and wetting her trouser legs.

Xiu Mei couldn't help frowning slightly, but there were doubts in her eyes, Bei Ke took the water cup from her hand and put it on the coffee table, and took a few tissues to wipe it for her, but she still didn't notice it, it was still that lifeless appearance, she saw Bei Ke straight to her heart, arrogant and conceited like her, when did she have such a lost look? Beck straightened her shoulder, so that she was facing herself, but she was stunned, there was clearly a trace of mist in her eyes, she... Are you crying? His brows furrowed a little deeper, but he still said softly, "Xiao Hei, what's wrong?"

saw You Yumeng's empty eyes roll, and finally landed on Beike's face. Beike looked at her worriedly, but she threw herself into Beike's arms, hugged her tightly and didn't let go, a faint sobbing sound sounded in the empty living room, Beike raised her hand and caressed her back, at this time, it was better not to ask anything, and when she adjusted herself, she would speak.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling window, the originally dark and empty night sky, at this moment, there has been a round of crescent moon gradually breaking through the clouds and poking out its head, and the original sparse night finally has a trace of light that can illuminate people's hearts, no longer just a lifeless bottomless pit, but a lighthouse for the lost to guide the way.

You Yumeng's sobbing became quieter, but it was already the second half of the night, and Beike was always by her side without saying a word for her to vent.

But I heard You Yumeng muttering in a thick nasal voice mixed with a somewhat glutinous voice: "I don't remember the last time I cried." ”

Beike ran her soft and delicate hair, and her voice was soft but seemed to be mixed with a trace of bitterness, "Speaking of which, it's really the first time I've seen you cry, I haven't seen you shed a tear when I was so bitter and tired before, but today I made up for what I owed in the past."

Come to think of it, we were all just a little bit old at that time, and we were in such a cruel place. I remember the first time I saw you, I was shocked by your eyes, because I saw in it that I had never seen stronger and more stubborn, and such a strong emotion actually came from an eight-year-old child. At that time, I wondered, what kind of person would this be, and what kind of story would have been experienced to make that kind of look?"

"However, at that time, I was conceited and looked down on any of the children who were also based on me. You Yumeng answered, and was also reminded of the memory, "To be honest, when I saw that you still had Gu Cheng by your side to take care of me, I was so envious that I was jealous. At that time, I thought, why do I have nothing, but you can still laugh and laugh every day in this terrible base, isn't it? So at that time, I was always targeting you, just because I was really envious and jealous, and I also hoped that I could be like you and have the luxury of laughter occasionally, but it was so sad, from the moment I stepped into the base, my life was destined to have no more laughter, so why bother to suffer for luxury, and look forward to losing again and again?"

You Yumeng choked up and continued to recall, "Until we were twelve years old, we failed on a mission, and in a hurry to escape, we accidentally fell into a trap arranged by the enemy. If it was just an ordinary trap, I would have escaped, but alas, the enemy would never be so merciful... The cave was dark and painful, but what frightened me was not the darkness and pain, but the constant hissing sound in my ears, all too familiar, the sound of a snake spitting letters. At that time, I was really scared, because the cave was so dark that I couldn't see anything, but the signs of death kept transmitting into my mind, and I thought I would die here so miserably, but I saw a torch thrown down, lighting up the darkness and driving away the poisonous snakes that approached me. When I looked up, I saw that it was none other than you, but you who I was most targeted at on weekdays. ”

"If it is false to say that there is no half touch in your heart, it is clear that you yourself are also seriously injured, but you still endured the pain and pulled me out of the abyss-like hole, it was at that time that my opinion of you changed, I You Yumeng has always been a person who has repaid kindness and revenge, at that time, I decided that you will be the person I want to protect in the future. ”

Beck's dark eyes flashed with a little starlight, as if she had gone back to the past through memories, and the reflection in her eyes was suddenly the blazing torches, "Think about it, it's not easy to get the favor of you, a lonely woman, but I'm very happy, at least, my side won't be so lonely and cold anymore." Tell me, why is the heroine crying so sadly today? Him?"

You Yumeng was stunned, but then nodded unabashedly.

Becko nodded, "Do you want to be with him?" If you want, I'm the absolute first to support you, and you don't need to worry so much about anything else." ”

You Yumeng shook her head, Xiaobai, you will never understand that the stand-in is not qualified to have the sun, and she will never be qualified to stand under the sun and embrace happiness, but she has long been willing, so be it, there is no way to change, so she has been wearing a frosty heart to walk the road that has been destined from the beginning.

"It's impossible for me to talk to him. You Yumeng said softly, "Don't talk about him, talk about you, I want to know what you plan to do in the future." Cordyceps Gu... Is it because of who is in Huayan Group?"

"I don't think so. Beko shook her head, "A girl, I want to save him, although she is indeed a very important person for Zhuo Yan, this is not a reason for me to save her." I wanted to save her, simply because I didn't want to see someone go through the same fate as my mom. ”

"Do you know what her relationship with Zhuo Yan is?"

"I don't know. Beike shook her head, trimming her eyebrows and frowning slightly, "Xiao Hei, have you contacted the doctor recently or received a mission from him?"

"Yes, I saw him at the base the day before yesterday, and I didn't say anything, but it was just an ordinary capture mission, and I told the war drums to thunder. ”

"What did you say?" Bei Ke suddenly became excited, and the hand holding You Yumeng's shoulder tightened involuntarily, pinching her painfully.

"Xiaobai, why are you so excited?" You Yumeng was a little confused.

"You—you mean, you only met the doctor the day before yesterday?" Beck's voice was unconsciously mixed with a hint of trembling, and the whole person felt as if he had been splashed with ice water, only feeling cold from head to toe.