Listening to the familiar ending song, Asamiko couldn't cry anymore.

"It's boring. Hu Tao pursed his lips and expressed disdain for He Chen, but turned his head away and hurriedly rubbed his red eyes.

The only two people in the family who didn't shed tears were Ling Yan and He Chen.

"It's beautiful. Ling Yan commented with a smile, "The song is also very good." ”

He Chen smiled, this song is sung by the three leading actors, Ye Zhong Lan, Li Youyou and Hu Tao, Ye Zhong Lan's singing strength is poor, in order to achieve the best effect,.

He Chen found the cigarette and lighter from under the coffee table, and then walked to the balcony.

He Chen suddenly had an urge to smoke, he never smoked, and he couldn't smoke, but in order to entertain guests, he would also prepare cigarettes at home.

Looking at the quiet community, He Chen lit a cigarette. Sniffed it gently, it seemed to smell good, and after inhaling it hard, the choking smell rushed into his lungs, and He Chen coughed vigorously.

I heard that this cigarette is quite expensive, but He Chen can't feel it at all.

coughed a few times and coughed up a few tears, but He Chen felt a lot more comfortable, gently picking away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingers, He Chen smiled, and suddenly felt that someone hugged him.

Without looking back, the familiar fragrance was already telling He Chen the identity of the master.

"What's wrong?" Yi Jingjiao's voice floated over, and she hugged He Chen hard.

"It's fine. He Chen said with a smile, and then twisted the cigarette butt he had just smoked on the window edge and threw it out of the window.

Yi Jingjiao rubbed He Chen's broad back, slightly expressing her dissatisfaction with He Chen for not saying anything to herself, but she didn't ask more.

"Cry if you want. Yi Jingjiao said suddenly.

"Cut, I was moved to cry by my work, I felt that I was crying like I was crying, I was not happy, do you want to see me crying? He Chen said jokingly.

Yi Jingjiao was angry and opened her mouth to bite He Chen's back. But that place is not easy to mouth, knocked a few times, but failed to bite down. So he stood on tiptoe and took a bite on He Chen's shoulder. It was very light, and the tone said it was "bite", but it was better to say "kiss", and there was a sudden "clang" sound in the living room.

She said sullenly: "You fool others in your works, don't suppress your feelings, face yourself calmly, cry when you want to cry, laugh when you want to laugh, how can you be duplicitous?"

"I was already laughing, didn't you see it?" He Chen said with a laugh.

Cry. He had already cried a long time ago.

Now he just wants to laugh.

……

Cao Jun looked at the end of "We Still Don't Know the Name of the Flower We Saw That Day", listening to the ending song that he had already heard countless times, his eyes were blank, and he was smoking a cigarette in his mouth.

It's been a long time since the anime ended, but he's still on the anime page. When the song stops playing, he drags the progress bar and rewinds to the beginning of the ending song, and so on.

Listen to it again and again, let the strong smell of smoke fill your chest, and smoke one cigarette. Take another one, and there will be soot and cigarette butts already scattered on the ground.

There was no sign of enjoyment on his face, he was just mechanically repeating the act of smoking.

It wasn't until he could no longer take a cigarette out of the cigarette case that he seemed to come back to his senses, and when he looked at the time, he had already repeated an action like this. Listening to the song, I sat for hours without realizing it.

The DM message in the lower right corner of the screen was flashing eagerly, and Cao Jun glanced at it, it was a friend in the game who asked him to play the game, and he couldn't wait for Cao Jun's recovery. It looks like it's already berserk.

Didn't you tell them about your own phone?

Cao Jun thought psychologically, picked up the mobile phone on the table and looked at it, and complained in his heart: It will automatically shut down again, and this system is just unreliable.

But, fortunately, it's turned off.

Thinking like this, Cao Jun impatiently turned off the DM number directly.

Then he dragged the progress bar to the starting point, he lay on the bed next to him, crossed his hands on his forehead, closed his eyes, and listened to the OP like this, listened to the voice of the dubbing, listened to ED, and "listened" to the whole story.

The scenes that were deep in my mind emerged with the familiar voices.

When the world returned to tranquility, unconsciously, a line of tears had been left in the corners of Cao Jun's eyes, and the tears were like a flood that burst the embankment, flowing more and more.

His body began to tremble, and the suppressed silent crying slowly turned into a cry mixed with sadness and remorse.

It would be nice if I could have understood it sooner...... If only I could have seen this story earlier......

A seven-foot man, in this summer night, cried like a child.

The host of the computer was still buzzing, Cao Jun was tired of crying, and like a child, he fell asleep, in the dream, he seemed to go back to 8 years ago, that was when his mother was still there, and they were still a complete family......

Unconsciously, Cao Jun showed a happy smile that he had not seen for a long time.

The next day, Cao Jun got up early in the morning and cleaned the room he almost never cleaned, inside and out.

The piles of garbage were cleaned up, and he also found what he had treasured a long time ago. They are all worthless toys, but they carry his memories. There are also dusty and dirty photo frames, which are photos of his parents taking him on a trip when he was the first in his class in elementary school.

Cao Jun's nose was a little sour, and he wiped the photo frame seriously, and then put it on his computer desk, looking at the photo, the corner of his mouth suddenly showed the same smile as he in the photo.

The renovated room made him feel like he had gone back to the past in a trance.

He felt very unfamiliar with himself all these years, and he couldn't understand why he had been so confused all these years.

Looking back over the years, his trajectory is similar to that of Mrs. Jen, from a "child of someone else's family" to a typical negative teaching material in the mouths of neighbors and school teachers.

He will only play games, hook up with fox friends and dog friends, complain about the darkness of this society, and then continue to live in this "darkness".

The playmates when they were children have long since parted ways and have never been in touch again;

The dreams of my childhood have long been discarded in the dustbin in my mind;

The teachings and expectations of his parents have long been forgotten by him.

My father had gone out to work, and he had cleaned the house inside and out. In my father's room, there was a picture frame on the bedside table, and the picture inside was his.

Cao Jun hesitated and lifted the frame back up. Stand on the bedside table.

When washing his face, Cao Jun looked at the young man in the mirror with a messy and ruffian face, both familiar and unfamiliar.

If you haven't seen that story?

Cao Jun thought so.

His mother died of cancer, which was a huge blow to him when he was only in elementary school. Watching his mother languishing day by day by day by illness made his heart ache to see him, and he had the deepest fear of death at a young age.

If his mother is gone, what will happen to him and his father?

Questions like this haunt him every day. In his small house, even with a thick cup covered, he still felt the coldness of Sensen.

He had heard that sick people were in pain, but he had never seen pain in his mother, and at most he gritted his teeth while he was asleep. Frowning.

Every time his mother saw him and his father, she always had the most beautiful smile on her face—in his eyes, there was no more beautiful smile in the world than the smile of his mother at that time.

He knew that his mother was patient, and that his mother was patient with pain just as he endured weeping.

He didn't dare to cry in front of his mother, he could only rack his brains and think of ways to make his mother happy. Bullying for my mother, hoping that my mother's illness will get better.

His mother said that as long as he could study well, her illness might get better.

So he studied harder, from the first in his class to the first in his grade.

But. His mother lied to him, his mother's illness did not heal, and his mother died.

The light has since disappeared from his world.

He doesn't want to study anymore, what's the use of learning well?

Sleep in class. Desertion, reading novels, arriving late and leaving early, fighting and skipping school, anyway, he did everything he would never have done before.

The teacher enlightened him from the bottom of his heart, and his father made him kneel in front of his mother's face and beat him angrily.

But in his opinion at the time, they were all liars, and since they were useless, why should they lie to themselves?

In today's words, he hates the world, and after reading the rebirth flow novel, he even considered a way to be reborn, but after trying a few times, none of them succeeded, and instead he was hospitalized for a long time.

He thinks the whole world is a liar.

Fortunately, Huaxia has nine years of compulsory education, and although he handed in a blank paper, he can still go to junior high school.

But in junior high school, he still went his own way, like a gangster, and naturally there was no drama in high school, and he finally dropped out.

Play games every day, or eat and drink with fox friends.

As for money, of course, I asked my father.

The father was tired and stopped beating him.

The once warm family became extremely cold, and his father said that as long as he did not sin, even if he lived like this, his father would support him for the rest of his life.

If he hadn't seen that anime, he might really be like this for the rest of his life, time stuck in the happiest period of elementary school, and a lifetime of memories and resentment.

In front of his mother's portrait, Cao Jun knelt down and kowtowed three times.

My father came back, and I don't know when, but a lot of silver threads had appeared in my father's head.

Cao Jun's heart was sour, and he wanted to cry a little, but he stopped again, he smiled, it's not too late......

When my father saw the new home, as well as Cao Jun, who was wearing clean clothes and having his head cut short, he became energetic, and his expression was a little dazed.

Seeing Cao Jun coming over, a touch of sadness flashed in his father's eyes, and he said blankly: "How much money do you want?"

Cao Jun's lips twitched, he lowered his head, and said, "Dad, I'm sorry!"

"What do you say, I'm sorry......" The father seemed to understand something, smiled, and suddenly a heat of surprise and satisfaction surged in his heart.

"I was wrong. ”

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