"I like you, I like you very much......" Lu Li looked at me very seriously and said.

"I'm sorry, I don't like you, please give me back the ring. I looked at him coldly.

I'm telling the truth, I really don't like the 'Wei Guhai' in front of me.

He and the former Lu Li are two people, the former Lu Li would not look at me with this kind of gaze, nor would he confess to me so bluntly. He had a great deal of respect for me and did not dare to show any frivolity in front of me.

In this way, it is the same skin, different souls......

The former Lu Li gave me an extremely warm sense of security, the former Lu Li looked at me with joy in his eyes, and the former Lu Li had a kind of impatience when he saw me......

And at this moment, this Lu Li is more like a hooligan.

"Give it to me!" I reached for his hand.

As soon as he raised his hand slightly, he dodged it, frowned and stared coldly and asked, "Am I too good?" Do you think the gap between the two of us is too big?"

"I don't want to be involved with a drug dealer like you, you're a criminal! and you're a man with a fiancée!" I said, and put down my hand to stop fighting for the ring.

"I'll break up with Lily Ho, but, you say I'm a criminal?" ......he seemed to be unhappy with me calling him that.

"Yes, you are a criminal in my eyes now, if you don't change your ways, sooner or later you will go in. Do you think I'm such a good young man that I've ever been with a drug dealer?" I said angrily.

However, it is also from the heart.

I don't know why I said it so bluntly.

Lu Li used to sell drugs, but at that time, he would never give me such a strong sense of guilt as I do now. At that time, I persuaded him to give up, and he promised that he would come back to me after the last vote. What's more, at that time, he knew that his mother and father were killed by drugs, and he hated drugs!

And now, he didn't have a trace of hatred, and even had a lot more desires.

"You are very repulsive to drugs...... "There is a hint of unhappiness in his eyes, he leaned on the door frame, and said very indifferently: "Do you reject money?"

"Rejection!" I said, turning and going downstairs.

At the corner of the stairs, I couldn't help but look up at him, the look was so familiar, and the look was so unfamiliar.

"The night after tomorrow, I'll go to watch you play, remember what I told you, and don't let He Lily know that the two of us know each other. He said suddenly.

"Idiot. I cursed under my breath and went straight downstairs.

&

The summer night in Kyoto is extremely hot, and the asphalt roads everywhere are releasing the heat accumulated during the day, just like me at this moment, a body of resentment.

There are no knuckles on the neck, and it feels like a heart has been lost.

Looking at those neon flashes, a terrifying feeling surfaced in my heart - if Lu Li will always be like this, if he will always be just Wei Guhai - then how should I choose my future?

Love at first sight?

His so-called love at first sight was more of a hurt to me.

When love at first sight came out of his mouth, I should be happy when he said he liked me, but in my heart I felt that those words were like knives, cutting all the past.

Sitting on a bench on the side of the road and watching the cars in Kyoto come and go, my heart felt empty.

The feeling of losing love turned out to be so lonely and helpless.

I feel that the love that I have held on for so long and so long, under today's confession, disappeared with the departure of that finger circle......

The whole heart was empty, as if only a shell remained.

&

The next day's model training ground was full of people, and when it came to the critical moment, every model was training hard.

Talent show project, they each have their own housekeeping skills, aerobics, piano, dance, singing, and so on......

As for my performance, Mr. Xu was very dissatisfied.

"The competition will be tomorrow night, and now I will have you left with a model who can win the rankings, but how can you ...... What's going on with you?!" Teacher Xu asked with a serious face on the training ground.

"I, I don't know what's wrong with me......" I said, looking down.

But I knew very well what was wrong with me, and since what happened last night, I suddenly lost interest in many things.

Even when the music plays, I feel a sense of powerlessness, and the powerful rhythm of the past is all messed up today.

"How are you training in this state? Hurry back and adjust your condition! This...... Alas, really!" Teacher Xu turned around and walked away with an ugly face.

I got off the runway, sat in the audience, looked at the other models on the stage, looked at their youthful faces, looked at their confident smiles, and suddenly felt like I was much older.

Twenty-in-ten competitions, or those few events.

Talent show, quality assessment, personal expression and stage awareness.

The talent show I set was a folk dance, and Mr. Xu still has no opinion. For me, folk dance is mainly about showing the flexibility and coordination of the body with the help of national costumes.

In the quality assessment, I have always been the first among the contestants.

However, with a high score for individual expression, this event requires the athlete's facial expressions to interpret the emotional understanding of the garment. And tomorrow night's emotional theme is "blooming", when I walk the catwalk, I can't step on it at all, how can I bloom?

Now the whole mood is low, tightened, and it can't bloom at all.

"Buzz" The phone rang suddenly.

When I picked it up, it was Mr. Xu.

"Hey, Mr. Xu......"

"I may have been too anxious just now, don't take my words at ease, let's come out to compete, we can compare the first, just now I felt too much pressure on you, the teacher apologized to you. Teacher Xu said very politely.

When I heard Teacher Xu say this, I felt even more guilty, "Teacher, it's me who is not good, I fell out of love yesterday." ”

"Lost in love?" he was surprised for a while, and after reacting, he whispered, "Then the teacher shouldn't criticize you." At your age, the blow of falling out of love is very heavy, so take a good rest today. ”

"Well, don't worry, I'll be ready for tomorrow night's game. ”

"Alas...... Emotional wounds take time to calm down and heal themselves, and others can't help much, come on...... If you don't get good grades, the teacher won't blame you. ”

"Thank you, Mr. Xu. ”

Hanging up the phone, my mood was even more depressed, and I felt really sorry for Mr. Xu.

Listening to the music around me and looking at the models who are training stage, the sense of depression is getting stronger and stronger.

So, I picked up my things and walked out.

&

At noon, Daoji suddenly called me and said that we would have a meal together.

I asked him how he knew my number, and he said that he had secretly looked at Lu Li's mobile phone and felt that it was necessary to meet with me.

We agreed on a small restaurant, and in order to take care of his identity, we chose a very small restaurant.

My relationship with Daoji is still very close, and I am afraid that he will not be able to find me, so I have been waiting for him under the sun.

On a hot day, he got out of the taxi with this mask, and I hurriedly waved at him.

He took off his mask and happily waved his hand in response.

"Are you in a hurry?" he asked, smiling.

"It's alright...... Last night things were very special, He Baihe told me that he couldn't let Lu Li know that I was his sister, and wanted him to recall it himself in the future. So, I'll let you act with me. I said with a smile.

Thinking of his uncomfortable appearance last night, I'm a little sorry for him.

"I think He Lily has a brain disease...... What the hell is the idea?, haha!" he said, and went into the restaurant with me.

"Did Lu Li call you here?" we asked directly after finding a small private room and sitting down.

"No," he said, took the tea bowl next to him and poured a glass of water, drank it, looked at me with the cup in his hand, and said, "Why do you still call him Lu Li...... Change it!"

"Oh, didn't he come for you?" I asked.

"It's not. As he spoke, his face became slightly serious.

After I heard this, I felt a little confused in my heart, and my emotions slowly returned to the indifference after falling out of love.

"Hey...... I said, what's going on with you? Wei Guhai is like a sick man at home, and you will look like you've lost your soul. ”

"What's wrong with him? sick?" I asked.