Chapter 158: Dying Struggle
The black and oppressive clouds were pierced by white and purple lightning over and over again, accompanied by a rumbling sound, Copperfield looked at the pouring rain outside the window, and a face full of traces of time was a different look from the past, this look was neither the calm and loving expression shown when treating the students in the past, nor the gentle and smiling grandfather that Beck saw on weekdays, nor the respect when facing Zhuo Jinan, this is a look that Copperfield has never shown in front of outsiders, and it is an expression that must be hidden before the plan is fully grasped, and now, yes, this is the moment, he can finally reveal his ambition and unwillingness that he has hidden for many years so unscrupulously.
The world outside the glass is a storm, and he can finally stand in the world behind the glass and look down on the poor worms rolling in the rainy night, and those poor worms are undoubtedly the people who are his opposite, and they must be the people of his opposite, otherwise how can he be happy?
He has endured humiliation for so many years, he has been silent for so many years, isn't it just that moment? And that moment is finally coming, he is about to witness a war that will change the dynasty, and he is undoubtedly the one who sits on the fisherman, and Yu Zhuo Jinan is his death.
"Zhuo Jinan, I can't imagine it, I don't need to do it, someone will take your dog's life for me, you just cherish your little time, and then polish your dog's eyes, see clearly how you were defeated by me, and count down with anticipation. Lightning imprinted into Copperfield's eyes, but it didn't shine a light on the cloudy years in his eyes.
The raindrops have also reached high places, but they still can't escape the fate of being abandoned, and when the clouds no longer want to carry them, they can only be abandoned until they fall into the dust and shatter to the point where they can't find the first trace... Whose tears fell and bloomed? Whose heart was shattered from now on? From high to falling into the dust, it was just a moment, but it was never a drop of rain that could choose...
The fate that a little rain can't choose, why shouldn't she? The empty eyes looked at the sky stunned, but God responded to her with raindrops, one, two, three, four, each of which smashed into her eyes accurately and sour and astringent, but Bei Ling refused to close her eyes, and still stubbornly opened her eyes so stubbornly, is it just that she can deceive herself by doing this, saying that she never cried, but was a little sour by the rain?
Many times, Bei Ling even feels that his fate is not as good as even a small raindrop, maybe they can't escape the fate of falling into the dust, but they are never alone, even if they experience desperate and dark things, there will be a group of brothers and sisters by their side, with their company, even if the road ahead is a sea of swords, what is there to fear? For Bei Ling, Dao Mountain has never been the most terrifying, what is terrible is the darkness that can never be looked forward to, and what is terrible is the loneliness that will never be accompanied by anyone in the dark, no matter which of the two Bei Ling has experienced, deeply experienced.
Yes, on the one hand, she is sympathizing with the raindrops that go from high to low, but on the other hand, she is extremely envious of them, envying them that they are never alone like a shadow, not like herself, no matter what she will face, she will never be alone.
It had rained for nearly half an hour, and a blood-colored stream had been gurgling out of the place where Bei Ling was lying, and in this dark rainy night, the bright red was so eye-catching and dazzling, but no one would see it, no one would see it... The heat rolled out of Beiling's eye sockets, but it made her eyes sour more than the rain, so sour that she wanted to gouge out her eyes, wouldn't it be so that it would no longer be out of control?
The pain of the first order of poison has passed, and Bei Ling's consciousness is slightly clearer, but the pain in the body has not completely subsided, but there seems to be a chaotic breath in the body that is surging up and down, it is a kind of breath that makes people want to go berserk, but the human body is in a dilapidated state, neither can vent such mania, nor can bear such a blood surge, so it is very painful and tormenting to hold in the body. This is not the most painful state, Bei Ling clearly knows that this is only the first stage of the poison, and when it comes to the second stage, the top stage of the poison, it is enough to completely destroy a person's pain, she doesn't know if she can survive without an antidote...
She had also stubbornly experimented before, whether she really couldn't do without that thing, but at that time, she always fainted to death without even surviving the first order of poison, and in the end, it was Zhuo Zihan who couldn't look at it and then gave her the medicine. And now, it is really thanks to this heavy rain that she has woken up from her coma again and again, and she barely survived the first stage of poison hair for the first time. Before this, she always thought that she couldn't do it, but unexpectedly she survived, the first issue survived, and what else was there to be afraid of in the second issue, no matter how bad it was, it was just that result, what was there to be afraid of, Bei Ling hinted to herself in her heart.
Suddenly, the whole body trembled, and a sharp pain spread from the limbs and bones again, and in an instant, Bei Ling's originally dull expression was distorted into something. The pain is not like the pain of the first stage, but I want to have countless slender needles starting from your ten fingers, ten toes and hundreds of points on your head, piercing your skin little by little, and finally piercing into your body, and the stinging sensation of blood vessels will make you can't help but have an illusion, as if your blood vessels will burst in the next second, and your body will be blown away to a bloody blur. What frightens Bei Ling the most is not this blasting daring, but the insect bite feeling that can't be dispelled in the body, as if every corner of the body is crawling with insects, whether it is in the ears or eyes or in the body, Bei Ling can clearly feel their inch-by-inch wriggling and bowing their heads from time to time to gnaw on their own cells, this fear is the easiest to destroy the human nervous system, and when the time comes, other aspects will naturally be broken.
The restless breath in her body, the pain that flickered and wandered, clearly reminded Bei Ling that when the second stage of poisoning came, she didn't know what kind of pain it would be, she only knew that her tongue had been bitten by her one after another, but she still couldn't divert her attention from a certain pain point.
Finally, with a terrible shout, Bei Ling completely lost her mind, she was like a fish hammered to death in a dry fish pond and struggling, a fragile fish, a weak fish.
Zhuo Zihan hadn't closed his eyes for a whole night, and when he rushed back to find Bei Ling after dealing with things, she was nowhere to be seen. immediately sent someone to look for her, but after searching the entire banquet hall and the entire hotel, she was not found, at that time Zhuo Zihan already had a faint bad premonition in his heart, and then recalled Bei Ling's eyes when he looked at Bei Ke at the banquet, Zhuo Zihan's heart sank even more, after so many years of companionship, how could he not read Bei Ling's eyes? Just because he really had something important at that time and couldn't leave, and seeing that Bei Ling seemed to be sure, he let her do whatever she wanted, and besides, he didn't go far, this is his territory again, and Bei Ke didn't dare to do anything to Bei Ling, so he didn't worry too much, but he didn't want to finally make a mess.
immediately instructed the man in black to find the whereabouts of Beke and Zhuo Yan, and after looking around, the man in black reported that he had not found Beke, but brought Zhuo Yan back. When he saw Zhuo Yan, Zhuo Zihan's gaze was a little colder, but Zhuo Yan didn't dodge such a gaze, he stood straight and opposite him, the height of the two was almost the same, and their aura was not equal, and no one was inferior to anyone. It was Zhuo Yan who opened his mouth first, without too much nonsense and greetings, Zhuo Yan directly confessed to him what he had done to Bei Ling. Zhuo Zihan was angry at first, and attacked Zhuo Yan with a punch, but Zhuo Yan on this day was different from usual, he didn't fight back or dodge, but raised his hand to hold the fist he swung over. Zhuo Zihan was a little stunned, Xu didn't expect him to react like this, and then sneered and ridiculed, but it was just something like he finally stopped pretending, but Zhuo Yan's face did not change because of his ugly words, and calmly analyzed the consequences for Zhuo Zihan with an indifferent look if he chose to entangle with himself at this time.
Sure enough, when Zhuo Zihan heard this, his face immediately changed. It is impossible for Bei Ling Zhuo Zihan to waste time here with Zhuo Yan and put Bei Ling in danger, so he immediately pushed Zhuo Yan away, beckoned a group of people in black, and left the hotel in a hurry, and even had time to put a cruel word to Zhuo Yan, which was also what the people in black were speechless about, and they couldn't help but sigh that their master's affection for Miss Bei Ling was so deep, and he really valued her more than everything, but this Miss Bei Ling was still so ignorant, and she would find trouble for the young master every day.
According to Zhuo Yan's analysis, Zhuo Zihan divided the man in black into several teams and went to look for her in one direction, but he had been looking for it for a day and a night, and he had found the place he should have looked, but he still couldn't find half a trace of Bei Ling, Zhuo Zihan was anxious and angry, the man in black undoubtedly became the most innocent object of venting, and he was severely punished, and Zhuo Zihan said that if he couldn't find Bei Ling, there would be no need for their group of wastes to exist. The man in black naturally knew the ruthlessness of his young master, so he pinched a cold sweat for his little life, and he really had to find out that aunt and grandmother.
No, there were finally a few familiar and clever people in black to provide Zhuo Zihan with favorable information, that was when the men in black went to look for them along the various intersections of the hotel, and they didn't miss a chance to ask passers-by, and finally heard the news of Bei Ling from the mouth of a young couple.