The person I am most grateful to in my life is Fu Xiangqin, and without her, my future would not be imaginable.

She took me to get glasses and carefully helped me review what I had learned. When I encountered something I didn't understand, she took the trouble to teach me again and again.

After discussing it, they decided to recognize me as their goddaughter. Let me change my voice to call Mom and Dad.

Every time I call Fu Xiangqin's mother, Fu Xiangqin laughs very happily.

When I went to bed at night, I shouted, "Good night, Mom." ”

She would smile with satisfaction, and my heart would be so satisfied. I think of her as my mother from the bottom of my heart. The kind of mom who is absolutely qualified and standard.

While experiencing an unprecedented maternal love, I was also sensitive to the fact that Zhang Liang's eyes were becoming more and more poisonous when he looked at me.

In Zhang Liang's view, my arrival not only occupies his space, but also occupies the love that once belonged to him, the love of his parents.

When I stayed at Zhang Liang's house, he made a serious statement that I was not allowed to tell anyone at the school.

He is completely different from Feng Li, Feng Li protects me with all his might, and he rejects me from the bottom of his heart.

Feng Li showed up at the school gate two weeks later.

His right arm was hanging from his chest and he was still in a cast. When they saw me at the school gate, there was a palpable look of concern in their eyes.

"I heard that Li Sheng is in prison. ”

"Hmm. Brother, your hands. ”

I knew it was hurt for me, and it hurt indescribably.

"My hands are fine, my mother is afraid that I will go to you. They locked me in the house and didn't let me out, and only later did they let me out after hearing that Li Sheng was in prison. Where do you live now?"

"I live in a police officer's house. Maybe live until Li Sheng is released from prison. What about you?"

"We... We're fine. Okay, I'll send you home. ”

His answer was simple and a little abnormal, his eyes flickered slightly, and I knew he was hiding something. But I didn't ask, I just asked, and he wouldn't say.

The feeling of walking home with Feng Li was particularly good. There is a sense of security, a sense of being guarded. Only in front of Feng Li, I don't have to hide anything. The smile is very real and sincere, and I am not afraid of people calling me a fool.

When I got to the gate of the community, I asked him to go back.

After turning around, we found Zhang Liang following us. Feng Li's brows immediately tightened.

He knew Zhang Liang. Because Zhang Liang bullied me, he also beat him.

Zhang Liang is younger than the two of us, develops late, and is half a head shorter than the two of us.

If Zhang Liang and Feng Li have anything in common, it's that these two people are very stubborn. However, Zhang Liang's father is a policeman, and his mother dotes on him, so he has a kind of nonsensical willfulness and stubbornness since he was a child, while Feng Li is the kind that was often abused since he was a child - a little psychopathic stubbornness.

Feng Li was not afraid of anyone, he dared to fight Li Sheng when he was eight years old.

And Zhang Liang is not convinced by anyone, and now he often talks back to his parents.

Without speculation, Feng Li asked Zhang Liang why he followed us, Zhang Liang glared and snorted, scolding me and Feng Li for being a dog and a man.

Feng Li didn't say a word, he didn't care about his arm in a plaster, and rushed up and beat him.

The plaster, which was originally weak, has become a powerful weapon. The impact hit Zhang Liang's face, Zhang Liang didn't spare at all, and fought back from the beating.

No matter how much I shouted on the side, the two of them were screwed together and never separated.

In the end, Zhang Liang's face was covered in blood, his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and he ran back home, and Feng Li's plaster was broken. The gauze peeled off, revealing the frighteningly bruised arms.

On one side is my younger brother, who has just lived together for a short time, and on the other hand, my brother who grew up with me.

Zhang Liang's mother is a doctor, so I still chose to accompany Feng Li to the hospital.

When I got to the hospital and bandaged it, it was already dark when I came out.

Feng Li wanted to send me. I won't let it, insist on sending him first. I also want to see where his family lives.

Feng Li didn't agree, so I said that I would separate from here and go back to my own home.

When he agreed, I quietly followed him.

All the way north, we came to a dirty local labor market. There is a street next to the labour market. In the streets, the lights of the doorhouses are all dark red.

In front of the doorway, there stood naked and bewitching women. I saw Feng Yan from afar.

She stood in the doorway, leaning against the doorframe. Seeing that Feng Li had a wound on his face, he didn't have the courage to go up and kick it. Feng Li walked directly into the door room indifferently.

A dirty migrant worker walked past Feng Yan, and Feng Yan shouted: "Little brother, come in and play!"

The migrant worker glanced left and right a few times, and then got into it like a thief. Then, I saw Feng Yan lock the door from the inside and turn off the light. Ten minutes later, the migrant worker came out. Feng Yan leaned on the door frame again, smoking a cigarette, looking at passers-by one by one.

At that time, I didn't know what Feng Yan was doing.

However, there is one feeling that has always haunted me - she is so much prettier.

The night wind blew gently, and she stood at the door in a short red dress, with bewitching curves and bewitching shapes, like a midnight girl......

I wanted to go over and talk to him, but in the end, I chose to leave silently.

When I went home in a trance along the way, it was already half past eight.

When he returned home, Zhang Liang was the only one at home. His parents must have gone out to look for me when they saw that I didn't come back.

Zhang Liang had a big gauze on the left side of his face, and when he saw me coming back, he walked over with a fierce gaze!

"Where's Mom?" I asked, trembling slightly.

"That's my mother! My mother! Tell you stupid Li Fei, you feel good today! I told my parents about you and that Feng Li! Hmph! Stinky and shameless!"

As soon as he finished speaking, I heard the sound of the door opening behind me.

When I looked back, I suddenly felt that something was stuffed in my hand. When I looked down, it was the gauze on Zhang Liang's face!

When he looked at Zhang Liang again, Zhang Liang knelt on the ground and covered his face, crying!

"Wow!!Mom! Li Fei catch me! Wow!!"

Looking at the cut on his cheek, and then at the blood oozing from his fingers, I panicked.

"Ahh Tears of urgency flowed out.

That's her own son. If you leave a scar on your face with such a deep wound, it will last a lifetime. She must have been distressed to death.

Just as I was about to explain, she turned her head and slapped me in the face in anger.

I was beaten by Li Sheng, beaten by Feng Yan, and beaten by my classmates. After getting used to being beaten, a slap is nothing at all. However, the slap that Fu Xiangqin slapped me in the heart.

Will she still smile at me, will she still give me homework, will she still put her arms around me and say goodnight?

Won't it?

For the first time in my life, I felt the feeling of a slap that broke my heart.

So it hurts, it hurts, it hurts......

Zhang Liang kept crying that night, shouting for me to leave the house, while I hid in the other bedroom in a daze.

In the living room, Zhang Liang's parents began to discuss what to do next.

I hid in the bedroom door and listened secretly.

Zhang Zhiwei is a policeman, and it is easy to investigate Feng Li's family situation, he not only found out the details of Feng Li and Feng Yan, but also mixed several of us together.

"I think Fei Fei is different from them!" Fu Xiangqin said a few kind words for me.

However, Officer Zhang said in a more cautious tone: "Do you know what that Feng Yan does?

When I heard the girl standing on the street, my heart darkened.

Dressed like a midnight girl, is she a street girl?

What exactly does a street girl do?

Fu Xiangqin didn't say that the street girl was not cheap, but through her silence, I knew that it was definitely not a good job.

Later, the two of them discussed that they regretted it a little.

They said they regretted not investigating my upbringing, and they vaguely felt that I might be a bad child.

I stepped aside, took out a pen and paper from my bag, and wrote a line: Mom, I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

When she was done, she pressed under the lamp on her desk and lay down on her bed to sleep.

I prayed she would see. However, no.

That night, she had been sighing. Didn't say goodnight either.

The next day, when I went out, I looked back at her frequently. I wish she could have spoken to me. I really hope she can shout "Li Fei, slow down on the road". But she didn't say anything.

At that time, I felt that she belonged to Zhang Liang, not mine. No.

Leaving Fu Xiangqin's house, I didn't go to school. went directly back to Li Sheng's residence and stayed for a while. Suddenly thought of this place, Zhang Liang's father had been here. So, I stood up and carried my schoolbag and went to the labor market to find Feng Yan.

It wasn't until eleven o'clock in the afternoon that she opened the door.

She looked like she had just woken up, and her hair was scattered like a female demon. When he saw me standing at the door, he asked with a worried face, "Why did you come here? Didn't go to school?"

I didn't say a word, and walked in past her. After putting the bag on the sofa, I sat down on the sofa.

She lit a cigarette, dragged a bench from the side, squatted on it and spit out a cigarette, and asked very strangely: "You and Li Sheng...... Did you do that?"