Chapter 152: The knot is incomprehensible

The knot is incomprehensible, time catalyzes, and obsession.

Bei Ling, who knew the truth, didn't reveal anything, she still did what she had to do step by step, but she couldn't turn a blind eye to Copperfield's cold attitude, and couldn't ignore who she was suffering for now, this shouldn't be everything she should have endured, right? At least, if she hadn't met Copperfield, the person who is suffering here now should be Bed, right? If she hadn't met Copperfield, she might have frozen to death on the streets, but she might have survived by her own luck, then her life should be different, she may be able to support herself through her own efforts, not extravagant and rich, but at least she can have a bland happiness like ordinary people, but what is she like now? Zhuo Jinan defended her and tortured her, Copperfield used her to ignore her, she was thrown around like a leather ball, and when one party was in a bad mood, she could put two feet on her at any time, is this how her existence is?

It is only a matter of time before the pent-up emotions are like a sleeping volcano that will erupt one day, and the silence is only to accumulate greater strength.

So, since then, every time Bei Ling was hurt in the hands of Zhuo Jinan, she would attribute the unwillingness and resentment in her heart to Copperfield and Beck, isn't it? If it weren't for Beck, how could she have fallen to the point where she is today, and she, the culprit, can still live happily under Copperfield's wings, why?!

Sometimes the tip of the horns drilled up, Bei Ling even wondered if that encounter in the forest was just one of the links designed by Copperfield, after all, the fact that Copperfield was still alive she would know one day, it was just a matter of time, and what Copperfield cared about should be how she knew, and how she knew it was the point, after all, if Copperfield suddenly told her that Beck was not actually dead, but just escaped by luck, and he also inadvertently met the wandering Beck on the street, such a statement, Bei Ling, who had been tortured inhumanly under Zhuo Jinan, would not believe it anyway, will not be able to control the demons and resentful, and even can immediately penetrate Copperfield's scheme, understand that he is just a chess piece in his hand, and her effect has been achieved, so Copperfield can take the living Bellco back to his side without fear to take care of, in the face of such a picture, who can be magnanimous enough to smile and say it doesn't matter?

And the resentment in Bei Ling's heart is undoubtedly not conducive to Copperfield's manipulation of her, so it is still necessary for Copperfield to estimate her mood, so she didn't take Bei Ke back not long after she was taken away by Zhuo Jinan's people. And in order to keep Bei Ling from suspicion and resentment, Copperfield also put some thought into it, so there was this drama of Becko getting lost in the forest.

When Copperfield took Becko away from Beco's family, Copperfield took her back to his vacation villa and hid her, and Copperfield's silence was undoubtedly the most conducive to the implementation of Copperfield's plan, even if anyone met Beck, it was absolutely impossible to get any news from Beckel's mouth, so, on the whole, Copperfield decided to let Becko out, so that Belling, who didn't know it, would meet Becko himself, and then Belling told himself the news of Becko from the bottom of his heart, so that Copperfield would not be suspicious when he was sure of Belling, and he didn't think that Bergopher was not lost, but Copperfield's intentional design, otherwise, if Copperfield didn't do it intentionallyEven if he was really not at home, he couldn't have left without locking the door, after all, whether it was for Beko's safety or for anything else, he couldn't have put Benko in a completely unprotected house. When he saw Beck's tiny figure disappear from sight, he knew how well his plan had gone and where Becko could go and wanted to go was her old home.

Therefore, Bei Ling met Beck near Beck's house, because of the bumps and stumbles along the way, Beck looked very embarrassed, and the whole person was silent, but really seemed to be the one who was missed, so Beck naturally did not become suspicious, and also took the initiative to inform Copperfield of Bergopher's news. And when she saw what happened to Bei Ke, the pity in her heart was even more overwhelming, and her resentment towards the Zhuo family was even stronger, so, on the whole, whether it was out of retribution to Copperfield or regret for Bei Ke and Bei's family, and she was poisoned by Zhuo Jinan, this one by one undoubtedly strengthened Bei Ling's determination to get rid of the Zhuo family for Tianxingdao, so that the situation was undoubtedly the most beneficial to Copperfield.

So before that, Bei Ling had always been deliberately trying to get close to Zhuo Jinan, taking advantage of his unpreparedness to take his life, but Zhuo Jinan was too suspicious and too cautious, and Bei Ling couldn't find a chance to start for a long time, and it was delayed until today, she knew Copperfield's secret, she was like a deflated ball all of a sudden, all the goals and all the motivation were lost, and the only belief that could support herself to stand up was only resentment towards Copperfield and Beck.

During the craziest period of her hatred and torture, Zhuo Yan, who she liked, left her again, she had no one to talk to, and she had nowhere to rely on, how many times when she couldn't hold on, Zhuo Zihan was by her side, so, gradually, Bei Ling fell in love with Zhuo Zihan, and under Zhuo Zihan's careful care, she finally slowly let go of her guard, and she didn't have the initial obsession with hatred, although she couldn't completely let go and forget, but at least she was no longer so painful, at least she could feel a moment of warmth, happiness and tranquility under Zhuo Zihan's wings。

It's just, why, after so many years, when she was about to let go, those who had hurt her were going to break into her world again and unravel her pain to show her, so, how to forgive?

Bei Ling condescendingly looked down at Bei Ke's somewhat painful sleeping face, and the unwillingness in her heart was stronger for a while, and her unwilling tone changed from hatred to trembling, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have entered Zhuojiabao, and I wouldn't have suffered so much! If it weren't for you, how could my grandfather be willing to let me be a stand-in, he used to love me so much! Since you are dead, why do you want to come back! Why do you come back and push me into the abyss?! Why did you appear in the forest? Why did you want to save me by pretending?" Bei Ling said and tore open a pair of scars that were large and small, although obviously faded, but still hideous: "See this? It's all you! It's all you! These scars should have grown on your body, but now it's all on my body, and I suffered it for you! Why! Why I have suffered so much for you, and you can still live so happily! Why? Why! It's not fair! I hate you! I hate you!"

The more Bei Ling spoke, the more excited she became, her shoulders trembling violently, and the hatred that burst out of those eyes was like wanting to tear Bei Ke apart immediately. Yes, she hated the face in front of her that looked a little like herself! She hated the disgust when Zhuo Yan looked at her! She hated the tenderness and doting in Zhuo Yan's eyes when he looked at her! Why! It shouldn't be like this! It turned out that she thought that she had expelled Zhuo Yan from the depths of her heart, but when she saw him again, his indifference and doting on other women, she would still be so uncomfortable in her eyes, it turned out that maybe she had not completely forgotten Zhuo Yan at all, and Zhuo Zihan was actually just the warmth that people temporarily wanted to hug when they were tired to a certain extent, so the person she loved was still Zhuo Yan? was so jealous that he wanted to kill Beike with his own hands, but he was secretly glad because Beike looked a little similar to himself, the reason why Zhuo Yan liked her has always been because of his own reasons, does this prove that at least she still occupies a certain position in his heart, but he is still angry about what happened back then, and he doesn't have the courage to forgive himself, does that mean that as long as he clarifies the secret of the year with him, he will return to his side again? This kind of realization made Bei Ling's heart feel a little more lucky, and the whole person's eyes also brightened, but she didn't want to see Bei Ke again, and she didn't want to see Zhuo Yan give the world tenderness to others, so Bei Ling slowly stretched out her hand to Bei Ke, so, Bei Ke, there are some things, it's time to pay it back...

Since knowing the truth, Bei Ling suddenly realized that Zhuo Jinan should not only not be his enemy but should be his relatives, and Copperfield and others should be her opposites, after all, the grievances and grievances between the Zhuo family and the Bei family had nothing to do with her, and the reason why Zhuo Jinan was so cruel to himself was because he mistakenly thought that he was the widow of Bei Zhongtian, so if he knew the truth, she believed that Zhuo Jinan would definitely not obstruct himself and his son again, and it was possible to reuse himself, after all, they had a common hatred, and Bei Ling was also the best one among their agents, Zhuo Jinan can't be willing to give up such an excellent chess piece as her, since this is the case, why not do it?

The cold hand still touched Bei Ke's neck, her eyes slowly slowed down and deepened, and the strength on her hand gradually increased, the person on the bed obviously felt uncomfortable, her good-looking brows were furrowed tightly, and she looked very painful, and Bei Ling knew that as long as Bei Ke died after a while, she would solve a big problem for Zhuo Jinan, and it would be inevitable to be reused by him when the time came. Seeing that Bei Ke was still desperately trying to struggle even in a state of fainting, Bei Ling's thoughts drifted to the gloomy forest again, how the two little girls ran for their lives, how they depended on each other, it was impossible to say that they had not moved compassion, but there were some things, but they had to do it.